to Sister Felicitas
Sister began to say to Jesus,
Lord we haven’t spoken for a long time, mea culpa… I love you. If you want to talk, l will listen.
“I promise you, my daughter, I will always speak to you as long as you listen to Me.”
Thank you so much. What’s on your heart?
“The nature of the world. They (the people) are like in the days of Noah, they marry, drink, — engage in anything but Me and Justice. So, like in the days of Noah, there will be those who warn, and finally, the final warning shot will come, that changes everything. Look, I don’t like to destroy, I’m the creator — life is my nature — not death. And yet those who make life worthless cannot walk among the living forever. Because life has a meaning — communion with God and attaining the sublimity of the soul. And so those who absolutely do not want to learn, have to disappear from the face of the earth. Not by anger, but by justice. Nothing I do is short temper, everything is love. My justice calls for children faithful to Me, hence this morning’s Psalm 37 [which was a Rhema]. If you are righteous, you are one with Me and I greatly delight in you. I desire nothing more than unity with my children — to bring them back to My fatherly heart and to hold, preserve and protect them from the evil of the world. I am with you always, until the end of the world. This is My promise and I keep it — hold onto Me — trust — let go. Hard times are yet to come, but fear and the associated survival instinct are not enough to survive. The only thing that keeps you from the worst is Me. Therefore, when you take walks with Me, pour your heart unto Me, trust Me, and fall asleep in My arms. It is not childish or selfish, but the best preparation for the time to come. So take this as a confirmation that I am happy when you take Me with you into your day and reveal the deepest corners of your heart to Me.”
Thank you, Lord, it is my infinite joy to be close to You. I love you with all that I am.
“And I love you even more. Because I also love you with all that I am, but I am infinite.”
Please help me to be pure and faithful and humble and joyful and loving, and never to lose that trust in Your closeness and love and in Your every word. I am Yours forever, Sister concluded to the Lord.
Then the following day, Jesus said more to sister Felicitas. And so, she continues to share:
Jesus asked me to get up, even though I [had] just lain down to go to sleep.
I got up and He immediately began…
“I want to please tell you how much I love you and how much it means to Me that you keep coming back to Me. How every step away from Me brings you closer to Me once you notice it. Because the longer you’ve been away, the closer you want to be with Me when you return. Until you don’t want to leave my side anymore. That is beautiful. Maintain this virtue. I am so happy about children who appreciate My closeness and do everything to remain faithful to Me. Love is faithfulness. If you still have sins you want to confess, do so. I am here listening, lovingly as you reveal your weaknesses, as I pour My graces upon you.”
Then, Sister confessed to the Lord.
“I forgive you, My child. Forget the dark and live the good. If you keep going like this, you’ll become holy faster than you can say, Amen!”
Sister Felicitas said,
I hardly interrupted Him saying: Lord, that can’t be. I’m sorry, but that can hardly be Your voice! You are kind, yes, but that…? I’m so bad, so far from anything good or even sanctity…
Then He argued,
“And am I not omnipotent? Am I not already working through you? Not perfection, but holiness I desire from you. Yes, holiness in heaven is also perfection. But holiness on earth is the combination of faith and humility, love, and hope. It is a constant reaching out of the heart to God so that the soul never gives up even if it falls. Holiness is a striving after God that is not discouraged by mistakes or failures.
“Become holy and never give up, for I am with you. Do you see now how I can see your holiness?”
I was quite shy and said:
I try at least not to give up for Your sake and to be close to You and somehow – despite my missteps — to be faithful to Your law as much as possible… Yes…! Thank you, Lord.
Then let me become holy for You, for Your honor. In the shadow of Your beauty!
Jesus gently said,
“I love you, My daughter. Rest now. I wanted to give this message along the way. You are not as far from My goals as you think.”