When the Lord introduced me to heart dwellers, I was in an abusive unhappy ‘situationship’. I was also over the church folk by this time I had met so many janky believers who used Jesus name to condemn and control people of lesser means. They would say Jesus this and Jesus that, but there was no real authentic love.
After abruptly hanging up the phone from a prayer call Where the lady who claimed to be a prophetess was supposedly casting demons out of all who were on the line. The lady told us we should call for spit when the demons began to uproot The only problem was, she was the only one coughing and cackling and in her pride She accused us of doing something wrong and we were all quiet. Then she proceeded to defend her coughing, by saying she didn’t have any demons -and no-one had even accused her. I hung up the phone in anger and exhaustion I just wanted to meet real believers not perfect. Just real
I cried to the Lord, “I just want to know the truth”. After I cried and prayedprayed, I went to look up videos about Heaven on YouTube because those videos always made me happy. The first video I clicked on, was Mother Clare. I listened intently as I heard the dialogue between Mother and Jesus all in Mother’s voice; but something in me said ‘Oh my.. this is really Jesus talking’
From that day forward, my life was never the same. I was obsessed. I binged every video I could listen to. I was no longer interested in TV or even the young man I was shacking with at that time Yeah, I said it.. I was shacking. I’m not proud of it but that’s the reality of being a sinner that loves Jesus
Long story short, I unknowingly became a heartdweller. It wouldn’t be until a year or two, maybe later, that I came to know Mother Elisha through Mother Clare’s videos. I felt an instant connection to Mother Elijah, as if she was my sister or best friend, just through her videos.
When Mother Elisha revealed that the Lord had called her to Ghana, I knew immediately I was also called to go The night before I heard the message of the call to Ghana, I had a dream of a little chocolate boy looking me in the eyes. When Mother Elisha spoke of the mission call, my heart said: yes, this is for me. Also, I reached out to mother Elisha and to her surprise, I was indeed called to go to Ghana.
Shortly after, the heartdwellers Ghana group was started and before I knew it, I was on my way to New Mexico to visit the mountain community. I was only visiting for one week, one week turned to two weeks and two weeks turned to me quitting my job and turning in the keys to my apartment to move to New Mexico. There on that mountain I gained a white mama and a white daddy and the best friends of my life, my destiny and my eternity. There on that mountain, I found God’s love.
~ Sister Ruth.