My Guardian Angel’s Message To The Daughters of god

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Hello brothers and sister and Heartdwellers Family. May you all be blessed.

I was in prayer before the Lord and speaking in tounges I then heard a faint male voice say “ You are a highly favored daughter of God” in my heart I knew it wasn’t Jesus, Papa or Holy Spirit. Immediately I sensed in my heart that Jesus was allowing my guardian angel to speak to me.

Could it be Zeal I thought?

I found out his name two years ago during prayer when I longed to really know my guardian angel and I was then becoming keenly aware of his presence. There were many times in prayer or just when I was out with people I would hear flutter of wings in my ear. The first time in startled me and as it happened more often I realized it was the brush of angel wings I was hearing. I have also shared with you all, that when your ears pop and your not at a high altitude the atmosphere has changed and the Holy Angels are making their presence known.

Since then I have invited Zeal everywhere, always asking for his help especially when I have a task before me that requires physical strength, I ask him for his help. He has helped me chop wood, prayed for me, and helped me pray for others as well. I love him because I know he has protected and defended me so much and taken many blows for me. So I always talk to him as if he is there with me at times through out the day. However, I have never heard from him and I longed in my heart to know him better. As I told Jesus just a while ago I would love to see Zeal, I would love to know him better especially since he has been my life time companion.

The Lord answered the first prayer about a month ago. During prayer I had a vision where I saw Zeal here on the mountain right next to my hermitage outside. He was were I usually cut the wood and he was standing there looking very timid and shy.  His wings were not  extended but down and his hands were placed together in front of him as he was looking down and looked up shy at me. He had brown armor on with red cloak or hood over it and he had long slightly wavy blonde hair some was tucked behind his ears but when he looked up at me one side of his hair fell towards his face. The most distinctive feature was his eyes. They were piercing, there were really big almond eyes that were so beautiful and his smile was radiant yet still timid. He very tall, strong, with very cut physique. He was gorgeous, if I can say that about my Guardian Angel. It was though he shared the nature of God in his meekness, but I knew He was powerful and very strong.

I went to the BP to get confirmation, So I went outside to write and Jesus began speaking,

“My beloved I am here and have desired for your companion and Guardian Angel Zeal to speak with you. Have you not desired that for a long time?”

I responded, Yes I have Lord I truly have 

Jesus responded,

“Well here is you’re answered prayer, for he has desired to speak with you for a while now as well. You have been led and prompted by him in many things although you did not know and I had to ensure our frequency would be clear before he would be brought before you or you would doubt again and disregard his voice.”

Thank you Lord because I felt fear and anxiety gripping in my chest at first, but now I feel at peace and so much ease. 

Jesus continued,

“It’s important you and Mother Elizabeth pray over your room every morning. There have been man y assignments against you two, anything that you been sensing or feeling tell it to get out. Pray together in the morning conquering this, once you get up. Your prayers together are powerful and do much damage.”

Okay Lord

Then Guardian Angel Zeal began,

“My beloved friend, you are a highly favored one of the Father. You have been assailed with much lies and guilt your whole life that many of your patterns and thinking have been formed by this world and not at all how the Father sees you”.

I said Zeal, I cant believe its you speaking

 Zeal responded,

“I am always with you, speaking to you in various ways. The good Lord told you that you would be introduced to more of your heavenly family, we so yearn to talk with you all even if just for a moment and what a grace it is when the Lord removes the veil, but a moment so we can touch in with you.

As an aside what he said here is true. On Sunday I pulled a rhema that said “I will began to introduce to you more and more of your family, the saints, angels, your heavenly family.”

I have come to give a message of encouragement to the daughters of God and to you my dear little friend. I have been with you since the day you were birthed from your mothers womb. I stood next to her side to ensure your protection and her smooth delivery. Each soul is assigned a guardian angel, we not only guard and protect you for all your life, but we desire to be your companions as well, but so very few souls are aware of our presence. Many see us as mystical beings, distance, far off and evasive, but that is not at all true. Although the good Lord is your true friend and companion in this life He has given us to you, to be with the souls on earth very physically. “

You mean spiritually? I said

Zeal responded,

No my little friend, I mean physically. Because we are heavenly beings we are able to pass through the first, second and third Heaven with ease, but I am very physically present with you just as I am spiritually. We are not confined to one space in Heaven only the demons and the fallen angels are, but I can be before the throne of God the Father, worshiping him, in the presence of my Magnificent Creator than simutanseouly be at your side when you are in need of me or when you call. We Angels always have the the Lords glory before us and within us. The Kingdom of Heaven is within us just as much as we are apart of the kingdom. We merely have to close our eyes and contemplate His Goodness and we are there before His throne doesn’t matter where we are physically. You too can do that little one, God desires to make Heaven very real for you and so many souls in this time. Although you live in a darkened world you will walk, live and talk as though you live in the atmosphere of Heaven. 

Zeal may I ask you a question?  I know it’s silly, but why do some souls have more than one angel escorting them to heaven and I wanted to know the souls who end up going to hell are their guardian angels grieved?

Zeal responded,

“Yes my little friend, we are created from the Fathers heart although were are not made in his image, we have emotions, feelings jus as he does, but are emotions and feelings are not selfish or in self love like humans. Our perspective and emotions are heavenly bound. Oh how a guardian angel grieves over a soul that is lost to darkness. Just as the Father grieves. We don’t see you as our children, but as friends and would you not grieve if a life long companion you have tried to save ends up being lost in perdition?

Yes I would 

And so do we. Human souls are so dear to us my little friend. Out of all the Angelic choirs, task and jobs an Angel can be assigned too, the greatest is that of being assigned to a soul. That is the greatest honor and privilege before God and all of Heaven because you were created in His image. Many Angels are assigned to families and lineages,

so we know one another very well and communicate with one another, constantly to ensure the well being of souls in families.”

As an aside here he was answering me why some souls have more than one angel escorting them before the throne of God when they die. I heard that once in a testimony and interested me to know why some have more than one Guardian Angel.

 Zeal continued,

“We are also able to pray for you and pray with you. Many don’t communicate with us or ask for our help as often as they should. It was I that reminded you to put on your armor first thing in bed. I stand at your bed side in defense with other angels to protect you as you sleep. It is during sleep when most of the battles happen for souls. So much happens in the spirit, if only souls could understand the importance of praying and covering themselves before they sleep. You have been doing that and that is good.  When you are feeling tired or weary I am right there to aid and assist you. Ask me to pray when you cannot and ask me to always suit you up in the morning and at night before you sleep. I am your faithful friend, invite me to pray along side you and I will pray the will of God over you and things you cannot perceive that need your covering.

Daughters of God I come to encourage you today to arise. You are the highly favored ones of the Queen of Heaven. Chosen for this time and this generation to see the greatest demonstration of the Lord mercy and His power. Many of you have been assaulted with words of defamation, discouragement and guilt to make you unsure of the task you have been called too. This is the hour for many of the Daughters of God to lead many into the Kingdom of God through your gifts and ministries He has destined for each of you. The sons of Adam will be behind you in this season and the supportive role of prayer to see great things the Lord will do through His daughters. 

You must pray for perseverance and fortitude for everything will continue to come against your calling. You are an army of soldiers entrusted to the Queen of Heaven and led by Her intercession. Just as satan has violently come against Her character, Her role and Her nature in the Church he will use the same attacks upon you. To detour you from leading and shepherding the flock God has given you. For some it may be children at home, for others it may be souls the Lord has entrusted to you. 

It is time to fight and don’t get weary in this battle. Your Guardian Angels are around to support, aid, assist and be your companions. Ask your Guardian Angels to help you with your children, help you with the souls God has entrusted to you. When you can’t get through communicating to them ask your Guardian Angel to speak with the Guardian Angle of your loved ones, of your children and of the souls you’re trying to get through too. You can give your Guardian Angels prayers, swords and armor to be given to your loved ones and they will do it. Not just with spiritual things, but even with minimal task. Ask us to help you with your children, to cook, clean, to help you work on your gifts. You will be amazed how efficient you become and how the things you need at the very moment will be easy to find in order that you accomplish the task at hand. Ask us, for we are not just your Guardian Angels, Companions, but your servants and we love to serve souls that do the will of God. We rush to your side to aide you. That is all for now my beloved little friend. I stand at your side always to aid you, to comfort you , to protect you and to encourage you.”

That was the end of My Guardian Angel message

I do want to write a disclaimer here for those who may be new to the channel and leery about me getting a message from an Angel. This wouldn’t be the first time and we must remember where Jesus is all of heaven is. However, Satan does come appearing as an angel of light and we have many people who speaks to beings and angels but are not in Christ that is a demon or familiar spirit. It is important that everything you hear and see is discerned and lines up with scripture. I have done many teachings on discernment and have discerned this message that is comes from the spirit of the living God. I encourage those who are desiring to go much deeper with the Lord intimacy to not fear hearing or seeing your Guardian Angel or even one of the saints in Heaven. They are all alive, very real and truly desire to speak with us to give us heavenly counsel and instructions in these last days that we may all preserver through the difficult trials we have up ahead. 

God bless you all until the next message 

Intimacy with God: “Your Always On My Mind”

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“Your Always on My Mind, Am I On Yours?”

Hey family,

The Lord really wanted to have me continue to teach on intimacy with him  being in love with God. So in this series will be speaking on “Purity” because when you are in love with someone they are always on your mind right? In the morning you wake up your thinking of them, even dreaming of them, when you go to sleep they are on your mind lol. So is the same with God, when you are in love with him he is always on your mind. You see him in everything and everyone and that began with purity. A Pure bride is irroestiable to God, a  pure souls draws for the Holy Trinity to itself and becomes a temple for the Holy Spirit to dwell, For Jesus to rest and live and for the Father to make is throne.

For scripture says “The Pure in heart shall see God” so guys it very possible to see God with the eyes of your heart for that is where he dwells. That is where the kingdom of God is, it is within you but you must come before him in purity.  So how does one become pure you may ask? It is a work of God the more you spend time with him in his presence the more you become like him, the more you love him, the more you want what he wants because you know he is good and anything he ask of you or takes from you is for your good. So one step builds on another. The demons hate purity guys and have defiled it since the beginning so they will give  you thoughts and images that are not from the Lord you must discern. If they can’t get you to fear Gods presence then they will get you to have impure motives in all you do. You will began to seek Jesus for what you can get, seek him for your own desires and plans and do things out of self will rather than in the will of God.

So practically coming before the Lord when you spend time with you may have a lot of things on your mind and the devils are clever to bring up distractions. So get a peace of paper and write down your to do list, or all the things that are on our heart. Write them down and leave them there on that paper. That literally will clear your mind so you can enter into the Lords presence empty so that he can fill your mind. Then also lay all your concerns at his feet very literally you can then tell him your desires, your opinions about certain things that concern you than simply tell him you want what he wants. Whatever his plan is for those things you are willing to be made willing/ That is a powerful prayer because one thing the Lord gave himself no control over is your will. It is your will that the devils want and the Lord also desires. So when you surrender your will to the Lord than you can come before him in purity because he knows he can do whatever he desires because you want his will.

So simply say everyday “Lord make me willing to be made willing” in that he releases graces with the areas of self will your struggling with than turn your heart towards him so that you are willing for whatever answer he gives you.

As I have referenced before listen to the songs he plays over you …not just in your time alone but all day guys. He speaking all day to you. Listen carefully for the lyrics many times there is direction he is giving you and even in love songs he plays in stores or even at the bank its him singing over you. One time before I took my vows as a Franciscan when I was back home. I walked into the bank and the song was playing “Will you marry me” by ..I was flushed because I knew it was Jesus speaking to me lol I couldn’t help but laugh and smile as I told him “yes” but had no idea what that would entail. So when your mind is on him you see him in everything, in a butterfly the flutters by, in a warm smile from someone passing you buy, in the compliment someone gave you, in the heart shaped piece of toast or milk spill, or in a wet floor “caution sign” at Chipotle when your suppose to be fasting lol He does give warnings too and all of these things have happened to me. Indeed his is so very present all day  lol 

It’s important to “Seek Jesus for Who He is” as he has told me before “Seek me for me”. Ouch that let’s me know my motives are coming impure as I am coming before him to either get a word or direction from him rather than just being with him, My bridegroom that I love. Trust also must come with Purity as he has told me before as well “ You seek me but you don’t trust me so that is why you go off on your own”. So you can seek him but if we don’t trust his direction, his council then what is the point because you will continue on in self will and impure motives. Wanting to work out things, situations, circumstances and people on your own rather than doing it Gods way. That what he calls attachments and far too many of us are so attached to sooooo many things. As he has given me the rhema before “Detach detach your emotions are getting in the way” Oh boy I know a thing or two about that lol. He wants us completely detached from the things of the earth, outcomes and from creatures as well. To be only attached to him, his way and his will when we seek him.

You see Jesus not only wants your life, your heart but he wants your will. If you would trust him and surrender completely to all that he wants, all that he gives, all that he takes away because he has your best interest at heart and it is always the best outcome even thought many times we won’t understand. So you must trust him.

Remember, this is your bridegroom, he loves you, desires you, needs you and want to do life with you. So think of him when you wake up ask him what he wants to do with your day together. So you don’t get caught up in fruitless activities of the world that lead no where.  Think of him as you both are  working together, Think of him even when you have others around you, that he is right there in your midst what are you thinking? What are you saying or doing is it pleasing to your beloved bridegroom?, Think of him when you are going to sleep? What did you guys do to day? What consolations did he give you to show he was there with you? How did he speak through others today to show you his love? Think of him, leave him always on your mind.

My Beloved spouse do you have anything to add Lord

Jesus began,

“Oh my dear ones how I long for you with a longing you cannot comprehend only in eternity will you realize how I have labored for your love and the anguish of my soul to continue to wait when we can finally be together not as through a thin veil but face to face. I tell you that you can experience that even now in the secret garden of your heart I am invit

ing all my brides to join me there this week. Yes right now it may be the garden of gethsemane where I toiled in anguish over the cross set before me but how I was rejoiced over you because you  were worth it. Every bit of it, How I would do it all over again a million times over just to have you right next to my side beloved one. you are always on my mind do you know there is not once second that goes by that I am not thinking of you. 

I am known as the constant one and you are constantly on the mind of your God. As you sleep, when you awake as you go about your day I gush over you and oh but when you give me a grace or better even when you give me your time I am so excited, elated with joy that my beloved has chosen me from the other options that have pervaded her. she would rather spend time with me. You have no idea how that satisfies my thirst and longing for love. Yes I desire to be loved, I longed to be loved I need to be loved by you my beloved one. Oh please do come, come and allow to wash you clean allow me to heal the wounds of your heart and restore your peace and joy. Please come I am waiting even now. Allow me to cleans your mind and heart from all unrighteousness. Put my cloak of righteousness upon you and call you my pure irresistible bride who wants me and me alone. Come You are always on my mind.

 I think of what I created, I think of what I have birthed, I think of what I have in store for you beloved and I am in awe when you say yes , when you respond to my advances. how so few  respond or even tarry. please don’t disappoint me come. How I think of what you like, I set your day up not only with lessons but with great love notes all around you. Yes I too get excited in planned these thing, you know I have all eternity to do so.  (smiling) Yes ,I know you love birds the yellows specially so I planned at that very moment when you sat on the bench the yellow bird to be there to tell you I love you. I think of how you love those gourmet cookies so I make sure even when the store my be running low on stock I ensure that one package is left just for you because those are your favorite. I think of you as I set the moon at just the right angle to hit your window casting off the shadow filling your room with moonlight just to make you smile. Yes, I think of you. 

I know your favorite color is red so I make sure that the dress you love so much, the red one sits waiting for you to pick up. Just to see your joy as you put it on. Yes, I think of you, as I have butterflies flutter all around and about you even on the highways to let you know I am very present with you. Yes I think of you, I have your child come and run giving you a kiss and a hug for no apparent reason because that sweet hug and kiss was from me beloved to tell you how much I love you. Yes I think of you, as I leave a rose at the end of your steps on valentines day just to show you my love. Yes, I think of you, when I know you are seeking me for answers and unsure about what I have told you and when you get on the computer the answer in in the message you read, the book you pick up or a sign on a billboard. Yes, I planned all of these things before eternities time. My footprints, my love letters to my bride through out the day. You are indeed always on my mind beloved am I on yours? 

That was the end of Jesus message

Intimacy With God: “I Miss My Time With You”

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“I miss my time with you”

Hello Family,

I woke up this morning, thinking of the Lord, asking what was on his heart and I looked across my bed on the wall were remnants of dirt from the guys building the house, but as I looked more closely it seemed to form an image of Jesus. It looked like he was walking on the shores, but alone. I was seeing his back. It was like the picture Mother Clare used on the message “Togetherness” but his bride wasn’t there. He seemed so sad. All these feelings came in my heart as I felt his grief yet again. Sure enough before doing the Lord’s supper, I just felt led to get a reading from Mornings with Saint Therese and it said;

Console Jesus: “The trials of Jesus, what a mystery! He has trials then, He too? Yes, He has them, and often He is alone. He looks for consolers and can find none. He has trials. Many serve Jesus when He is consoling them, but few consent to keep company with Jesus sleeping on the waves or suffering in the garden of agony?”

So I knew my beloved Jesus was hurting and had asked me to do a teaching on intimacy. I came before the Lord saying: “Lord I feel this ties in with you desiring your brides to spend time with you and you feel alone.”

Jesus is there anything you would like to add?

Jesus began,

“My beloved, how my heart aches and longs for my beloved. But she runs off to the world merely seeing me as a decision, a short prayer, the scripture of the day. But I am much, much more. Yes, I am your God but I have also made myself to be your friend, bridegroom and I am a man who has needs. I long for your attention, how I need your love and devotion.

Yes, I need you. Your God needs you. You are a masterpiece that fits perfectly to me, nothing else will satisfy.

Fear and Condemnation keep you from me, but may I tell you they are tools of the enemy to keep my beloved spouse away from me. I know all things yet I love you! Please, no longer allow shame to keep you from me. The same tool that was used with Adam & Eve. How it broke me to pieces to see them run away, in fear, in hiding from me, (Jesus was crying and I too was in tears, feeling his heart that moment he called for them but they ran instead)… their God, their Father, their friend, their healer and restorer. Only if they would’ve come, acknowledged their error, how I was ready to forgive and retire them but yet they feared me instead and continued to blame each other.

My beloved ones, fear and shame have stolen years away from me. I created you for myself, do you understand that? That means I know every crack, every weakness, I know your form because I created you yet I love you dearly and desire you next to me. I no longer want quick morning routines to get me out of the way but, I desire to do life with you and spend all my time with you. Would you ask me to help you with breakfast? With the kids? Help you with work? Go on walks together, runs to the grocery store, they are most fun when I do it with you! I love to be included in every aspect of your life, yes even the difficult and ugly areas as you would say. Don’t shy away from me or push me away. Invite me to these areas, invite me in these occasions, invite me into your whole day and you will see how I make my presence known to you. You will see how much more peace and resolve you feel at the end of your day when we do life together.”

Afterwards, as I was praying the rosary, all these images and emotions where flooding me as I prayed the Sorrowful Mystery, since it was Tuesday. I saw Jesus on the cross just like in the images of The Passion. As I prayed the third mystery I saw Jesus now being beaten by the Roman soldiers, making fun of him. Then he being tied up in the dungeon underground awaiting his walk to calvary. I saw blessed Mother in tears bending down right where Jesus was hanging and I was right next to her with my ears to the ground as he was beaten and downcast in the dungeon.

Then I saw vision of him circled by a mob of people punching him with their fist and also beating him with clubs before he was taken to Pilat. I saw even the children spitting at him, mocking him even the ones that he had healed which broke my heart even more. The demons had even taken over the children, and how that hurt him the most. I began to cry, and cry because I was right there watching the mob so overtaken by the intensity of hatred they had for him and how they beat him.

Indeed he should’ve died. No human could’ve withstood the blows. But I knew angels were ministering to him and given him heavenly strength, as was shown to St. Anne Emmerich. Then I saw Jesus’ back on the cross. I was at the foot of the cross with blessed Mother crying and crying remembered all the good he had done for mankind, for these people, for me.

The goodness and love of God on the cross for us as I cried and cried overwhelmed with sadness. Then again saw Jesus being handed to blessed Mother when he died. She then handed him to me, his bride, to hold. Then we were in the tomb and blessed Mother told me to stay with him there again as I cried, and cried remembering that I had put him there with my sins. How lonely Jesus was now in the tomb all alone and desiring his brides to respond to him even now to also stay with him in the tomb in this hour. Spend time with him <3

– From Jesus with Love

Intimacy with Jesus: “When You Are In Love With God”

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The Lord desires that I do a series on Intimacy with God: When you are in love because there is all the difference when you love God and when you are in Love with him. For the times that are coming upon the earth it’s you have to be in love with him to withstand the onslaught. 

 

Not only that but it is Holy week and Jesus is desiring and longing for the very real presence of his bride. He wants are hearts and mind off of the world and preparing ourselves for our wedding with him!! Eek He desires that you too would see and hear him this grace is available for everyone..” he isn’t an easy catch” as he says lol. You must desire him above all things and persons of this world..just as when you are on love with some one you pursue them. You don’t give up so easily. So will will be breaking down some pointers and seeking the Lord as to what he has to say about how to fall in love with him

When You Are In Love With Some One You:

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*Want to Spend All Your Time With Them

*They Are Always On Your Mind (Purity)

*You  Share Everything with them (Togetherness & Sorrows and joys)

*You Are Faithful and Loyal To Them

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Forest Fires Are Coming

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Hello Family this message was given to me April 4, 2020 in my journal entry and prophetically has come to passed with all the fires raging in our nation.

I came before Jesus in prayer saying,

Lord here I come before you in faith again, you played two songs about wanting to speak to me. So I know your heart is burdened. Then I felt led to use the bible to get some scripture readings from you and the word 

“Baruch” came in my heart and sure enough the first reading I got was from the Book of Baruch extended letter from Jeremiah 

(side note these scriptures the Lord gave me two were from the Apocryphal book of the Old Testament. The reason they are not included in our Protestant bibles because they were removed because the Jewish scribes didn’t believe the books were inspired. The original 1611 KJV contained the Apocrypha, it was removed in later editions.  The book of Ben Sirach or Ecclesiastic is in the Orthodox bible and is considered a book of wisdom. The Book of Baruch is extension of the prophets the theme is that the salvation of Israel is found on wisdom so just a background first for those that may protest how the Lord gave me this word )

So as I opened the bible my fingers fell on verse 62..of the Book Baruch wouldn’t you know. concerning fire falling from the skies on forest

Baruch 6:62 “and fire, sent from on high to burn up the mountains and the forest, carries out its command. But these false gods are not their equal, whether in appearance or in power.” then the second reading was from

Ezekiel 3:14-17

And the spirit lifted me up, and took me away, and I went off my spirit any and bitter for the hand of the Lord pressed hard on me. Thus I came to the  exiles who lived at Telabib by the river Chebar and there where they dwelt, I stayed among them distraught for seven days at the end of the seven days the world of the Lord came to me:

Son of man I have appointed you a sentinel for the house of Israel When you hear a word from my mouth you shall warn them for me

Third reading I got was Ben Sira 17:24-29

But to the penitent he provides a way back and encourages those who are losing hope!

Turn back to the Lord and give up your sins. pray before him and make your offenses few. Turn again to the Most high and away from iniquity, and hate intensely what he loathes. Who in Sheol can glorify the Most High in place of the living who offer there praise? The dead can no more give praise than those who have never lived; they who are alive and well glorify the Lord. How great is the mercy of the Lord, and his forgiveness for those who return to him!

Lord I can’t help but think there are  more calamities coming and you want me to warn yet again

Jesus began,

“Yes beloved why do you continue to cowar in fear?”

Well to be honest Lord, I tremble at your word and more importantly I don’t want to lead anyone astray with these words. Thinking they are from you when they are from me. As you can see I am still struggling with unbelief. Oh help me Lord

Jesus responded,

“Oh my little one, truly I need you to trust me more and more beloved. Trust what I have called you to be and trust the words I speak to you. In later times you will go back and see how clearly you have heard from me” 

Lord and what about discernment? I struggle with that too when I get rhemas that really don’t clearly confirm its you speaking to me, but then I also get readings to not delete the messages. In fear it makes me want to stop altogether and just let it sit there for a while until i get some clarity

Jesus responded,

“Well that is wisdom beloved. When it doesn’t seem clear always go to others. I have made Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel your third legs of discernment. So go before them and even then when you are unsure re-read what I have spoken. Even if they may be strong words if it leaves you with a profound peace, understanding, and direction dear one then many times it is from me. I will use your writings and your journals to teach others discernment. I desire to speak to all my brides but, many are so afraid and walk in unbelief. So I do want you to teach them about intimacy. For out of intimacy will flow greater trust and confidence in my words to them little one”

 okay Lord thank you for the understanding. So those scriptures Lord are they heralding warnings for things to come again?

(at this time guys I was getting tense again and still doubting whiles typing this)

Jesus continued,

“Relax my little one, relax and just continue to write. Yes, beloved the things that are coming are so devastating dear one. Many will not be able to comprehend why or what is going on. It will be one after the other dear one. How I am truly calling my sleeping ones to wake up from their slumber as this pandemic and plague dies off so another will rise right on its heels.  Forest fires are coming this summer all over your nation none like ever before destroying crops, fields, homes and lively hood its going to be an immense challenge for your nation and forest fire workers beloved many of my animals will also be caught in the fire in the thick of it and perish. Many will then began to cry out where is God in all of this? And I respond to you my people that I am here. I have always been here waiting for you to respond. Will you now to see that the earth is passing away and there is nothing good in it. Will you now began to see that your life is, but a vapor and give it to me? Will you now began to see that your fortresses, your hopes, your wealth and even your health cannot save you, but only I can. 

Call out to me my people I am waiting to hear my beloved ones cry out to me in great humility and contrition turning from there sinful ways that I may heal their land. But many will say how have I sinned? I am a god person, I have gone to church, I pay tithe? Oh my beloved ones, working out your salvation is much more than that. It is a total desire to live free from sin. I have called you to be holy as I am holy.  It is a renunciation of comprises. Small foxes that continue to spoil the vine, it is a deep examination of your conscious as to how you have lived your lives. Are you truly following me, are you loving your neighbor as yourself, are you helping the sick, the poor, the hungry? Not just with a donation here and there, but truly is your heart to live for others, for my kingdom or for yourselves and your family. 

Please wake up me dear ones, rise from your slumber and sleep no more . I am doing a great shaking before the great awakening comes upon the whole world. Indeed the harvest is plenty, but the labors are few. Now to my faithful ones, there are those all around seeking me in their hearts, seeking answers to their questions and you have the answers. This is a great time to share my love, my hope and faith with all those around you. Please don’t shy from this opportunities I bring before you. The opportunities will be countless, so please my beloved brides stand with me.  I know many of you are weary, but stand with me. A time of great harvest is coming and it is even here now.”

 Oh Lord help us, help me because I am truly one of your weary ones. Give us all the strength to stand and believe with great hope not only for ourselves but for those around us.

Jesus responded,

“My beloved one, yes indeed I am releasing graces even now for those to rise in great strength and faith in this hour and I hear the worries of your heart and anxieties beloved. Everything I promised you will come to past even in the midst of chaos. Remember I do make beauty from ashes and make a beautiful masterpiece out of ruins. So my faithfulness will be a testimony to all who witness what I do even in the midst of this trial “

Okay Lord your words are truly comforting, living waters which I love to drink. Love you Jesus thank you so much

“love you too my little one, and all the little ones that take heed and listen with great faith I am with you all stay encouraged”

-From Jesus with Love

Jesus says, “Use Your Gifts”

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a vision of the City of God: Sacred Heart Refuge

Hello Family,

I had a wonderful time in worship on the mountains with the Lord he played songs of revival and just worship and his love over me! Then during the Lords supper he gave me the same readings that he had given me the day before which is focuses on me trusting God and obeying his direction that me and my children my prosper in the land he has given me, the second reading was about not having a spirit of fear and the last reading the Gospel was about him sending me out as his disciple to baptize in the name of the father son and holy spirit to the nations teachings others what he has taught me. The second reading really stuck out to me this time around  it was Romans 8, 14-17

“All who are led by the Spirit of God are sons of God. You did not receive a spirit of slavery leading you back into fear, but a spirit of adoption through which we cry out, Abba (that is Father). The spirit himself gives witness with our spirit that we are children of God. But if we are children, we are heirs as well:hers of God, heirs with Christ, if only we suffer with him so as to be glorified with him.“

Then I immediately envisioned in my heart an orphanage and I was teaching the children that they were family. That they had a father and where not orphans at all. This scripture was a staple for them in order to teach the children not to fear but that this wasn’t an orphanage but they had been adopted in a family. The kingdom of God Family. I saw all the children reciting this and as they got to the part saying “which we cry out” they would all yell out Abba, Papa whiles clapping and laughing !! lol Then I saw when we received a new child we would introduce them to the other children as their new sibling. We then put the child in the center. All the children would recite that passage of scripture to them as they yelled we cry out Abba Papa Welcome to your family! I saw the children running to hug their new sibling and introducing themselves saying I am your brother Luke, I am your sister Ama and so and so. Then this new child would be given a paper heart which they would decorate and on the wall was a mural that says “My Family” and they would go and stick their name on there. Truly the children were our family! 

I saw the children running to this young man calling him Papa and he loved to play with the children and anywhere I went, I would pick up things not only for my biological children, but for the other children as well and referenced them as my own. I saw (these two young siblings who are my little cousins back home.  Whom the Lord has put on my heart, they were there helping at the orphanage. Telling them they were called to be examples to their other siblings that they now have. We were really teaching the children about Family, the kingdom of God that it matters not the skin color, but we are all created from his heart and have one Father. Then I saw another scene with two young girls were fighting and one had yelled to the other you’re not my real sister anyway. The other young girl was really hurt by that. So I pulled the naughty girl to the side explaining to her how she was made from the breath and heart of God and he breathed her into being. I breathed on her stomach as if she was a balloon and she began to laugh and I said and pop then you came about. Then I did the same with the other girl and she laughed and I put there hands together telling them they were indeed sisters and came from the same Father to always remember that. The kids were always excited to get another sibling! lol Oh Lord are these thoughts from you or my own mind you know how I can go on and on

Jesus began,

“My beloved these thoughts and images are indeed from me speaking to your heart about the glorious future I have in store for you beloved. It should draw you to hope. I need and want you to began dreaming with me concerning this community City of God that I have established in to your care to bring to fruition. I have had this work planned for you before the foundation of the earth and you have been perfectly suited for this job. Yes, in all of your weakness you are the best for it because of those things. There will be many challenges as they always will be dealing with children. Especially many wounded souls but, you know a thing or two about that don’t you (he said that smiling)

(I smiled saying), Yes Lord I do

All that I have allowed my little one has been in preparation for this community. For you too truly meet the the children where they are at. For you to shower your love and compassion upon them and for you to grow in much more patience.”

Oh now I cant imagine (I said laughing)

Jesus continued,

“Yes, but it will bring you much joy. Much joy to all who are apart of this community and you will bring the children much joy. Many wounds will be healed in that place beloved. There are special handpicked children I am preparing now. They will be such a consolation to you and this young man.  I told you I have great plans for you both. So don’t be discouraged about what things look like now but, trust in my promises for you beloved one. Continue to pray for him break through is indeed soon. In the mean time keep your heart and mind on me and the promises I have spoken. Pray for him continuously as you do now and those I have called to help put this community together. 

You were right to think that I have entrusted you to Mother Teresa,  St Therese little flower and St Francis. They have been with you since childhood beloved. Watching over you and praying for you fervently because this is there work too. Heaven is only the beginning beloved and they too are excited to embark on this project with you but, of course my Mother will be and has been the overseer over all this. This is indeed is her gift to me as you are my gift to her.

My dear ones I want to share with you how important it is in this hour to use your time wisely. There are so many graces that have been released in this hour of suffering. That is indeed apart of the blood covenant given to you all suffering and pain in exchange for graces. There are so many gifts I have given you all my people don’t marvel at the things I have spoken to this little one. For she indeed has been faithful with the little so now she will be entrusted with much more and that is in store for all my beloved ones who will be diligent with the gifts given to them now. You have so much ample time my people. No more excuses that you are too busy, you are unsure what to do. 

This lockdown I have allowed is not just for you to self examine your sins but to also work, get going, being busy about my business. Work like there is no  tomorrow because there may not be my beloved ones. There is so much that can be done now for the kingdom. In you I have put gifts of writing, gifts of speaking, gifts of song and worship, gifts of paintings. Now is the time, don’t put it back any longer. All of these gifts will be used to bring so many souls to me at a later time, You have been appointed to draw specifically souls this little one can’t so please get busy. Many are doubting even now. Fearing that they may not be good enough or comparing themselves with others. Please don’t look to others my beloved one. You are unique, your voice is unique, what I tell you is unique. How you do things is unique to you and to the souls I have assigned to you . So now I am releasing graces  for you to get busy about my fathers business. Let’s create together beloved one and see what anointing I pour out when you step out in faith and obedience to the inspirations I have given you. Go forth now my beloved one in diligence and in faith using your gifts.” 

-From Jesus with Love

A Curse of A Hardened Heart

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Matthew 13: 14 So they show that what Isaiah said about them is true: ‘You people will listen and listen, but you will not understand. You will look and look, but you will not really see. Yes, the minds of these people are now closed. They have ears, but they don’t listen. They have eyes, but they refuse to see.

I came back from doing a message outside and he had given me “ Gods correction”. I was a bit concerned asking the Lord to show me the error of my ways and felt prompted to get 3 rhemas to get direction and I pulled  

Acts 28:26-27 Hardened Hearts

“Go to these people and say you will indeed hear but never understand and you will indeed see but never perceive. For these peoples hearts have grown dull and with their ears they can barely hear and their eyes they have closes lest they should see with there eyes and hear with their eyes”

So I was perplexed and sat with the Lord on my  bed in adoration and a flood of emotions came over me. Such grief and sadness because I understood that even in this pandemic and trial the Lord has allowed, many have not gotten it. Many still don’t understand or have a desire to repent, to draw nearer to the Lord and live for him.  The word “ curse of hardened heart” kept ringing in my mind.

Lord is there anything you want to say? My heart is breaking

Jesus began,

“Yes my little one, how my heart and that of the Fathers is breaking for the people of the world. There has been a curse of hardened hearts released upon my people. How their love for me have grown cold even in this trial I have allowed to cover the whole world. You would think many would began to wake up to realize that not only am I real, that not only am I God, but that I am calling my people to a change of heart. I am calling my people back to their first love, but how very few have responded. Many are seeing this lock down as a time of relaxation, a time to get off work, a time to relax be with their families and binge watch shows. 

Many are taking opportunities to scoff and mock at my servants, at my prophets, who are speaking the truth. Calling the people to wake up from their slumber that I am indeed coming. How so many scoff at my wisdom and continue to incline themselves to their human reasoning. Many continue to draw to the earth climate change as the cause of these calamities. They are lies, lies, lies, formed by satan and the evil ones to take the minds and hearts of  my people away from the truth. Away from examining their conscience and continue to ignore that gnawing feeling that something is coming, that something is happening, that change needs to happen in their lives. No, instead they continue to feed their vanities, feed their flesh in this time with the latest news, new purchases as consolation and comforts from the void they feel in their hearts. 

Oh how my heart is breaking dear one it is because of you little ones who have indeed laid yourself down, humbled yourself and prayed that is why my mercy has been relentless, but how much longer what will it take my people. You obstinate minds and stiff necked natures you continue on about as it will be business as usual when these quarantines are lifted. Do you not see my hand in this? Do not ignore my calling any longer. The day of salvation is at hand and it is now. The door of Mercy will not be opened for ever my hardened heart ones. Indeed you have eyes, but you do not see me crying out all around you. To turn your heart back to me away from the word and your selfishness. You indeed have ears, but you do not hear the warning from my shepherds, prophets, and pastors. You do not hear the voice crying out in the wilderness make straight the way for the Lord. Rather you scoff and say I have heard it before, oh yea He his coming, but no one knows the day or hour. I tell you the fig tree is blooming and this is the season 

(here is quoting Matthew 24:32 “Now learn this lesson from the fig trees; As soon as its twigs het tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. 33 Even so, when you see all these things you know that it is near right at the door.34 Truly I tell you this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened”

You say there is no God and I need not to be held accountable for my life. For I only have one life to live, so I will live it to the fullest. Oh, but I tell you, you have eternity awaiting you. Eternity where everything will be put into account. My dearly loved ones I paid that price on cavalry to have you right next to me. 

Please heed my call. Please hear the cry of my heart and harden your heart no longer. Do not be like that thief on the cross who scoffed at his time of salvation. He did not know that that very cross, that very trial, that very moment was the moment of his salvation. Yet he rejected it and treated me with scorn and contempt, however the other thief recognized me in the midst of his pain, in the midst of his trial, in the midst of his cross. He heard the voice of his shepherd, he reached out and received his salvation. For he knew he deserved everything I had allowed and he knew my infinite goodness and mercy. So my mercy is yet again extended to you.  My mercy time and time again will not fail. It is fathomless and and abounding, but it will not be available forever my dear ones. Run to the arms of our merciful savior or when we meet you will be face to face with the just judge. My beloved ones, my brides please pray for these hardened hearted ones. Pray for this nation and the world. Pray against this curse of hardened heart that have caused many to continue on the road to destruction and have seared conscious, but nothing is impossible for me and my mercy will triumph over judgment pray for them.’

That was the end of Jesus message

Be The Light

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This morning I was getting down from my bed and my computer fell from the top bunk and cracked. Furthermore, I had been chided by Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel of not taking care of things well. Which is so true because I had just got this computer fixed a week before so I was devastated and disappointment in myself. Since the Lord was telling me to began writing again. Also I do all my work on the channel using this laptop so I was frustrated thinking this had to be the enemy. 

I came before the Lord during prayer as I felt he began speaking to me. 

Jesus began,

“My beloved don’t be too hard on yourself. It would’ve been wise to leave it at a safer place, but who do you think knocked it over?”

The devils Lord

 Jesus responded,

“Yes, Beloved I want you from now on to anoint and bless any equipment or ministry materials you receive. The devils hate the assignment I have given you and  will do all they can to frustrate my plans, but I wont allow it. I do however allow these things to not only cause you to be aware, but to pray more and to grow in patience. An offering a gift you can give to me for the salvation of souls.”

Okay Lord forgive me I renounce frustration, impatience and bitterness.

Jesus continued,

“Now the readings I gave you and the songs I played were all about faith beloved. Did you  not ask me to make you a great women of faith?”

Yes Lord I just didn’t know the cost lol

Jesus responded,

“Well, my little one with great faith comes great test, great breaking and great patience endurance. Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not yet seen. To hope in the impossible takes great faith and great faith starts with a  small mustard seed of faith. So I’m not asking for your faith to be big more like I am asking you to hope greatly that I am who I say I am and that I can do all things. This generation will be known for the great exploits and showmanship of my power than any other generation. I am calling my people to have great hope in me, to believe as the times get darker so will great faith arise. It must arise to shader the darkness and cause the enemy to retreat. For so long my people have been held captive by fear, fear of the me, fear of delusion, fear of man and fear of the enemy, but I am calling my people to believe again, hope again in great faith the things that I will do in and through them. For those who are desiring to move in the supernatural gifts, it is available for you. The treasure of heaven is available for all my people all they must do is ask. I have a storehouse where the angels wait to hear the command of my people to release gifts,but my people don’t ask rather they fear it and walk in so much unbelief. Come to me my people come to the Father who owns a cattle on a thousand hills and gives to all generously who ask. Give yourself entirely to me in consecration and holiness and greater works will you do and see all for my glory.”

 Lord if I may I remember you told me that in order to have faith “take more risk”

Jesus continued,

Yes beloved one, my people fear being rejected or doubt the results of things,but step out in faith and obedience and allow me to do the rest. Rarely is there a time a sincere prayer is prayed for a soul and returned void. Sometimes the fruit you don’t see but there is always fruit when you step out in faith. So my people I’m calling faith to rise even in you now. Do you have the lame, sick around you step out in my love to touch them. I am their hope and believe I can and will do the impossible and I might just surprise you. (smiling) Im calling my people to count the cost and began to live out the life of what they say they believe

Do you believe I can raise the dead?

Do you believe I can heal the sick?

Do you believe I can open blind eyes?

Do you believe I can transform a hardened heart?

Do you believe I can do all these things through you?

If you say you believe then what are you doing about it?

My beloved ones take risk hope against hope believe I tell you believe ask for the this gift began to walk in them now. When you see someone in need ask for me to stretch out my hands through your heart and touch them and leave the results to me. Great works will I do in and through you

Lord Can I share the vision you gave me a while back is that okay?

Yes, beloved it will greatly inspire others and to what I have in store for this generation for those who believe . Remember deep faith comes from Intimacy with me.”

So I had a vision family, of a family member who was away from home. I received a letter from them and I was cleaning up my room. When I touched his envelope I immediately went into an open vision. I saw this family member being met by the youth leader of my church at the time and his friends in the parking lot of my church for prayer. The all laid hands on him and began to pray I was just watching. No street lights were on so it was dark however as they began to pray I saw little bulbs of light over my family members head. Then as I looked closely they were getting bigger and I realized they were angels. They began to descend and ascend up and down as they were praying for this family member. The light then overshadowed them all as they were all glowing. Then my family member changed into a man who I knew was on drugs and after they prayed he was completely transformed and restored. He was so in shock seeing the physical transformation of himself he asked to join us. We said sure, then there was a group of us as we went into the streets simply touching the homeless, prositutes, drug addicts and they were immeadielty healed by a touch. They too where in shock and all asked to follow us. Then I saw a dark hill, then one light, then two lights, then three and four then so forth until the whole hill was lite up then I cam out of the vision. The scripture that came to mind was “ a city on a hill”. Mt 5:14 

“You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.

 That is what this last generation will be like!

We Are In The Days Of Noah

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March 13, 2020 Journal Entry

I had someone very close to me call yesterday. I was really glad to hear from that because I wanted to thank them for a book and a card they had sent me. Boy was I in for a surprise because I hadn’t talked to this person for a while and it seemed they had much on their heart.

I have mentioned to you guys in the previous post that I was just getting my confidence in hearing From Jesus again and sharing the messages he was giving me. 

I had posted a message about President Donald Trump on my Facebook page just a few days earlier before receiving this call. The Lord was affirming his re-election and presidency. So this person wasn’t too happy about that. They were very angry and disappointed about things the Lord had told me to share on social media. I knew it was the enemy speaking through them to discourage me from writing or having faith that I was hearing from the Lord because that is exactly where he hit.

As this person went on to say that I wasn’t hearing From Jesus and not only that I would get more likes and gain popularity if I would stay away from prophecies, end times message and politics because in every generation they always say “Jesus is coming” and no one knows the day or the hours. That I should just focus on preaching the gospel like other ministers do. At first I was a bit shocked then all I could do was laugh inside because I knew it was sooo the enemy really trying to discourage me from writing. As the person continued to rant on the phone I thought to myself “really Satan that all you got”.  He is good at doing that for all those who desire to follow Jesus whole heartedly. The Lord releases a grace on you and the enemy can see the areas you are struggling with. As his demons taunt you with doubt, unbelief, and fear concerning what the Lord is calling you to do. You struggle interiorly and even in prayer you cry out to the Lord about it. Then satan sends someone to tempt you or scorn you concerning that very thing. To cause you to question, second guess yourself or feed into that doubt. However, if you recognize him immediately that he loses every time. We all can be used by the devil, he uses weak Christians to attack others. I have been there myself.

This is the second time the, the devil, has pulled this one on me. I remember in my second year walking with Jesus I would press in fervently in the Lord presence in prayer at my apartment. It seemed my life had become just work and prayer. I wasn’t seeing any real fruit then nor any real consolations so I found myself being discontent, frustrated and thinking about being more laxed. The thought kept rising in my head “just live a little”, go out have some fun”..Remember the old days, see you gave your life to the Lord and look at it now, its not fun at all”. As all these thoughts assailed me I did tell the Lord in prayer that I just wanted to live a little because my life was just all about prayer, but soon realized how foolish it was and repented.  I even did a blog about it, you can read here.

Then the very next day my brother in law comes over and says the exact same words to me. That I am not called to be a pastor and I am trying to be “holy ,holy” I should just live a little.  I thought to myself waaaa, was he here in my apartment yesterday when I was crying?? Of course not, but the demons were and they knew very well how to tempt me. All I could do was laugh thinking “uh uh not today Satan, not today”. Imagine if I would’ve listened to those senseless thoughts and suggestions from the devils and others. I wouldn’t be where I am with Jesus today, 4 years later.

So after this person got done giving me their opinion, I kindly told them I respected their stance, I loved them, but I had to listen to the Lord and wasn’t at all interested in likes or popularity only Gods will. After I got off the phone I wasn’t even offended, but I did repent for impatience and frustration in my heart towards them.  It actually made me want to pray more because I realize how so many, even Christians are blinded and hardened to the reality of the times that we are living. So I stayed up and prayed for them and souls who are just like him.  They just don’t know, Father forgive them because I too was one as I came before Jesus saying,

Lord, do you have anything on your heart you would like to share?


Jesus began,

“I’m here little one, continue to write my beloved thank you for stopping to discernment.

(I had to stop because the voice I was hearing was very condescending on others and I knew it wasn’t the Lords heart So the first two readings got “laziness”, and “long life” in the BP to walk in the way of the Lord. So I bound any lying spirits and continued to write)

Jesus continued,

yes by faith beloved continue writing by faith. We are one and I do dwell within you as I mentioned I am a breath away.  It truly is easy as breathing just write what is flowing from your heart little one. I am indeed  astounded at the profound unbelief in my body and in my brides little one. So many have made me a “thing”, a “religion”, or even “a religious idea”, but they truly have no faith to believe in me or in my words little one. How it grieves me, so many have taken my words, my promises and my warnings for granted. This soul was right to say that many ministers preach the gospel, but it’s just their own gospel it is not my gospel dear one. You are called to do My will and not the will of man. How many chosen shepherds have strayed away because of the fear of man. Strayed way because of the scorn and contempt they would face if they spoke truth and lived by the truth, but I am upsetting the apple cart. I am doing a new thing. I am raising the lowly, the over looked, the rejected, the unwise, and unlearned. 

Those who will follow me and worship me alone in spirit and truth. Those who will lay down their lives for my service and that of their brothers. Those who care not of the accolades, the respect or honor of men, but live for what heaven says alone. We are indeed in the days of Noah. Oh how my faithful servant tarried for so many years, 120 years to be exact. What do you think the people said, the same thing they say now. “Your foolish, your calling bluff, your crying wolf, your inciting fear, preach something we want to hear, what rain..it has never rained.”

As my people say, “what coming?”. “Yes, you have been saying the Lord is coming for a while now, for years, even centuries”, but my people have fallen asleep. Oh how my apostles faced the same scrutiny and contempt in preaching the coming kingdom. So do not be dismayed or discouraged my little one, you may be small in stature, but in me you stand tall and will continue to do so. Tell them my beloved one of their offenses towards me. Tell them I am indeed coming and I am looking for pure hearts and clean hands. Those who have ears to hear will hear. Those who continue to rely on their own opinion, own agendas and own desires will fall at the waste side. Pray for them dear ones, pray for them fervently. For your King is coming and has his reward in hand!

 This is all for now my little one, my very precious little one .I love you dearly my beloved child. Go now in the peace and courage of your God.”

-From Jesus With Love

You Are My Treasure

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March 12, 2020


 I woke up this morning with my body feeling so sore and very uneasy. I wasn’t sure if I had offended the Lord in anyway or it was a suffering because it was really hard to connect  with Jesus in worship. However, all the songs he was playing over me were about His peace and not to fear so I felt in my heart this was an attack of some sort. 

I ended up talking to Mother Clare and Father  Ezekiel last night for a while. iI was a rough day when I felt so discouraged thinking I had been deceived in discernment with one of the messages I got from Jesus.  It took me into self pity real fast. 

However, they both helped me discern that message in question was from the Lord. Help me Lord, truly to combat this fear, doubt and unbelief in hearing your voice.

Then the community gathered together in the morning and Blessed Mother began to speak to Mother Clare.  She was crying because she had missed their intimate relationship they once had, It was so sweet and encouraged me to go much more deeper with Blessed Mother when praying the rosary as well. We prayed for those affected with the virus. After receiving the Lord I feel so at peace thank you Jesus!

I came to him saying, My beloved Lord is there anything on your heart?

Jesus began,

“’I am right here beloved indeed the graces are flowing on this mountain, in this community in a beautiful way. You all are my faithful ones.  The ones who answered the invitation to my banquet when my Father called. You are the lame, the crippled and blind ones in the eyes of the world, but to me you are my beautiful treasures. For it is the sick that are in need of God not the righteous. Many have turned aside and walked in their own way, but you all have been faithful to endure and preserver with every test that has come against this community and because of your love for me you have withstood every attempt to get you off this mountain. So you all will be richly rewarded indeed encourage, your brother.

(Here Jesus speaking of a soul in the community, one of my brothers. Who has been desiring to hear the Lords voice, but feel hopeless in his efforts)

Many have the same sentiments. Your brothers, tell them in time as they press in the very same grace to hear and see me will given to them. They must just excercise their faith and cast away doubt, fear, pride and comparison. Which stops many from entering into conversations with me . You know a thing or two about that beloved.

(At this point I was writing, but still doubting and of course as usual Jesus reads my thoughts)

 Please stop your worrying, how that hurts me so much. Your lack of trust and confidence in me after all I have done and all we have been through Mary Elisha. 

(My heart just melted when he said that)

 I desire to talk with you. I desire to fellowship and communion with you. If I could have my way we would talk for hours, but it would be too much for your mind to comprehend little one. My words are of eternal importance so I must give you a little at a time. There is only so much you can take in, meditate on, and apply to your life circumstances. Even now I see the intensity you are feeling. These will go with time, remember the enemy hates this more than anything beloved. He will do whatever he can in order to take this grace and gift from you. He will do this with all of you so share with them some of the obstacles you have had to overcome in hearing me.”


Lord sorry I guess I didn’t want to inflate myself or stir anyone up in jealously because I have been there,. You know like “Ooh I am hearing from the Lord”.


Jesus responded,

“Well my beloved one it’s not about you dear. It’s for other so please share. It will strengthen your brethren and those who desire this intimacy with me”


Okay Lord

“That is all for now little one continue to come before me every day and allow me to express my heart to you dear. Continue to pray for this community, and Mother Clare especially she will need much wisdom and discernment in the coming days for precise direction. I love you so much words could not be enough to say. You are my beloved in whom I am well pleased.

– From Jesus With Love