Hello, brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family.
I had the most wonderful time in worship today. Long overdue as the Lord played a song called VIP by Naomi Raine. I was flooded with the Father’s love for me, all that He has brought me through, and His faithfulness to love me back to life every time I felt I was at the end of my rope. Immediately I went into a vision seeing many souls who are lonely, misunderstood, and broken. I was seeing the youth of this generation rebellious only because they were crying out for attention so desperately wanting to be loved but finding it in all the other places.
Then the Holy Spirit brought a video to my mind I had watched a street evangelizing preaching and a transgender girl walked up and excitedly asked him if she was going to hell for being trans and expected a condemning response however the preacher didn’t give it to her, and she was so surprised. The Lord replayed this girl over and over again as I was able to look deep into her heart and realize she wanted God, but she felt that He wouldn’t accept her and that she was already condemned which would further confirm this new lifestyle she was now living but rather she was met with something different The Lord began to take me into the hearts of many in the LGBTQ community.
Their struggles and the trials they have gone through to come to the place of making a decision that goes against the divine nature that they were created for. I was hurting for them because so many had rejected the Father’s love out of fear and condemnation, some out of anger because of how Christians had treated them. I could feel the Father longing for them and His love that wanted to spill over, to just grab them and hold them close to his chest and say I love you. All I could do was cry, cry and cry in sobs because the burden was so great.
I saw those going through various trials, feeling forgotten and alone desperately needing a comforting touch or word. So many walking to and fro on this earth, not knowing the Father and not knowing his love. I wanted the whole world to know the Father and scream what love He has for you. Only if you knew Him, only if you really knew Him. Then I came to myself after worship and upon receiving him after the Lord’s Supper I sat still to hear his voice.
Lord, it was an amazing time in your presence today thank you for that. The song VIP had my heart broken for so many who don’t know your love, having a hard time receiving it, those under condemnation, and those who are suffering loneliness in their trials. I was overwhelmed by emotions wanting every soul on this earth to truly know the Father and know how good, kind, compassionate, and loving He is.
Also the reading about the Holy Spirit the advocator in my Lord’s Supper readings was telling John 14:26:
But the Comforter (Counsellor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, Standby), the Holy Spirit, Whom the Father will send in My name [in My place, to represent Me and act on My behalf], He will teach you all things.
Jesus, what’s on your heart?
“You both can use more diligence in service to Me.”
And here, Jesus is referring to the rhema I had pulled earlier about Brother Fly. It’s from St. Francis and how there was one brother who wouldn’t labour or work but ate all the food and St. Francis was admonishing this brother of being lazy hence his name “Brother Fly”.
“But the rhema is not about you two. The group is getting lax and that is why there is a need for you to step up, help lead them, guide them, and most importantly Mother them. I also want you to be willing to come to the aid and service of another without grumbling or complaining in your heart.”
Sorry for that too Lord. Just feeling a bit overwhelmed with how backed up I am and all that I need to do.
“Well, relinquish some tasks and give it to another. There are many around you wanting and waiting on you to come to your aid.”
That’s true Lord.
“So please let them help you.”
Okay Lord. Is there a message on your heart for the flock?
“Today I gave you a taste of the pain in My father’s heart. If people of the earth only knew the immense love available for them waiting for them in My Father, heaven would be full. But many don’t receive it and have Him depicted all wrong. They forget I came to show them the character, the heart, the nature and the power of the Father. When I walked among men on the earth, I was meek, humble of heart, always looking to serve another, loving others, especially the destitute, the outcast, the sick, and those rejected by society.
I loved them oh so dearly. Taking many into my bosom and speaking loving words of correction and endearment. Each person was transformed not by Me but by My Father. It meant so much to Him to be able to touch his creation in the most human and intimate way, through my love for them and receive their love. My life on earth was one of great consolation to the Father because I was in Him and He was in Me, so you see it wasn’t just My life I was living but My Father loving, moving, delivering, bringing healing and restoration through Me.
“Oh, the Father’s love. May it be shed abroad in the heart of the souls who have been ostracized and rejected by society. May it be shed abroad in all hearts, received, and reciprocated. I now want to speak to those struggling with sexual identity confusion. My beloved ones my love knows no bounds for you. I do not condemn you. I do not condemn you. I say it again, I do not condemn because I came into the world that you might be saved from it.
For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him (John 3:17).
“All this world has to offer is empty and will not satisfy you my little ones. I have seen your struggle, I have wiped each tear, and I have been with you in this valley of confusion. You have chosen to stand for something you believe in, something you feel is right, but feelings can be so deceptive my little children truly it can. I am a just God and because of it, I take into account everything. I know the thoughts that bombarded your mind as a child, the videos you watched that ignited your curiosity, the suggestive feelings and emotions you have felt towards another gender and your look of disgust every time you looked in the mirror at what I created you to be.
“I was there and I am still there by your side my beloved ones wanting to give you a lifeline to untie these twisted and chorded knots in your mind and heart. You see your identity is found only in Me. In My blood shed for you on the cross. That is how much you are worth. I died for you out of love and I love to pursue you with My love until I have you all to Myself. I do not judge you My beloved ones, I want to heal you, restore you and set you free if you could come to me. Society tells you freedom is found in being who you want to be, going after your own passions, and standing by your own truth, but truth is absolute.
“There cannot be many but one truth universal for all and I am the way the Light and the Truth my beloved ones, what you are looking for is found in Me. I was there when you were bullied, when you were abused emotionally and physically. I was there crying with you, suffering with you knowing that I would turn it around for your good. You have cried out to Me in anger, why did I make you this way? But I didn’t, I made you with pristine purity and with a sound mind.
“I made you in love to be all I created you to be and not someone you are desiring to be which is the path you are following now. It will lead you down a dark road My beloved children, so far from all that I had in store for you. How I sent you to this earth. Don’t believe the lie my beloved ones. Satan has blinded the mind and eyes of so many in this world do not let him blind you. You know it is Me speaking to your heart through these words I love you I accept you do not run or hide from me any longer. Come to me let’s reason together and allow me to heal and restore you. Allow Me to set you free.”
And that was the end of Jesus’ beautiful message to you. Family let us pray for the youth and this generation that is struggling with these things. I went to the bible promises to confirm the message and the Lord gave me scriptures to confirm the message.
The first one was Guilt (Isaiah 55:7)
7 Let the sinful turn from his way, and the one who does not know God turn from his thoughts. Let him turn to the Lord and He will have loving -pity on him. Let him turn to our God, for He will for sure forgive all his sins.
The second was Lust Titus 2:11-12
11 God’s free gift of being saved is being given to everyone. 12 We are taught to have nothing to do with that which is against God. We are to have nothing to do with the desires of this world. We are to be wise and to be right with God. We are to live God-like lives in this world.
The last one was Forgiveness Mark 11:25
25 When you stand to pray, if you have anything against anyone, forgive him. Then your Father in heaven will forgive your sins also.