Hello, Brothers, Sisters, and Heartdwellers family.
Last night after prayer, I could feel heaviness on my head. I discerned that the Lord gave me a crown. As I write this I remember [that] in the previous video I offered myself for a soul so they could stay in God’s grace and now wonder if that was the crown I received, like St. Faustina? But a crown always means a fiery trial.
I was so weary when finding this out in hopes this last week would be a bit of a respite. But Jesus did say the pressures against me would be tremendous — wanting me to give up — and boy did it happen this morning. Sure enough, I was hit intensely in the morning. I felt like reaching out to Derrick and sharing my feelings because I was having anxiety attacks in the morning and at night for the past three days. It didn’t go so well initially and had us both at odds with each other.
After we talked things through we decided to check on all the documents and things needed for his interview and found out they changed the date of his interview and he missed it, it was last month! For the first time, he realized that what I have been saying about opposition against us, is real. I emailed the embassy and planned on calling Monday to see if they can restore his date.
When this happened I then went to the Lord wondering if I had discerned wrong again or He changed his mind now about this trip because that was one of the main reasons for us going and if Derrick didn’t make it back on the mountain with us I would have to question all the messages I received. The next interview date they had on their website was sometime next year.
I thought, No Lord, please, not again. I went asking him if we were meant to still go to Sierra Leone and Ghana I got “Jealousy” on both and that always means a no, disordered desires. I was crushed and crestfallen.
As thoughts of another humiliation ran through my head. I decided to submit this to Mother Clare for further discernment. Was this all a lying spirit? I thought.
When I spoke to Mother Clare she discerned it was the Lord’s will and the devils were just messing with me. She said it was time to storm heaven for this trip and for the Lord to make a way for the interview to get Derrick here — that it wasn’t about our relationship, but the mission God has destined for us.
I know many of you are praying and many more might be weary of always hearing about Derrick and this trip and of the Lord working to put us together. But I want you to all understand this is so much bigger than us. This is the purpose and mission of God at stake and the precious children who will never get the help, comfort, love, and salvation they need if he doesn’t come. Everything hinges on that.
The witches are not wanting to see the African people liberated. There are the little kids in Ghana who are crying out for help, comfort, and love. The children in Zambia who are in desperate need of care and medication for their diseases and those in Sierra Leone whom the Lord wants to deliver from witchcraft and touch with His love! There are so many children who are put into slavery, sex trafficking, mutilated, and tortured for body parts in Africa and in these nations who will stay in bondage, in a prison of fear if he doesn’t come. The Lord has called us to build two communities, one with a school, hospital, and airplane landing strip so we can take food, medication, and resources to nearby countries and that won’t happen if he doesn’t come. I don’t know fully what the Lord is up to but the devils and witches are hell-bent on stopping this by any means so that many more nations in Africa that the Lord wants to give us won’t be touched because Derrick is a very vital part of this mission and God’s plan.
We need to bombard heaven calling forth the Lord’s justice and for him to come to our defense on this one because the powers of darkness and their servants are no match for our God.
Mother Clare mentioned I should no longer sharethe details of my trip on the channel because of the attacks so I won’t any longer, but I am sharing this message as a plea asking you to join me in fasting and prayer this last week for this trip. WE NEED A MIRACLE for real, guys. I have asked all priests to lift up this interview intention in their Lord’s Supper. And if you could do a simple Communion Service to help us with this intention daily until we leave and get his interview date restored. The Lord must get the glory and this battle has been intense. I know the powers of hell are no match for the Lord. Please join me in prayer, fasting, and any fast offering you want to give up for this intention would be appreciated. And lift up this specific intention this week for the Children guys, for the children!
Thank you, family. God bless you!