Finish the race strong – Lisa’s Dream

July 27, 2021

Hi everyone, 

My name is Lisa.  I am one of the intercessors.  I had a dream about a race I wanted to share with you all. But first, I wanted to share the message the Lord put on my heart that goes along with this dream. So in real life, I ran cross country in high school. And we had the world’s best coaches, a husband and wife, Mr. and Mrs. Hipwood. They were so positive and so talented in training us as athletes and we were a very good team. Now running doesn’t seem that alluring to me, but I had already tried out for Volleyball and didn’t make the team, and frankly, no one was very nice to me. So I was left with Cross Country which I wasn’t so sure about. But from day one, everyone had such a positive, “you can do it!” attitude that I just had to stay.   

There is only one winner in a race, you would think, but the Hipwoods taught us that that’s actually not how a race is scored. It’s a team effort and everybody’s position matters. They would teach us that wherever we were in the race, whether in the front or way in the back of the pack, our position mattered, and our goal was to beat the person right in front of us, from the other team. That was our race. 

Another thing they and all of the rest of our team would do was run around to different parts of the course and cheer us on with such encouragement like you wouldn’t believe.   

But also, very importantly, they would stand towards the very end of the race and instruct us when to give it our all, because the finish line was right up ahead. They would tell us to lengthen our stride and go all out. Now usually we couldn’t see the finish line, but our coaches knew that it was there, and we trusted them. So when they told us to dig deep, we gave it our all, knowing that it would all be over soon and that we would be able to rest. And also knowing how proud our coaches and everyone else would be of us. And that’s worth more than gold. 

So in my dream, I was running a race on a large course that was circular. And in the dream, I wasn’t sure if I was going to have to run another lap or not. But I knew that the finish line was close, so I started going all out. There were people in front of me, but I soon passed them. And in the dream, I said to myself, “Lengthen your stride!” And that was the end of the dream. 

 Now like I said, in the dream, I wasn’t sure if I was going to have to run another lap, which to me would mean waiting another year for Jesus’ return. But if I didn’t have to run another lap, then the finish line was just up ahead, and even though I couldn’t see it, I knew it was there. And I started giving it my all because I was almost there. 

Let us encourage one another! If the Lord delays, then we thank Him for his mercy over all the lost souls who need more time. But if not, let’s finish our races strong. And don’t try to do some great accomplishment for Jesus unless He’s called you to that, but rather run the race He has given you and let every little thing you do be done in love, for Him, and for others.   

God bless you all. 

This message was totally from the Lord. He started downloading it in my mind while I was mopping of all things. I just knew it was from Him. He’s standing at the end of our races cheering us on. Let’s make Him proud! He loves us! 

And also, I thought it was so cool, a couple of days earlier I was talking to one of our translators and he told me he was having dreams about races and also about hitting home runs in baseball!  And I thought that was so cool that the Lord also gave me a dream about a race. 

And then I wanted to share with you guys too when I woke up from the dream… So Mother Clare, in the past, has given us messages about not getting distracted by gardening, and things like wasting time on gardening, which were really helpful for me because I think I could waste time and money on gardening.  But I found out that I’m actually not a very good gardener.  But this year I was like, “Ok this year, I’m just going to plant sunflower seeds because they’re hardy and they won’t take any effort.  I can just plant the seeds and leave them alone and see what happens.”  And so that’s what I did.  BUT…. I planted Mammoth Sunflower Seeds, and they have grown taller than me.  They just kept growing and growing and growing.  And all this month I was like, “Lord!  There’re no blooms on these sunflowers!  They just keep growing!” Like, did I plant sunflower seeds?  I wasn’t sure.  And I’ve just been asking the Lord when they’re going to bloom.   

And then when I woke up from this dream and I looked out my kitchen window I saw a little yellow on the top and I was like, “No, Lord. Really?!!”  And I went out and looked and there was a sunflower that bloomed, and I was like, “Oh Lord, that’s so precious!”  And I felt like that was confirmation of my dream.   

And then later that day I was cleaning up some old papers and throwing out stuff and I came across a calendar, but I didn’t know it was a calendar and I just flipped it open.  And I opened right to a picture of a big sunflower, and I was like, “Oh that’s so sweet!” So I thought that that was confirmation of my confirmation. 

So God bless you all!  Jesus loves you! 

Rip up your retirment plan and run with me

July 26, 2021

Hello, brothers and sisters Heartdwellers family. May you all be blessed.

I came to the Lord this morning in prayer and immediately he began speaking I said,

Good morning Lord. What is on your heart, Jesus?

Jesus began,

“My heart is breaking for the unsaved. So many our passing, My beloved little one, so many a day, you can’t even imagine, and I am looking for my faithful ones to do something about it. To tell their loved ones, especially the lost about me, not religion, but about me. Many of you, My brides have been so weary and have gotten comfortable in praying for the lost but unwilling to take the next step to go out, to speak up, and to share my love and truth with a dying world. You tell yourself ‘I don’t have the right words; I don’t know what to say’, or ‘I have tried already with my loved ones, and they just think I’m crazy.’ Beloved, who cares what they think, don’t give up, don’t stop, My little ones. Once the truth is revealed, for them it will be a little too late, they will glean and go over every word that you spoke to them.

For now, I want you to focus on the lost because your lives are an example to many of your loved ones whether you realize it not. Your life in me speaks volumes, but there are those who have never heard my words or have seen hypocrisy. Many who feel abandoned and alone thinking to themselves with all the suffering in the world does God really exist? Does he care and YOU can tell them, ‘YES he does, I speak to him daily. He leads and guides me. He is with me in my sorrows and has helped my feet from slipping. He has picked me up when I have fallen many times and loves to be consoled by me. He is hurting from all the pain and darkness in this world and what has to take place and he wants you to know his love, His amazing love for you. He is very approachable and waits every day from a glance from you or a simple word of recognition spoken to him in your heart. Yes, he longs for you.’ Tell them that, My beloved ones, how can they resist?

Every time you go to the grocery store, the post office, get your mail, go shopping, go to a family gathering there is someone there around you who longs in their heart to know me more and you, know me. So I am calling all my brides to step out more from their comfort zone and share me with others.

Yes, I am coming and very soon, but this is not the time to relax, pray and sit on the rooftops waiting for my return. This is the time I want you busy, I mean very busy about my business. There are so many ways you can share my love. As Heartdwellers I have given you all the tools. Make rhema cards, share the messages in a letter, share prayer cards, share my words on your blogs and channels. Take me out with you, and if you make the smallest efforts, I will anoint it, for the harvest is plenty, but the labors are so very few and I am commissioning you now as laborers to reap the harvest and touch the lost in the streets, your communities and even at your workplace.”

As an aside, the Lord gave some great ideas that you all can do to evangelize, to share his love with the lost. Rhema cards are one of the simplest ways to share his love by making love notes. That is an inspiration he gave me in my first year of walking with him. I would write rhemas on index cards and put it in white envelopes and label them “From Jesus with Love”. I would place the envelopes on people’s windshields at the grocery store or wherever I went, trusting Holy Spirit would give the right word to the right person. Then the Lord had me take the next step by actually handing these out to people everywhere I went. He would lead me to the person, and I would simply say, “Here, this is from Jesus with Love” and leave them with the note. I did a video entitled “How to Share Your Faith” and “Ideas of Witnessing” where I give more details and share the many testimonies that I experienced. I will leave it in the description. Also, Jesus gave me a Rhema message from Mother Clare’s site and it said “Introduce Me, and not Religion” I felt it was a strong encouragement when he sends us out to Ghana on how to share him with others. I will also have that message in the description.

Jesus continued,

“For those who are older, living in your golden age, My beloved ones, the world has taught you, when you get to a certain age you can rest, retire, kick up your heels and relax and enjoy life, but that is not the way of My Kingdom. If you call yourself mine, I expect even a bigger harvest of souls in your latter years than in your former. No, it is not time to relax and retire. It is time to work like never before, for white hair and wisdom come with old age and you have much wisdom this young generation needs. Are you to just leave them wanting, dying of hunger as you spend time with your grandchildren and children building memories that will soon pass away?

I want you about my business pouring into, strengthening and taking many of these young ones under your wings, mentoring them and praying for them. You now have much more time on your hands. Volunteer at a youth center, a troubled school, to be a leader of a youth group at your church. Begin to give out freely all the riches in your lifetime that I have entrusted to you. Did I not say the older women should teach the younger women?”

Titus 2:3-5, Likewise, teach the older women to be reverent in the way they live, not to be slanderers or addicted to much wine, but to teach what is good. Then they can urge the younger women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled and pure, to be busy at home, to be kind, and to be subject to their husbands, so that no one will malign the word of God.

“Yet, the older ones in this generation have just gotten weary in seeing the increasing darkness and the deterioration of morality in this young generation. And so what will you do about it? Many are crying out for Me, crying out for revival, crying out for Me to do something about it, but I have sent you all…will you respond? I live and dwell in you and although it will be the young ones in this generation to lead the way, it will be the older generation that will prepare them for that. Just as the Spirit rushed upon Caleb, although 85 years of age, he ran with Joshua.”

Joshua 14:7-12, “I was forty years old when Moses the servant of the Lord sent me from Kadesh Barnea to explore the land. And I brought him back a report according to my convictions, but my fellow Israelites who went up with me made the hearts of the people melt in fear. I, however, followed the Lord my God wholeheartedly. So on that day Moses swore to me, ‘The land on which your feet have walked will be your inheritance and that of your children forever, because you have followed the Lord my God wholeheartedly.’

Now then, just as the Lord promised, he has kept me alive for forty-five years since the time he said this to Moses, while Israel moved about in the wilderness. So here I am today, eighty-five years old! I am still as strong today as the day Moses sent me out; I’m just as vigorous to go out to battle now as I was then. Now give me this hill country that the Lord promised me that day. You yourself heard then that the Anakites were there and their cities were large and fortified, but, the Lord helping me, I will drive them out just as he said.”

“Although Mother Clare is 75, look at all I have accomplished through her in her latter years and there is still much more to come. Avail yourselves, mothers and fathers and I will strengthen you with My Spirit, bring healing to your decaying bodies, and give you a vigor of a 25-year-old to run with this generation. As I anoint you to pour out, instruct them and teach them all that I have taught you. This is not the time for rest, but the time for battle and for plunder as you take back much territory from the enemy for this young generation to rise up in glory.

Let go of that retirement fund you have saved, give it away to the poor, to the orphans, and sow into My Kingdom like never before. Tear up your retirement plan and let go of your desires for a vacation. I didn’t call you to babysit your grandchildren because you have already raised your children in the way they should go, and I guarantee you they will not depart from it. Entrust your family to me and you, come follow me, to catch the many fish I have destined for you to bring into my kingdom. You have been enlisted with a new job to work for me, you have been commissioned, to go and bear fruit that will remain. And to only find your rest the day you are taken up within Me in Heaven. This is not your time for rest this is only the beginning.

The Power of Confession

July 25, 2021

Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all be blessed!

So family, I hope you have been enjoying the meditations that the Lord put together. And I look forward to hearing your testimonies! The Lord has always been faithful to provide you all with fresh manna through his and His mother’s messages, daily. However, sometimes these messages are given to me days prior and I’m playing catch up to get them out to you guys. This is what had happened this past week. I hadn’t heard from the Lord in almost a week and a half. When I attempted to hear from him, I discerned the messages later and they were from my flesh. So I was feeling insecure and anxious, to say the least. It was no longer about getting a message; I honestly needed a word for myself. I just missed Jesus.

I was still going through the emotions of holding on to his promise about Derrick, and a painful situation with a family member that happened in the past, that I was struggling to let go of.

There was a close family member who seemed to warrant Derrick’s attention when we were together, and it was so painful to see that. I had addressed this with her, as the Lord had wanted me to be honest with her, for her only to be a bit defensive and turn the table around as if Derrick wanted her attention instead. We are actually called to work together for the City of God community and the demons have been playing this scenario in my mind for so long and bringing up such a grave fear in my heart for the future. So I kept wondering if the Lord would bring true honesty, transparency, and reconciliation between, us and even Derrick, or if it would just be a cross I would have to carry, because no sincere responsibility had been taken. It’s been rough guys.

I would also look at the calendar and think, Um Lord the end of summer is soon approaching. Derrick is still apprehensive about many things, and I found myself one day, frustrated about him dragging his feet. So I decided to send him a message, no longer giving him suggestions, as Jesus asked me to do, but telling him what he had to do and by what time. I know guys, I am a hot mess. I felt good about the message I sent him thinking that would get some fire under his butt. But the following day I got a reading from Mother Clare’s Rhema book about “Self-will”. At first it didn’t hit me, then I realized, Uh oh Lord, was that action in self-will? I thought I could help you Lord, no?

So, Jesus had me delete the messages, and thank goodness he hadn’t listened to them yet. I realized I needed to relinquish any part in this besides trusting the Lord and continuing to pray. After praying and asking the Lord to forgive me for my impatience and frustration, I decided by faith, to try again, to hear from Him as I poured out my heart first saying,

Good morning Lord, I have missed you so much. I’m hungry Lord, for a word from you, if not for me for our children. I have been in an emotional battle these past few weeks.

I then heard Jesus say,

“You have been in a storm beloved, little one, and although you have fallen many times you are fighting bravely with Me right beside you. Don’t give up or give into discouragement I will do all I have promised. Just be patient and don’t push him or give him an ultimatum of any kind. That is for me to do. And He is responding to my nudges. Don’t worry I have already paved the way. So despite all the information he is receiving from others, once he applies for the Visa I will move swiftly and quickly to get him here. He will come to have confidence in Me as well because of this. So trust me.”

As an aside here, besides his own fears and reservations, Derrick is being told by friends that to obtain a Visa to the US from Ghana, it could take up to three months now. And if you are rejected, it will affect your ever applying again for a US Visa, When usually it takes a week to get an appointment. So continue to pray that he would just have faith and inquire himself and apply for the Visa trusting the Lord

I then asked Lord, What about this family member?

Jesus responded,

What about her beloved? I have already made it clear to you what I intend to do. Trust your heart to Me, Beloved, I am the keeper of it and if I have allowed this blow by my hand don’t you think I will heal it. I am the same God who strikes and heals, and I break and bind. Job 5:18. “For he wounds, but he also binds up; he injures, but his hands also heal.”

“All of these things were to sanctify you, to grow you in love, to teach you about the tactics of the enemy so you can help others overcome. I will pull back the veil in her conscience as well, just as I will do with Derrick. He will see himself in the light of my mirror and moral standard and be completely undone, and so grateful for my mercy. This will all happen before you say I do. Trust me, Beloved, trust me.”

Sorry Lord, I am so attached to this subject and the past two messages weren’t from you. So I did begin to lose my confidence and think I had done something wrong for you to hide yourself from me.

Jesus continued,

“My beloved one, even in my goodness, I am so close, very close to you, and you were still being led by My Spirit although you didn’t get a message. Did the flock go without?”

No, Lord, they didn’t.

“Because I am the good shepherd and, I will never leave you wanting or them wanting. I know when it’s the right time to speak and when a message is needed. Do not get anxious about that. I am here now and have much to tell you. It was good you went to confession. That helped a lot to clear the air of your fears, your guilt, and the stain of sin that blocked you from hearing me.”

So was that it, Lord? Is that why I couldn’t touch in with you?

Jesus responded,

“Yes, Beloved, there were many reasons, but that was the main one. You see when you have unconfessed sin, and you lack true contrition, that hinders you from hearing and seeing me clearly as you should. That is what I want to talk with my brides about, being diligent to examine their conscience and the power of confession. That is something that has not been readily taught in my Church. I am calling my brides to a much higher standard of purity, of holiness, and that comes by walking with a clean conscience.

So many want to enter into a deep intimate relationship with me, to hear from me, but are not willing to put in the work and this is one aspect that is very vital to the work in hearing from me. You see beloved brides, sin doesn’t separate you from me, because many times there are hidden sins you do not know of, that I haven’t revealed to you yet. But it’s the unconfessed sin that stains your conscience, that builds a wall between you on me. I am not asking for perfection, but for diligence in purity, to be clean before me. This little one went to confession and, although I prompted her by my Spirit to confess the smallest trifles, she passed over them and only confessed the sins she wasn’t ashamed of. However, that left a stain on her conscience. Although I was aware of these failings and she had confessed them before me, she still carried that guilt that hindered her from hearing me properly.”

The Lord is telling the truth after not hearing from him for so long I started examining myself wondering if I had done something to stop him from speaking and I got a Rhema a few days ago from St. Faustina and it read,

The front of the Rhema card said, Diligence in examination of conscience, and gave me a page number to read from the book. It read,

“Particular interior practice; that is, the examination of conscience. Concerning Holy Confession. We would derive two kinds of profit from Holy Confession:

1. We come to confession to be healed.

2. We come to be educated. Like a small child our souls have constant need of education…I shall pay special attention to two things: firstly, I will choose, in making my confession, that which humiliates me most, even if it be a trifle, but something that cost me much, and for that reason, I will tell it; secondly, I will practice contrition, not only during confession, but during every self-examination, and I will arouse within myself and act of perfect contrition, especially when I am going to bed. One more word: a soul which sincerely wants to advance in perfection must observe strictly the advice given by the spiritual director. There is as much holiness as there is dependence.

Immediately I knew that I hadn’t confessed everything little thing in my time of confession as I usually do because there were a few things I was ashamed about that I was still struggling with. So that day I went to confession and bared my soul to the T in detail and it was the following morning Jesus finally spoke to me to give me this message

Jesus continued,

“Because of where I am calling all my brides it is very important that you keep your conscience clean before me. It will hinder the ministry and the gifts I have chosen for each of you. I would like you all to practice the examination of conscience every night before you go to bed. Asking yourself how you failed me, what areas and in what ways could you have responded more in love, what wrong thoughts crossed your mind, and what wrong heart attitudes did you have that you could do better the following day. This is not to bring about shame or guilt my beloved brides, but I am right here with you. We are doing this together. This is to draw you to virtue and in the practice of being more resolute in your will to serve and imitate me.

This is a practice many of my saints did long ago and has been lost in your generation, besides those who are called to a religious life. You all are called to a spirit of religious life, cloistered in my heart that is your sanctuary, your tabernacle and I want it to be our living quarters, and this will help me to help you form your conscience properly. I gave my apostles one of the greatest sacraments, the gift of absolution which releases souls from the shackles of the devil and reconciles them back to me.

John 20: 22-23, When He had said this, He breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive anyone his sins, they are forgiven; if you withhold forgiveness from anyone, it is withheld.

So going to confession and receiving absolution is so powerful, as it restores your soul in right standing with me. If you have a priest available, it will be very good for you my brides to go to confession weekly to help keep you in the state of grace and purity. If you do not have a priest available, you then confess to one another in all sincerity, transparency, and in all honesty of the smallest faults and I will bless this.

James 5:16, Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.

“I am calling the world to repentance, my church to repentance and it first must come from my brides living in a posture of contrition and repentance daily.”

That was the end of Jesus message.

Just then sister Magdalene shared with me a Rhema she got that morning confirming this word and it said;

Let us now consider what we must do to ensure that the Holy Spirit may dwell in our souls. It can all be summed up in mortification the flesh with its vices and concupiscences, and in guarding against a selfish spirit.

For those who have never gone to confession or have never really confessed your sins to someone out of fear. There is no need to be afraid confession brings healing. Especially in confession, the priest stands in the place of Jesus, and he knows how much guilt and shame you are walking under, and by receiving absolution it relieves you from that burden, that heaviness so many believers carry. Heartdwellers has confessors who are available for you to go to confession via email and I will their leave the contact information below in the description. You always want to prepare yourself for confession as Jesus mentioned, by examining your consciences asking Holy Spirit to bring to mind where you fell short that week. Even write them down, that is what I do, going day by day and seeing where I fell into sin with my thoughts, with my actions, and with my deeds. Then I share all of that in confession.

A side note: make sure you do not go to confession to vent. That can easily happen, You are not there to expose the sins of others or how another offended you but to expose how you responded, how you reacted and how you could’ve done better in that situation. You also want to confess things that are burdening your heart, weighing heavily on you because sometimes the enemy puts condemnation on us to make us feel we have fallen into sin. So a good confessor will know and even relieve you of a false guilt if you’re carrying one.

Lord thank you for this message and give us all the grace to walk in greater purity and honesty with you another. xGod bless you guys until the next message.

Ladder to Heaven – A Meditation with Rosary (The Joyful Mystery)

July 23, 2021
“Ladder to Heaven, Meditation” with Mother Mary Elisha

Wherever you are, see the room that you are in exactly as it is, with your eyes closed, use your imagination to build the picture in your mind. Still imagine, if you are in your room, picture it, so that if you were to close your eyes you still see it. Or you can picture a specific location anywhere. The Joyful Mystery is all about the announcement of the birth of Jesus, to Mary, from the Angel Gabriel. Then when she visited her cousin Elizabeth, the Nativity of the birth of Jesus, Mary taking infant Jesus to the temple to be purified, and lastly, finding Jesus at the temple when they had lost him for three days. You can picture any one of these events from what you know of in the Bible and movies you have seen and actually meet her there. Picture each scene and put yourself in each scene with her and picture it in your mind.

Sign of the Cross: “In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.”

Apostles Creed: “I believe in God, the Father almighty creator of heaven and earth and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord, who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried. He descended into hell. On the third day he rose again from the dead. He ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of God, the Father almighty. He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead. I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Holy Apostolic Church, the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and life everlasting. Amen.”

The Our Father: “Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.”

Three Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.” 3x

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So quietly to yourself, but out loud you are going ask Blessed Mother, “Where are you in this picture right now?” You can say “Blessed Mother, where are you in the room with me right now?” All I want you to do is to trust your very first impression. Don’t write anything off as silly or not being spiritual enough but just trust the first impression you see even if it’s vague. Don’t worry let the eyes of your heart do all the work, just go with it.

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Glory Be: “Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.”

THE FIRST JOYFUL MYSTERY – The Annunciation

The Our Father: “Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.”

Now wherever you are, tell Blessed Mother, this is where I see you in the room, and say it quietly, out loud, to yourself. The next thing we are going to do is a basic exercise— imagine colors, clothing, expression on Blessed Mother’s face. Does she have hair—is it long or short? What garment does she have on? Is it a veil, or modern clothes? Is she sad or happy? It’s a simple yes or no, go with your first impression.

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The First 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Some of you may now think wow it’s really that easy and simple and the truth is just like Jesus, His Mother would never make it difficult for you to see her as well. The Rosary is a ladder to Jesus through Mary. She wants to comfort you, help you, and let you know that she is your Mother too. Where Jesus is all of Heaven is, so when you pray the Rosary Blessed Mother is right there ready to hear you and communicate with you at all times and she wants you to sense her presence, feel her presence and see her presence. Jesus may even be with her. Don’t be surprised if you see him too, right now.

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The Remaining 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Glory Be: Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

If you are not close to Blessed Mother right now mumble to yourself. “Blessed Mother should I come close to you, or should you come close to me?” And what are your first impression and the first guess you have? And you are allowed to guess, once again. That allows you to trust the Holy Spirit.

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Oh My Jesus: O my Jesus, forgive us our sins. Save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls into heaven, especially those in most need of thy mercy. Amen.

Just take a moment to be close.

THE SECOND JOYFUL MYSTERY – The Visitation

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The Our Father: “Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.”

The First 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

So take moment just to bask in her presence, in the sounds and the scene you are in. She is the Queen of Heaven, the mother of God, but she is your mother and sees you as her tender child.

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The Remaining 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Glory Be: Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

Ask Her—she is Jesus’ Mother and knows more than we can know of ourselves and our future. So let’s ask her, “What is one thing, Blessed Mother, that you want to make sure I know right now?” Again trust your first impression.

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Oh My Jesus: O my Jesus, forgive us our sins. Save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls into heaven, especially those in most need of thy mercy. Amen.

THE THIRD JOYFUL MYSTERY – The Nativity of Our Lord

And repeat it to yourself out loud, mumble to yourself, what you hear Her saying …

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The Our Father: “Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.”

And if you hear her say something, again, don’t write it off if it seems silly, or not spiritual enough. That’s not a reason to write it off. If she just told you the one thing she wants you to know today, and she said, “Spend time with the kids.” If that’s what she said, acknowledge that. Acknowledge that to yourself—what’s the one thing she wants you to know today? It doesn’t have to be super-spiritual, and it can be down to earth.

[music]

The First 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Wherever you are, tell yourself what you heard her say. It’s good to narrate your in-the-spirit experience to yourself. If you keep it to yourself, many times the memory just goes away. So repeat to yourself what she said. It’s so amazing to hear not only what Jesus has to say about us, but what his Mother thinks. To hear her opinion of us further confirms God’s love for us. Now, let’s just ask her, “Blessed Mother, tell me one thing that you know about me that I don’t know about myself. What’s one thing that you know about me that I don’t know about myself? Say that out loud and trust your first impression.

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The Remaining 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Glory Be: Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

We have the opportunity right now, and you do, wherever you are listening, to agree and believe with what She said, to look at her and say, “I believe what your opinion is of me. I’m not going to define myself to you. I’m going to let You define who I am because I am your child. So you look at Blessed Mother. I’m going to look at Her right now and say, “I agree with you.”

[music]

Oh My Jesus: O my Jesus, forgive us our sins. Save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls into heaven, especially those in most need of thy mercy. Amen.

THE FOURTH JOYFUL MYSTERY – The Presentation

The Our Father: Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.”

Now as one fun, final step for this exercise, let’s look at the Blessed Mother and say, “Blessed Mother can I accompany you in this Rosary? Would you take me with you to that time and place when you and Joseph had to present the Lord at the temple? Would you let me get just a peek of what it was like that day?” And voice that to her, mumble it out loud, “Blessed Mother, right now, would you let me walk with you and Joseph to the temple?” And I want you, wherever you are, to trust your very first impressions. What’s the first thing that happens when you say that out loud? Take in the scene, what are you wearing, are you a servant to Mary accompanying them, or are you a bystander watching them enter into the temple with Baby Jesus?

[music]

The First 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Just tell yourself, what do you have the impressions of? What did you see? I know you saw something, it’s like we instantly start imagining it and we imagine being there with her in that time, with Joseph and the busyness in the temple. You can hear the goats, and the sheep and people yelling, talking, and selling items. The first thing that I saw was Blessed Mother on a donkey, holding Jesus, and Joseph pulling the donkey gently and trying to make his way through the busy crowd. I guarantee you I’m not the only person listening to this who saw that. And then the next thing you ask yourself is, “What do I smell?” Because your imagination works with all of your senses. What do you imagine this place would smell like? And what are your first impressions? I smelled the animal. How about your first impressions of sounds?

[music]

The Remaining 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Glory Be: Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

Immediately I imagined myself as a servant girl to Blessed Mother. Although the busyness of the temple was much, I just couldn’t keep my eyes off her. She is so ordinary but so regal at the same time. Even the way she holds infant Jesus just staring at him. At times she would look at me with glances and smiles, which pierced my heart with joy. As I carried the doves, Joseph brought in a cage. I see him taking glances from time to time looking back at us, Blessed Mother and Jesus. It is as if nothing else mattered in all the world and everyone disappeared from the temple, and it was just us three. So sweet is the presence of God among us. So wherever you are, whatever you’re seeing, hold on to that impression. If you’re like, “Mother Elisha, I’m not seeing anything.” I know, you have the impression of it in your imagination. You’re not going to see it with biological eyes, these are the internal eyes of your heart. And when you read Paul’s words when he said, “Fix your eye, not on the things that are seen, but on the things that are unseen—because what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” All you’re doing is fixing our eyes, right now on the unseen and you’re allowing the impressions to work with your imagination. Your imagination shows you the picture. I had the impression of Blessed Mother riding on the donkey first, then my imagination showed her on the donkey and what she was doing and who was pulling the donkey.

[music]

Oh My Jesus: O my Jesus, forgive us our sins. Save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls into heaven, especially those in most need of thy mercy. Amen.

THE FIFTH JOYFUL MYSTERY – Finding Jesus in the Temple

The Our Father: Our Father, who art in heaven hallowed be thy name; thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. Amen.”

If it ever feels like the experience— pauses or stops, and you’re like, “Okay, I don’t know what happened, it just all went blank— Go back to your first impression you had and start there again. Just keep asking yourself, what do I see the Blessed Mother doing—what is Blessed Mother saying—what am I doing—what am I saying? And keep asking yourself those questions—what do I see Mary doing? And then just keep narrating to yourself like you’re telling yourself the story of what’s happening.

[music]

The First 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

And as we come to the last mystery, I see myself now grown up about 10 years, the age of 20, with a yellow dress and white head covering, now accompanying the anxious Mary and Joseph after realizing we lost him. Mary comes up to me with tears in her eyes, as I shake my head crying as if to say I haven’t found him. We are now at the temple gates and Mary and Joseph go in. I lag behind, a little unsure, and full of anxiety as to where the adolescent Jesus could be. Then I see Mary and Joseph coming back with Jesus with a look of astonishment on their faces. Many of the rabbis have come out into the open area starring at Jesus. He gives Mary a hug and Joseph a hug and now he looks at me and runs towards me. He is about 12, wearing a white tunic, brown sandals, and his hair shoulder length. He is glowing as he embraces my waist smiling. And Joseph and Mary approach me with tears in their eyes as tears stream down my cheeks holding the adolescent Jesus. I kiss the top of his hand so happy that we found him.

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The Remaining 5 Hail Mary: “Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among women, And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, Pray for us sinners, Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.”

Glory Be: Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end. Amen.

Oh My Jesus: O my Jesus, forgive us our sins. Save us from the fires of hell. Lead all souls into heaven, especially those in most need of thy mercy. Amen.

Hail Holy Queen: Hail Holy Queen, Mother of Mercy, our Life, our Sweetness, and our hope. To thee we cry, poor banished children of Eve. To thee we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this vale of tears. Turn then most gracious advocate, Thine eyes of mercy toward us, and after this, our exile, show unto us, the blessed fruit of thy womb, Jesus. O clement, O loving, O sweet Virgin Mary. Pray for us O Holy Mother of God, That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ. Amen.

Final Prayer: Let us pray. O God, whose only begotten Son, by His life, death, and resurrection, has purchased for us the rewards of eternal life, grant, we beseech Thee, that meditating upon these mysteries of the Most Holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary, we may imitate what they contain and obtain what they promise, through the same Christ Our Lord. Amen.

Exploring the Heavens, Meditation

July 21, 2021

Hello family,

This is the wonderful heavenly meditation I have been preparing you all for, done by Kimberly and Alberto Rivera, with Christopher Carter as the instructor. I am so excited for you all to enter into that secret place of your heart and meet with Jesus there, and to be taken to heaven. Before we start, I first want you to get to a quiet place, if possible, where you can be alone with God. The instructor encourages us, in this meditation, that even if you are in your car, you can still hear and see Jesus. So if you are not able to get alone, then that is okay, Jesus will still meet with you.

I encourage every one of you to have a journal next to you, and for those who are easily distracted with thoughts or burdens on your heart, you want now, want to write all your fleeting thoughts; your to-do lists, on that piece of paper before starting, and draw a line. Leave those thoughts there. And now close your eyes and enter into your secret place to explore the heavens.

EXPLORING THE HEAVENS – A guided meditation with Christopher Carter.

“Exploring the Heavens” by Kimberly & Alberto Rivera. With Christopher Carter

Wherever you are, see the room that you’re in exactly as it is, with your eyes closed. Just use your imagination to build the picture in your mind, of the space that you are in right now. If you’re in the car, don’t close your eyes, but still, imagine it. Let your car be in your mind so that if you were to close your eyes, you’d still see it.

[Peaceful, heavenly music while you imagine your environment…]

And all we’re going to do is just mutter, mumble, mutter it, say it quietly to yourself, but do say it out loud… “Lord, where are you in this picture, right now?” You could have said, “Lord, where are you in the room with me, right now?” All I want you to do is to trust your very first impressions. Don’t write anything off as being silly, or unspiritual. What’s your first impression when you ask, “Lord, where are you in this room with me right now?”

[Peaceful, heavenly music while you imagine where the Lord is in the room with you…]

Wherever you’re listening, tell yourself what you have the impression of. You don’t have to feel it one hundred percent or see it one hundred percent, in using the eyes of your heart, fifty percent sure is okay. We’re not worrying right now—we’re just letting the eyes of our heart do all of the work.

[Peaceful, heavenly music while you let the eyes of your heart do the work…]

Now, wherever you are, tell yourself, “Lord, this is where I see you in the room.” And mumble it to yourself. The next thing we should do, I call this the basics, color, clothing, and expression on the Lord’s face. And if you’re like, “Oh, I don’t know, I’m getting a blank thing here—”. Let me just ask you the question wherever you’re listening, “Does He have hair, or is He bald?” And if you just answer yes or no, question—what’s your first guess, your first impression, does he have hair?

[Peaceful, heavenly music while you imagine how Jesus looks…]

How about the garment that he is wearing? Pretty much everybody is going to see him with a garment, that would be normal—is it modern clothes, or is it the kind of Jesus-like outfit? Don’t write it off.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate what type of clothes Jesus is wearing…]

I suspect that some of you listening are going to think, “Wow, can it really be this simple?” And my response to that is, He would never make it hard for His kids to see him. Like, how hard do we want it to be? Do we want it to take a 40-day fast and a trip to Israel and, uh, get your life right—or do you think that God provided a way for us to be where he is at all times, and for you to be able to sense it, see it, touch it, hear it, smell it?

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate the sights, sounds, smells, and senses around you…]

If you are not close to him right now, just mumble to yourself, “Lord, should I come close to you, or should you come close to me?”

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate whether you should draw closer to Him…]

What’s your first impression—the first guess that you have—and you are allowed to guess. It’s kind of your way of saying, “I believe the Holy Spirit is powerful, I’m just going to trust—I’m going to trust that first impression.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate trusting Holy Spirit…]

Just take a moment, be close [music], I’m just giving you a moment, wherever you are doing this, I think sometimes it’s just nice to bask in the sounds and bask in the presence of the Lord. He is our Messiah, He is our Rabbi, He is the King, and He’s here.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate being in His presence…]

Let’s ask Him, because, you know, Rabbis like to teach, let’s let Him teach for a minute. And let’s— wherever you are, you know, you can mumble this out loud. We’re going to mumble it to ourselves here, “Lord, what is one thing that you want to make sure I know right now? What’s one thing that you want to make sure I know right now?” And, again, trust your very first impression—what’s the first impression you have of what he says to you when you say, “Lord, tell me one thing that you want me to know right now, what’s he saying?

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate what He wants you to know right now…]

And repeat it to yourself out loud, mumble to yourself, what you hear Him saying [music]. And if you hear him say something that—again, don’t write it off if it seems silly, or not spiritual enough, that’s not a reason to write it off. If He just told you, like, “What the one thing He wants you to know today was like, “You really need to take out the trash.” If that’s what he said, acknowledge that. If he was like, “Yeah, your dog really needs walking”, you just acknowledge that to yourself—what’s the one thing He wants you to know today? It doesn’t have to be super-spiritual; it can be so down to earth.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate “What one thing does He want me to know today?”]

Wherever you are, tell yourself what you heard him say. It’s good to narrate your in-the-spirit experience to yourself. It’s like you’re—yeah, it’s like you need to hear it out loud. If you keep it all inside it feels too ethereal—like a vapor— it would just go away.

I think it’s fun to hear what He wants to say about us. Sometimes hearing His opinion of us is like the best thing we could do. Let’s just ask him, “Lord, tell me one thing that you know about me that I don’t know about myself. What’s one thing that you know about me that I don’t know about myself? Say that out loud and trust your first impression.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate “What one thing do you know about me ….?”]

We have the opportunity right now, and you do, wherever you are listening, to agree and believe with what He said, to look at Him and say, “I believe what your opinion of me is. I’m not going to define myself to you. I’m going to let You define who I am. So you look at the Lord, and I’m going to look at Him right now and say, “I agree with you.”

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate, “I agree with you…”]

Now as one fun, final step for this exercise, let’s look at the Lord and say, “Lord, would you take us to that Garden? Would you take us to that original design? Would you let us get just a peek of Eden?” And voice that to him, mumble it out loud, “Lord, right now, would you let me walk with you in Eden?” And I want you, wherever you are, to trust your very first impressions. What’s the first thing that happens when you say that out loud?

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate walking with Jesus in the Garden of Eden]

Just tell yourself, what do you have the impressions of? What did you see, because I know you did—I mean it’s like we instantly start imagining it and we imagine being there with the Lord? The first thing that I had was this massive waterfall, this lush green environment. I guarantee you I’m not the only person listening to this who saw that. And then the next thing you ask yourself is, “What do I smell?” Because you have your imagination works with all of your senses. What do you imagine this place would smell like? And what are your first impressions? I smelled honeysuckle. How about your first impressions of sounds?

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate your senses while in the Garden]

I was stuck at the waterfall, it was beautiful, and I was just hearing the roar of the water, kind of cascading down. And wherever you are, whatever you’re seeing, having the impression of—you’re like, you’re like, “Christopher, I’m not seeing anything.”

I know, you have the impression of it in your imagination. You’re not going to see it with biological eyes, these are the internal eyes of your heart. And when you read Paul’s words when he said, “Fix your eye, not on the things that are seen, but on the things that are unseen—because what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.” All you’re doing is fixing our eyes, right now on the unseen and you’re allowing the impressions to work with your imagination, Your imagination shows you the picture. I had the impression of the waterfall, the imagination showed me how big it was, how tall it was, how wide it was, how white the water was when it poured over.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as your imagination expands with the use of your senses]

If it ever feels like the experience—like pauses, and you’re like, “Okay, I don’t know what happened, it just all went blank—”. Just keep asking yourself, what do I see the Lord doing—what is the Lord saying—what am I doing—what am I saying? And keep asking yourself those questions—what do I see the Lord doing? And then just keep narrating to yourself like you’re telling yourself the story of what’s happening.

So I’m doing this right now, I see Him standing over by the waterfall. He’d walked over there and He’s standing on a stone where the waterfall poured into this pool and He’s standing on top of the rock. Now, I don’t know where the experience is going, but, you know, I’ve done this for a decade, every day so it’s a quick process with me—you know, you just kind of trusting the eyes of my heart. I’ve watched, just now, this white eagle land on his shoulder and I see him standing there majestically, just under the waterfall and He’s kind of beckoning me to come over and to have this experience of standing in Eden with this eagle on my shoulder and this waterfall pouring down, to experience life as a king and priest in Eden again. And that’s beautiful—and I feel it right now—like I feel Him saying, “Feel this, Christopher, this is your call, like this is what humanity is destined for, to be a king and a priest.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate being a king and priest in the Garden of Eden”]

Wherever you are listening, just take a moment and tell the Lord, “Thank You”. And have that moment of gratitude, just being grateful opens up so many doors. “So we acknowledge You, that You are the Messiah and that we’re here with You, that you did rise from the dead and You ascended into the heavens, and You have prepared a place for us, and that we will inherit it there and here, and everywhere in between, and we just want to thank you right now, Lord, for being who You are and that You did not leave us—that you’ve sent us the helper, and in the spirit, we get to be with You whenever we like.

[Peaceful, heavenly music as you contemplate Exploring the Heavens…with the King of Glory…]

Sexual Temptations in Prayer

July 19, 2021

[Mother Clare]

Tonight, my very dear and precious family, the Lord has something that He wants me to share with you. It’s a teaching about getting closer to Him and the pitfalls and the things that are going to come against you and have been
coming against you.

Earlier today in worship it was so beautiful. I was resting with the Lord in the Spirit. He was at my righthand side and had His arm around me, I was leaning my head on His shoulder – and He was looking at all of you, at His Youtube Family. ‘Cause I’d been praying for you all, that you’d receive the gifts that you need to be able to move forward in your spiritual life. He was very moved and tenderly was looking upon each and every one of you, and I know that He’s bringing graces to your life, that you need at this hour, and that you so long for. And it was just a beautiful moment of feeling like family, receiving from Him.

Basically, what He’s asking me to do is to explain to you some of the spiritual dynamics that are going on, when you come into worship and you desire a more intimate relationship with Him and hearing Him – so that you’ll be able to cope with these things and know that He’s with you and He’s going to give you the tools to cope with them.

I’ve had a couple of people, a few people, come to me and say that they’re having a little difficulty getting demonic resistance in spiritual prayer and dwelling prayer. And I want to talk to you tonight about what those things are, what those dynamics are.

So, let me go ahead and begin:

We worship the Lord in Spirit and in Truth. When we come into the Lord’s presence in worship, it is both a physical and spiritual act. We have all learned from childhood how to navigate in the physical world, but we are less experienced in the spiritual. This is a learning process and a little more complicated than we perceive the physical reality to be.

Just because our sense are really tuned into that as well as our physical senses are tuned into things – our eyes, our ears and what we’re able to perceive on a physical level. So, it’s a little more complicated in dealing with the spiritual reality that’s around us, and unseen most of the time.

For instance, talking about the presence of demons here. For instance – just as we encounter good people and bad people at the mall, when we are sensitized to the spiritual realm we will encounter God and His angels, and sometimes demons. Now, before we get the chills and weebee jeebies about demons, let me say that all of them are subject to God, none of them can act without His permission and very rarely will He allow them to overpower us. The kind of demons they dramatize in movies are very, very rare in dayto-day lives of the normal person.

So, what does an ordinary day-to-day demon look like?

Let’s imagine for a moment, something has burned in the oven and the house is filled with smoke. So, you open the doors to air it out and a mangy old dog comes wandering in to check your house out. He goes here and sniffs, lifts his leg and there he goes, lifting his leg again on the couch, on the cabinets, etc., and claiming his territory. When you spot him, what’s your first response?

“Out, get out! Go home! Go on, go home.” And if he doesn’t yield to that you might get a broom. (I’m a dog lover…please don’t tell me how cruel I am. I’d probably feed him, unless he chased my cats, then I’d probably get a shotgun…cats are Alpha in this household.)

Anyway, It’s your house! You take authority over your property and make the dirty influence leave. Most day-to-day demons are no higher than two feet, (if you could see them physically.) They’re ugly, warty, slimy creatures that are scared to death of the Name of Jesus and His Blood.

The last thing they want is to be found out and sent back to the abyss with not having done what they were sent to do. The devils are mean. There’s no love in them. They’re terribly mean – mean to us, mean to each other. So, the consequences of being bound and sent to the abyss are not happy consequences for them or for their leaders. They’re going to get some heavy flak for that. So, they’re already afraid of a believer.

So, now that we have demons in a better perspective: filthy emaciated dogs or warty frogs – when you go to the grocery or other kind of store, you are entering a world full of demons that you probably will not see, but will feel the influence, if you’re sensitive. For instance, they make all kinds of sinful suggestions based on our particular weaknesses. At the cash register, through our tendency to curiosity, they are tempting us to look at an unseemly, inappropriate magazine.

Through our insecurity, to buy more than we need. Through intemperance, to buy all kinds of luscious, fattening foods. Or in line, to judge the person ahead of or behind us. Through our need for attention, to respond to flirtatious advances by an attractive person of the opposite sex.

And where do you suppose all these temptations come from? They are all around us, and though we don’t see the demons, we can feel their action on us by what we are drawn to and have to exercise self-control to avoid. I mean, you have to exercise resistance to these things. When you find yourself having to exercise resistance, I’d say that nine times out of ten you’re dealing with a demon – not your own flesh. Although they work through the desires of our flesh, for sure.

In the same way, when we go to church, for instance, there are demons of gossip, jealousy, judgment, greed, lust – all kinds of demons trying to get our attention off of God. It is a spiritual fact, and I do mean fact, that wherever the Spirit of the Lord is, the demons of oppression are nearby, waiting to snatch the Fruits of the Spirit away from a believer. The more intense the Godly environment, the more intense the enemy’s warfare. So, there you have a snapshot of what you deal with every day.

I’m sure you’ve noticed how you get interrupted the minute you try to do something holy or go into prayer, and the more important the task, the stronger the resistance. The number one threat to the kingdom of darkness is a spiritual Christian who hears from God. A person’s intimate relationship with God is the most threatening thing to the kingdom of darkness. That’s why so many of the really spiritual moves of God have come under so much opposition and fire.

In the course of events, Holy Spirit brings on a new movement of holiness and the devils respond by sending a counterfeit to confuse and scandalize anyone drawn to that movement. The enemy uses people short on discernment, who label it “from the Devil” and thereby try to put a stop to it. So, anytime you go deeper with the Lord, you will get demonic resistance: whether it be a child getting a fever just before you walk out the door to go to church, or telephone calls during prayer time that never seem to end if you haven’t been smart enough to unplug your phone… Or car trouble on the way to a prayer group meeting. The more important the Godly activity, the more opportunity there is for you to be blessed and grow in the Lord – the more the demons are going to oppose you. They are there, whether you see them or not.

There are more subtle forms of resistance for people seeking an intimate relationship with the Lord. For instance, the Lord may allow your virtue to be tested while you’re praying by allowing a lying spirit to say something derogatory about a brother in Christ. I think we’ve all experienced judgmental Christians coming on strong to correct us of something they know nothing about. But they believe that they have been privileged by God, that He confided to them our faults or something in the spirit, so they come on strong with condemnation. Who do you suppose planted judgment in their minds? Who do you suppose tells lies to separate the brethren?

Hearing a voice in prayer telling you negative things is a test in charity that I believe the Lord allows, to see just how mature and kind you are. So in other words, you know – the demons know when someone’s falling short on a virtue! It’s not like they need supernatural knowledge to tell that you have a problem with fear or you have a problem with vanity. They can see that clearly. So, when you go into prayer, even though the Lord may want to deal with you on a vanity – the demons might come across as “it’s something that should be taken care of NOW”, when in fact the Lord has a WHOLE different approach to it. But the demons know you have a problem with vanity, so they feed that to an immature Christian moving in the spirit – and he comes roaring out of prayer with judgment against you, that you’re vain or you have a problem with vanity.

In reality, everyone knows you have a problem with vanity! And the demons have just put it in this person’s head that HE’S privileged or SHE’S privileged to know that you’ve got a problem, and that you need to be corrected by them. So, that’s typical, typical activity of demons. And I’ve been involved in that, I’ve learned things the hard way. Other people might – if they were given that information – they’d pray. They’d pray for us, or pray for you, or they’d pray for each other and not get involved in judging at all. In that respect, they would pass that test. A prophetic calling must have a rock solid foundation of charity and humility to keep it intact and from doing damage to souls who are struggling in their lives. To be useful to God we have GOT to have that foundation of charity and humility.

So, that’s not something, charity and humility are normally not something that you come by very easily – these are things that take years to develop in us, if we haven’t been raised the right way. Most of us have been raised in the world and our parents didn’t teach us anything about that. So, that’s something that has to be cultivated. And the Lord cultivates that in us, and so we can pass those tests. So that He can use us to minister to other people.

Another kind of test can be in the virtue of chastity. All of us have hormones, some of us have immorality and promiscuity even in our generational past. And getting close to Jesus, our most Beautiful God – being in His kind and loving presence and discovering His love for us, when we are hungry for affirmation and
a meaningful physical relationship with a man… can make us more susceptible to a longing for a physical union. Demons standing by can even inflame the fires of lust in His presence if it is permitted by the Lord to test our chastity and purity. If we follow these impulses we can fall into the sin of impurity, or masturbation. Galatians 5:17 “For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit…The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity…etc.

So, if we have these impulses in prayer… what do we do? Resist the devil and He will flee from you. It’s not a sin to be tempted, but it is a sin to go with it. We don’t resist the pure and loving affection of our God and Savior – we resist the sexual advances of impersonating spirits. And let me tell you, this is very, very common in Christian community where this kind of activity is going on, sexually in the spirit realm. It’s something that people are either…too ashamed to admit that it’s going on or they just are ignorant of it, and they don’t realize what’s going on. But it’s demonic.

These sexual advances of impersonating spirits, these impersonating spirits are demons. They’re still dirty little dogs. But they’re projecting a costume that resembles our Lord Jesus, along with lustful thoughts. This is typical for demons. Halloween is a daily masquerade party for them. They project an image and snag a Christian.

Now, while all of this is going on – Jesus is there. He is God, He created hormones, He understands us and is not shamed by our temptation. Remember: He has been tempted in every way but never fell into sin. I have experienced this kind of temptation when I was in my 40’s and God gave me the grace to walk away from it.

But let me tell you, it wasn’t easy. The urge was extremely strong. I rebuked a spirit of lust, got up from prayer and began doing something else with my time and it finally went away. I saw Jesus and He warned me that it was a temptation from the devil and not Him, so I was able to walk away from it. But if I hadn’t seen and heard Jesus clearly, it could have gone the other way.

Maybe you have had the same experience and fell into masturbation because of it. Don’t be ashamed to repent and confess it to the Lord…just as you would confess gossip or lying. It’s a sin. Don’t let it stand between you and a pure and intimate relationship with God. This may just be a time in your life when you are really needy and very vulnerable. The Lord understands that and He’s trying to bring you out of it.

I have had three people in our Youtube family come to me with this problem, so obviously it’s not that rare. I’m sure there are many who have encountered this temptation and just don’t know how to deal with it. But please, don’t let a counterfeit “Jesus” steal your relationship with the REAL Jesus. Don’t come to me and say, “This is too dangerous, this dwelling prayer. It’s getting this close to the Lord. I might be deceived.” If you’ve spent too much money at the store, or gotten hooked on soap operas, you’ve already been deceived. You just recognized it for what it was and next time you went shopping you stuck with your list and skipped that disgraceful channel. In just this same way, you will overcome temptations from the devils to fall into lust.

A little practice and some good rebukes in the Name of Jesus, and you will pass through your test of purity. If you know the Lord is Pure, that He is a Virgin, that He is our Creator – just that knowledge alone is enough to fend off lying spirits of lust, because now you can recognize HE’S not the source of that inspiration – it’s coming from the enemy.

This is new spiritual territory you are entering. God will give you the grace to navigate it with self-control just as He taught you how to stand up and walk and keep your fingers off a hot stove when you were a toddler. Don’t let the enemy bully you by making you think he is more powerful than you. The demons are no more than filthy little dogs you can easily take authority over. So take authority, press into the Lord’s warm embrace and keep on worshiping.

Now having said that, I want to point out that if you or your parents or your ancestors have ever been involved in drugs, witchcraft, Ouija board, studied the occult or Eastern religion in any form, crystal balls, palmistry, Tarot cards, anything supernatural, not of God – you already have a strike against you going into dwelling prayer.

One thing you have going for you is that you are more sensitive than most to the spiritual realm. On the other hand, you probably have company tagging along from your past. You may have been delivered, but believe me they don’t give up easily. They delight in causing confusion.

That’s one reason why we are so strong on worship leading into hearing from the Lord. Worship or praying in tongues clears the air and the environment. It settles also your motive. Your motive is to worship. You are coming to the Lord to adore Him, not to get something from Him – unless it is His love. You are coming to adore and worship and be close to Him.

Wrong motives are open doors to the demons. Check your motives: you are not coming to get supernatural Knowledge, or to stand out as a prophet among others, or to feel good and have a sublime experience, or to be better than others. You are coming to adore the Lord God Almighty, and to serve Him through worship.

Your motives in the occult were totally different. So, there is a purification of motives that has to take place and until that is completed you may still be vulnerable to deceiving spirits. So, should you stop worshiping God and seeking His presence? Of course not. You need to be prepared to fight your way through a wall of demonic resistance for your relationship with Him. Are you willing to do that? Do you love Him enough? Please don’t come back and tell me that Dwelling Prayer is opening doors to demons for you. No, it’s not. You and your past are opening you to demons. With the Lord’s help you will get through this.

Don’t you think I get resistance? I was a New Ager for 12 years. I got terrible resistance when I became a Christian. Even now I am extremely careful because I know I have pride, which proceeds a fall – and I know the enemy is looking for a way to bring me down. New levels, new devils… who are masters of disguise and will hook onto any ungodly motive that might still be lurking in my heart. They can read me like an open book, they know my past, they know my longings, they know my buttons, and they know how to erect a wall of un-teachableness in order to protect their strongholds in your thinking, so you will literally resist and dislike the very people and teachings that could deliver you out of the enemy’s hands.

What I’m saying here is: not only do they know everything about you, but they also know how to protect themselves, by trying to make you unteachable, or telling you that you are above the necessity of being taught by anyone else. That you already “know all that”, when in fact you are actually in a bondage.

What I am saying is that you need to be honest, brutally honest with yourself and your motives, and you need to value truth and the Lord’s presence in your life more than protecting your ego or image. And you need to fight for your relationship with Jesus if you start getting any kind of resistance.

How badly do you want this intimate relationship with Him?

How badly do you want this intimate relationship with Jesus ?

How much of yourself and the enemy are you willing to overcome with God’s grace?

He is with you and wants nothing more than to have this very tender relationship. He’s given you all the tools, He’s at your right hand, He’s promised that nothing can separate you from Him…all that’s left is your resolve and cooperation – and that you desire with all your heart to be with Him in an ever deepening relationship of pure love.

We pray Lord, that whatever maybe standing in the way, whatever lies or deceptions may be standing in the way of a pure and deepening relationship with You in our lives – we pray that You would move these things out of the way. Reveal them to us and give us the grace to fight our way out of it and to overcome. Amen.

How To Use Your Sanctifided Imagination To Meet With Jesus

July 18, 2021

Hello, brothers and sisters and new subscribers. Many times I forget that not everyone here is a Heartdweller and the channel is growing every day. I hope that you have enjoyed the most recent messages and heavenly experiences that the Lord gave to me during Dwelling Prayer. 

The Lord has taught us to use Dwelling Prayer as a means of really connecting with Him in the spirit, entering inside our hearts where he dwells, to be with him, hear from him, and to see him. He desires to do this with all of his brides. Believe me, I am nothing special. It just takes some effort on your part to first believe using your imagination to connect with Him, and Holy Spirit will take it from there. 

What is imagination? Webster’s dictionary describes it as an ability of the mind to be creative or resourceful. 

You see, we were created in the image of God, in His likeness. 

Genesis 1:26,  And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness”.  

So we were created in the same likeness of God who is the creator of all creation. God first had a thought, then he spoke it into existence, and said, “Let there be light”, and there was light, (Genesis 1:3). He first imagined it and then spoke it. That means he imagined the whole world and all of existence and brought it forth into reality. 

To imagine means also to think; to think things into reality. In scripture, you hear God always telling us he thinks a lot, and He thinks, many times of us, and good thoughts towards us.  

Jeremiah 29:11, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you”, says the LORD, “thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.” 

Psalm 139:17-18 “How precious to me are your thoughts, God! How vast is the sum of them!  Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand—When I awake, I am still with you.” 

So you see, God thinks a lot of us and has imagined a certain future that is full of peace, hope, and joy for all of us. I’m saying all of this to set up the foundation first so that you know it’s okay to think, imagine things, and to bring them into your reality in prayer because we are created in his likeness. 

Imagination is a powerful tool given to us by God himself, to be more like Him and for the purposes of communicating with Him. However, after the fall of mankind, and sin entered the world, our imaginations became very evil. 

Genesis 6:5,   And God saw that the wickedness of man [was] great in the earth, and [that] every imagination of the thoughts of his heart [was] only evil continually. 

So we have the ability, also, to imagine evil and wicked thoughts, unfortunately, because of sin in our lives, and in our hearts. However, when you give your life to Jesus and the Holy Spirit dwells within you, you then are given the mind of Christ. 

2 Timothy 1:7, “For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” 

He has given us his mind which is sound, and he encourages us to think of things that are pure. 

For the pure in heart shall see God, (Matthew 5:8) 

And…  

Philippians 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy—meditate on these things. ” 

So isn’t Jesus true? Isn’t Heaven lovely? Seeing yourself being with him, is that not pure? Yes, it is, and he wants us to think, meditate and imagine these things, even now. 

I have heard many tell me, “Well I just don’t have an imagination”, and I say, no that is not true. It may not be active and disciplined to focus on heavenly things, but everybody has an imagination, hence the scriptures I gave above. And very simple examples of how we use our imagination day to day; when we go to sleep many of us think what we are going to do tomorrow? If you are working, you may think, what are you going to wear? You put the outfit together in your mind for the next day, or you hang it up. You think of what you are going to eat, cook for your family? And you then imagine the ingredients you need. You put pictures to your thoughts, don’t you? Aha, that is your imagination.  

It just, now, needs to be trained and disciplined to have sanctified thoughts and images, and Holy Spirit will help you if you ask him. 

The enemy of our soul, Satan, hates this form of communication more than anything because he knows how powerful the mind can be to connect us with God and with Heaven. So that is why he intentionally and very intensely attacks the minds of many. 

1 Peter 5:8, “Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. ” 

So we must be sober-minded, what does that mean? You must be discerning, recognizing when the enemy comes to wage war with your mind, using your imagination, and holding every thought captive to the obedience of Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5). 

Because it will happen, I guarantee you that, but that should not stop you. That is the greatest obstacle many have in seeing in the spirit and with the eyes of their heart. 

The number one obstacle, believe it or not, is unbelief you immediately assume that many thoughts and visions are from your own mind and disregard them as actually being from God. 

Then there is fear; fear of deception when you realize the Lord can speak to you and show you things, many fear being deceived by a lying spirit so they don’t even try. You must get past that, and trust that God wants to speak to you and communicate to you more than you want to with him. He died on the cross and suffered terribly for that reason, to have a relationship with you. So he won’t lead you into this just to deceive you. You must trust him. 

Then the obstacles that work the most are guilt and shame. Outside of unbelief, this is the most common tactic of the enemy, to make you feel unworthy and guilty about yourself, about a fall you just had. Then you come into agreement with his lies that God would never speak to someone like you. Or your thoughts are always unclean, so you feel dirty and ashamed to approach him. Worse, he gives you perverted images and thoughts of yourself, others, and even of Jesus so it stops you right in your tracks when trying to use your imagination for anything good. 

That was one of the devil’s favorite tactics with me in the beginning of my walk. When I really tried to imagine Jesus next to me, or beside me he would pervert the image. I would feel so disgusted thinking it was from my own mind until Holy Spirit brought light to it and said there were demons projecting images to my mind to make me feel guilty and ashamed. And he taught me to hold the image captive, quite literally, with a cube, iron cage, and wipe the image from my mind, and it worked! I did it every time I was in prayer and an evil projected image would pop up; I would just wipe it from my mind. You must take authority, rebuke the demons, and press in. Don’t let that stop you.  

Mother Clare did a message for those who were having difficulties connecting with the Lord in Dwelling Prayer and are having resistance from the enemy in this way. The message is called “Sexual Temptation in Prayer”. I will be posting that next, following this message, in order to prepare you for the Exploring Heaven Meditation. 

Distractions are another thing, where your mind is moving faster than the beat of your heart, or you’re weighed down by the cares of that day so you cannot connect with him in prayer. I have found what works, and what he has taught us is to get a piece of paper in the morning. Write your to-do list; worries on your mind that day, any distracting thoughts, on the piece of paper. Then just leave it there at his feet and enter into prayer with a clear mind. You will be amazed how that literally clears up your mind. It’s like a folder in your brain that says, okay I am putting all these distracting thoughts away in this file for now and will come back to it later. It really works! 

For those who struggle easily with distractions before entering into Dwelling Prayer, you’ll want to do that. Prepare your heart by saying a short prayer, binding any demons of fear, unbelief, guilt, shame, and pride. Then prepare your soaking music by putting together a playlist of Heavenly instrumentals or songs that sing to Jesus, not about him, with artists like Kari Jobe, and for soaking, Kimberly and Alberto Rivera. They are amazing and very anointed and that’s where this mediation I will soon share, comes from.  

Ask Holy Spirit to pick the songs and click shuffle. You want to then imagine a meeting place with the Lord. It can be a beach, forest, a desert, in a garden, in your room. Don’t limit yourself or him. You can use your imagination to meet in Heaven or the Garden just with the information you know of from scripture you can imagine these places and you will be there. Then begin to imagine your senses, what do you see? what are you wearing? what do you feel? Take note of everything. Sometimes you may have to stay at that place for a while. Remember, if you get distracting thoughts or images, don’t stop, or shut down your imagination. If it’s demonic, rebuke it immediately and wipe it from your mind and go back to what you were imagining. 

Then ask Jesus where he is in this picture if you don’t see him immediately. When he does appear take note of what he is wearing. It may be modern clothes or clothes from his time, or a tuxedo? He loves to dance and ice skate so don’t be surprised. When you see him take his hand and allow Holy Spirit to lead you from there. Take note of everything and cast down the lies you will hear that this is your imagination, that you should stop, don’t. Keep going with what the Holy Spirit is showing you and what you and Jesus do together. Sometimes he may speak audibly to you, at other times it may be heart-to-heart words spoken to you without words, or silence where he is present, not saying anything, but his presence speaks a thousand words of love.  

Jesus is such a gentleman, so kind, and never pushy. So if all you see is a glimmer of his face, or his hand touching your hand in a loving way and that’s all you see, take it and come back again to imagine more with him. He knows what you have faith for, so the more times you do this the more faith you will have to really use your sanctified imagination to connect with him and the more confidence you will have in Holy Spirit to take you wherever he wants to in Dwelling Prayer. 

Write all your experiences down in a journal, whether it’s colors that you saw, brilliant lights, the feeling of his presence or actually connecting and meeting with Jesus. Then do it again the next day in prayer and that is how you cultivate and exercise your mind to use your sanctified imagination to connect with the Lord. 

Ephesians 1:17-19, “I pray that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you a spirit of wisdom and revelation in your knowledge of Him. I ask that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened, so that you may know the hope of His calling, the riches of His glorious inheritance in the saints, and the surpassing greatness of His power to us who believe in Jesus’ name I pray, Amen. “

God bless you guys until the next message. 

Diary of Our Secret Place, Part 2: Meeting in The Garden

July 17, 2021

Just then the guy in the meditation said for us to ask Jesus to take us to the Garden, the Garden of Eden. So as this rainbow fire continued to consume all of us, Father God was still standing up by Mother Clare’s desk with his arms outstretched. As soon as I asked that question in my heart, He turned to me smiling, and now gesturing with his hand for me to come to him. So I stood up to walk to him. However, immediately upon standing up, my garment changed into the most beautiful, colorful summer gown, radiating with the fire of the Holy Spirit, and I had a golden crown on my head. I walked up to him, and we were face to face. He then smiled at me and grabbed my hands. When he did, we were now in the Garden of Eden.

All I could see was the greenery, so beautiful, full of life and color. I then heard the laughter and giggles of many children. Even before I could grasp all I was looking at, I turned around to see a group of kids, ages 2-5, running towards me as they all tackled me. The younger ones grabbing onto my leg and the older ones grabbing my waist. They came with such energy that they knocked me straight to the ground. I thought for a moment, this might hurt, but when my head hit the grass, it was as soft as a pillow. It was as if the grass itself caught my fall.

The Children began to tickle me laughing hysterically as God the Father roared with laughter…it sounded like a thunderous laugh. I began to laugh as they tickled me, the grass began to tickle me too which made me, and the children laugh all that the more. It was quite amazing and hysterical. Finally, a few of the older ones pulled me up and I realized the brilliant gown I was wearing was now a colorful summer dress and I was barefoot. I immediately saw, behind Father God under one of the trees, Blessed Mother. She had a white garment, with a blue mantle and a golden crown on her head and she was just smiling. I rushed to hug her and said, “Blessed Mother”.

She hugged me firmly, smiling. Then, as I let her go, from behind her came my Grandmother. She died 5 years ago at the age of 89, but when I saw her, she was so youthful, as if she were in her 30’s. I jumped with joy and yelp saying “Grandma”! We hugged tightly as she laughed, and oh how I miss her laugh. It was very unique and contagious. Just as I let go from our hug to look at her face, three of the young children were at my side. Two grabbed both of my arms and began to pull me away. Giggling, I turned to my Grandma, a bit confused, laughing, because I knew the children were up to something. But she smiled and waved me off as if to say it was okay, I should go with them, as Blessed Mother and she both smiled.

So I gave my full attention to the children who now brought me to one of the trees in the Garden. One of the children, a young white boy maybe the age of 5 with a tooth missing, pulled a fruit off the tree. He said, “We heard of what you liked and this tastes like your favorite fruit.” I thought to myself, how could they know what my favorite fruit was? The little boy impatiently beckoned me to hurry and test it. It was big, the size of a peach but moon-shaped and yellow. The kids kept looking at each other with excitement, giggling.

When I bit into it, I was overwhelmed by the taste, it was soooo good. It tasted like mango, but with the sweetness of a strawberry all at the same time. They laughed hysterically, tugging on me with excitement when they saw my face. I ended up falling on the ground again as the children gathered around me. I then saw a hand stick out from the tree trunk with two pieces of fruit dangling from their fingers, a strawberry, and what looked like a plum.

By the hands, I knew immediately, it was Jesus. As he stepped out from the tree trunk in all white, smiling as the children giggled and clapped with excitement. One of them asked, “Can she stay with us”? Jesus replied, “Not permanently but she can come here any time she wants, as much as she wants …she just has to believe.” One of the children, a young black girl, about the age of 5 with a spunky attitude and a contagious smile, looked at me as she leaned on my shoulders, and turned her nose at me and looked with confusion and said, “Can I pray for her faith?”

Jesus smiled and nodded at her to proceed. Then God the Father, Blessed Mother, and my Grandma all came much closer to me and stood behind me as the three children were still gathered around me. Her prayer was so simple but so powerful as she laid her hands on my chest and said, “Lord please help her to have great faith and come back to visit us again”, and everyone said, Amen”. I looked at the children in amazement as they all gazed at me.

I then asked, what were their names? The young boy with brown hair and a tooth missing said his name was Christopher; slightly chubby and so cute. The second child was a young white girl, around same the age of 5, with long blond curly locks. She said her name was Isabella. The third spunky black girl, with a dimple and a contagious smile, said her name was Annette. She was the one who prayed for me. I could feel such love and joy from these young ones.

Just then two toddlers ran to me and plopped in my lap. I looked at them for a while because they looked like my sister. I looked up at Jesus who was smiling, and I immediately knew they were the twins, of my sister who had a miscarriage 3 years ago. Their names were Ava and Jacob. They were so precious as I hugged them, and they were smiling. Then I saw my nephew walking in from the right side of the garden and he was in all white, with a t-shirt and paints, smiling radiantly. He had a great smile when he was with us, on earth, and just died last year of an overdose.

I did a message about him when he was in a coma. We prayed and Blessed Mother said the Lord answered our prayers because, in his great mercy, the coma gave him an opportunity to repent. As we prayed, he was visited by St. Padre Pio who gave him absolution and prepared him to be with the Lord before they pulled the plug, and for our family to say goodbye. She said that if they had allowed him to be revived and come back to life, here on earth, he would have lost his salvation later in life. So God decided to take him now so he could be saved. He was only 24 yrs. of age. I jumped up and ran to him hugging him.

As he said, “Thank you, thank you”. I couldn’t get a word out before more children came rushing up, now on my nephew. It seemed that they knew him very well and the children loved him. They all pulled at him saying “Cameron, Cameron, please pick me up. Do it again, it’s my turned”. He laughed as I step back to see all the children gathered around him. He smiled at me, then began to pick the children up, one by one, tossing them in the air as they giggled, laughed and all pulled at him awaiting their turn.

My grandmother then came to my side and gently tucked her arm, under mine and pulled me away, and said, “He now works with the Children in Heaven so he can learn how to love”.

I was amazed as I looked back at him so full of life, joy, and truly so childlike, not at all full of pain and burdened as he was right before he died. Then my grandma walked with me a few steps. I could hear the giggles and laughter of children all in the Garden as Blessed Mother, Jesus and God the Father were busy with the children. My Grandmother smiled at me and said, “Pray, pray and believe.” Then I came back to myself as I opened my eyes, now on the mountain and in awe of all that I experienced in such a short amount of time, which seemed like forever. A part of me wondered, “Was all if all that truly real?” I know, I am a mess. the Lord is helping me to believe thanks to

Anette’s prayers. And I’m looking forward to Anette’s prayers. And I’m looking forward to going back and seeing all of them again.

God bless you guys until the next message.

Diary of Our Secret Place, Part 1: Pentecost

July 14, 2021

Hello, brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all receive the grace of faith to believe and open the eyes of your heart to see Jesus.

Jesus asked that I begin to share my experiences with you. More and more I have been pressing in to use my sanctified imagination, after the most recent experience, to really see Jesus, and to go where he is leading me. After using the song, “Exploring Heaven” and touching the hem of the Lord’s garment to go there, I decided to share this amazing song and meditation with the community. I asked Mother Clare if we could play the meditation on Sunday when we met for our community service. She agreed and wow, seven of us saw Jesus and four of us had a Heavenly experience with him.

When the Lord took me there this time, I had the most amazing experience and conversations with family members who had passed on and were now in Heaven. I would like to share this with you guys. And as the Lord asked me to share more of my experiences, which have increased after receiving his message, I will share one each week and will call the series, “Diary of Our Secret Place”. I will also be doing a teaching on using your sanctified imagination so that you also can hear and see Jesus in the spirit and enter into Heaven with him. What fun is it to listen to others experience Heaven when you want to go there yourself but find it hard to? So I believe you will really like the next few messages, as I will also share the meditation with you so you too can enter into Heaven. I can’t wait to hear the testimonies!

So, this is Part 1 of Diary of Our Secret Place: Pentecost. This happened two Sundays ago. We began the meditation song and I relaxed and closed my eyes so that the Lord may open the eyes of my Heart. As I was led in the song to ask the Lord the question where he was in the room. Immediately I saw Him by Mother Clare’s desk standing up, (it’s kind of like a podium facing all of us) as we were spread out in chairs circled around her. Jesus was in all white, radiant, and had his hands outstretched smiling, but He didn’t say anything.

Then all of us sudden Jesus began to change; a transformation was taking place as His identity would change switching from Him to Father God, then back to Him. I was in awe as I realized more than ever how they are one and the same. John 14:11 came to my mind, “Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father in me.”

Then it was just Jesus standing there, still smiling with his arms outstretched. I then asked him in my Heart, where did Father God go, where is he? And just as I asked that I saw Father God walk into the room from the Kitchen. He was wearing an all-white garment just like Jesus, with the prayer shawl over his head, with white hair and white beard and he had brown sandals on. Behind him was the Holy Spirit, who was in a human form. He too was in all-white however behind him trailed these mesmerizing rainbow colors of light. And when he took a step, it was so fast, and this trail of light followed him.

He whizzed past Father God to the opposite end of the room, whereas Father God began with the first person right in front of him and began to lay hands on each person’s head blessing them. Beginning with the first brother in the room, just simply touching his head, smiling, and muttering a blessing I couldn’t hear. Holy Spirit began on the opposite side of the room, but instead of laying hands and saying a blessing, he consumed my brother with his fire. It was beautiful! Rainbow color hues of purple, red, blue, green, gold. He moved so fast that his form became that of complete colorful fire. He then engulfed the next brother with His color rainbow-fire as I watched in amazement.

Father God then went to stand next to Jesus, facing all of us with his arms also outstretched, smiling. Then Holy Spirit engulfed everyone as he now became just pure fire. He wrapped himself around Mother Clare—all of us, as the room was filled with this fire that seemed to be dancing full of rainbow colors. It was like a ribbon of fire that didn’t touch the ground but swirled now into the kitchen, into Father Ezekiel’s room engulfing him as well, and swirled around consuming all of us simultaneously.

The place was radiating the most beautiful colors I could ever imagine; so bright as I just watched in awe thinking, could this be real? And the guy in the meditation asked for us to ask Jesus one thing he desires for us to know, and immediately Jesus responded to me and said, “This is real”. Just then the fire consuming us all began to rise up from the top of our heads and came together to make two separate flames which then pierced God the Father’s Heart. The other flame pierced Jesus’ heart. As they both continued to stand by Mother Clare’s computer with their arms still outstretched and the colorful flame piercing through their hearts and coming out of their backs, just to enter back into the ribbon of fire that was consuming all of us.

I was seeing all of this with the eyes of my heart, as this colorful flame seemed to be dancing as though to a beautiful symphony flowing seamlessly like a river through us all. It lit the entire hermitage with brilliant light and colors. Father God continued to stand there smiling with such delight over us as this flame continued flowing from his and Jesus’s heart consuming us all. Jesus then multiplied himself and before I knew it, we all had our own Jesus standing right before us.

Mother Clare was lying in her bed, everyone was still in deep mediation with their eyes closed, but in different positions. Some were sitting back in their chair, others leaning forward, and another was squatting on the floor. As Jesus stood before each person the colorful fire was still flowing from his heart consuming us. There was now a small golden thread he was pulling from his heart, slowly, as this thread entered each of our hearts. He then walked much closer to each person and entered into each one, taking the form of the one he was entering. As Mother Clare was lying down Jesus climbed up on the bed and laid himself in the exact position she was in until he became no more, and they were one. He then did that with each person in the room and with me as well. He stood some up, but he faced me then turned around to sit in the chair just like the position I was in, and we became one as the flames continued to consume us all, still dancing and flowing from the Father’s heart to ours.

That is the end of Part 1 of this amazing experience. When I told the whole group the entirety of the experience, Mother Clare told me that it was actually the Orthodox Feast of Pentecost (#hushjesus!) when the Holy Spirit came upon the disciples.

Acts 2:1-4, When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. 2 Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them.

God bless you guys until the next message.

Step into heaven

July 13, 2021

Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all receive the grace to step into heaven. 

I pulled a rhema that said, “The unbelief of a chosen soul wounds me so deeply”. I felt so awful because I know I have been in a battle of faith for these past weeks, and it’s been really bad as I go back and forth with faith and doubt constantly, with almost everything lately. Then I had a dream where Blessed Mother told me that the shoulder wound of Jesus was to make reparation for unbelief. I woke up with that thought strong on my mind, asking the Lord to forgive me, as I can feel he is calling me to really begin entering into the secret place to experience Heaven again. But my unbelief and distractions continue to hinder me to go back so frequently. 

Upon receiving the Lord I felt prompted in my heart that he wanted to speak to me.

I came before Him saying, “Good morning Lord, I’m here. Sorry for my doubt and unbelief and that I have wounded you so deeply. I’m sorry Lord, my doubt is so bad, quite embarrassing actually.”

Jesus began, 

My beloved, have confidence in Me and in our communication to one another. Truly you are a soul with little faith on your own, but in me, you will be, and are, one who will be known for great faith. So believe, beloved, believe! The shoulder wound I bore was for the unbelief and doubt of mankind; to disregard me as the Messiah and Savior, but also for the unbelief of those chosen to walk in the way of the cross, to doubt my love, to walk in unbelief and even doubt the graces and gifts I wish to bestow upon them. I want to use you to change that my beloved one.

“The experiences I have permitted for you to have are very real and I want my beloved brides entering into Heaven, experiencing Heaven with more ease. This grace is not for a selected few, but for all those who would simply believe. The young man in the mediation was right to say that I would never make it hard for my children to connect with me. But I do ask that they seek me until they find me. Many give up so easily and Satan doesn’t make it any easier, throwing obstacles of condemnation, guilt, shame (which is the worst), and fear, so many don’t approach me. But I am readily available to all, and so near, so very near.  

“Heaven, is so near, so very near my beloved brides. It is within you, all you must do is believe and discipline yourself to open the eyes of your heart daily and imagine yourself with me, next to me, and the Holy Spirit will take it from there. So many write things off as their own imagination and sometimes the devils slip in projected images that are fearful or perverted to throw many off course. But, My dears ones, be wiser than the devils. When you feel, sense, or see something that you know it’s not my Spirit, don’t recoil immediately and stop. Disregard that thought in your mind and go back to the last thing you know was from Me and keep moving forward. It is just a smokescreen tacit of the enemy. 

“My beloved little one, this is one of the many anointings you have been gifted with and I now want you to walk in. I told you before you are called to be my wedding planner on earth.” 

As an aside here, this is something he told me a few weeks ago and I laughed because when I first arrived at the community, I was doing dishes with Jesus, and I started thinking of the wedding banquet and how I loved serving with him. So I asked him if I could serve the table at the wedding banquet for his bride? I didn’t expect him to respond but I heard him clearly say, “Yes, and you can begin now on earth”. I didn’t fully understand what that meant. Then a few months later he told me that this ministry is like that of the wedding of Cana, that I am to set up a table, serve the food and they will meet with him through Blessed Mother’s intercession. So I love setting up an atmosphere of intimacy whether online or an event to have people meet with Jesus intimately. When our priests were ordained, it was beautiful as I cried not just for them but for Jesus. I was so happy for Jesus that he finally got nine of his brides to respond to their callings. and he has been waiting their whole lives for them to say yes. I was so happy for him. So it was just a few days ago that he called me his wedding planner on earth; a calling to draw his brides in his presence, and there, he would propose to them that they might be his forever. I love being Jesus’ wedding planner. It’s so much fun! 

Jesus continued, 

“And this is one of the tools given to you to help me draw my brides to the banquet table by experiencing Heaven on Earth now. Go back and listen again intently to the words of your Guardian Angel Zeal. You do live with all of Heaven surrounding you, within you, and very active in your life. And I am wanting all my brides to experience and be aware of that too. Heaven is quite literally, but a breath away. When you breathe in, you are taking in the Breath of Life, the Breath of the Father, the Breath of Heaven. My beloved brides, I never meant for this reality to be distant from your minds. The time is soon approaching for you all to be with me, where I am, for all eternity. And I want to begin preparing you for Heaven now by taking you there, experiencing my love and my nearness. 

 “As things get dark in the world all around you, men have found different avenues of escape through television, lewd entertainment, worldly books, food, and the company of others for consolation. But for my chosen ones, I have gone to prepare a place for you where you can be right now. A place not only for the escape of the worries of this life, but a place of refreshment, healing, and a place of rest in Heaven available for all to enter in now if you would respond to the graces, I am releasing upon you all.  

“My little one, I want you to begin believing, really believing. I need you to believe for the sake of others. As you take my hand and enter into the most beautiful places that I desire to show you, and meeting many of the Cloud of Witnesses to receive their counsel and wisdom to equip and instruct My Church and this flock. I want you to begin teaching others how to use their sanctified imagination to see and hear from Heaven. Continue with the inspirations given to you by My Spirit to do these meditations and share your experiences. You will continue to hear from My Mother, for she is the ladder to Heaven, to Me.  

“Don’t shy away from this, it will be very fruitful. And many will begin to experience Heaven on their own as you too are getting equipped to teach the children in Ghana, and the people there, how to live in the atmosphere of heaven continuously. Many will be healed in this way and restored in their love for Me. The veil has been torn for a while now my beloved brides. My arms are extended as I wait with joyful hope for you to enter into my presence and step into Heaven. I give you all now the grace for the eyes of your heart to be open and faith to believe. Heaven is upon you. 

“This will prepare many for Eternity, to be detached from this world, and be prepared for death because they know they are passing from death into life. No eye has seen, or ear has heard what God has prepared for those who love him. But you will see, you will hear, and you will get to experience a glimpse of what is prepared for you and is soon approaching, Heaven.” 

 That was the end of Jesus’ message.