Jesus what’s on Your heart ? I feel so lost.
“You are being buffeted My little one and are being tossed to-and fro on the surface of the ocean. Dive into the deep; there you will find Me and find your peace and not moved by every emotion.”
I saw myself like peter on a boat, with storms and waves coming from the right and left. Remembering what Jesus said, I listened to Jesus – I just dived out of the boat into the waters and began to swim down deep. There was a silence and perfect calm and peace. I saw Jesus there with me, beckoning me to come as we swam in the water, the colors and the fish were so beautiful and brilliant. It seemed there was no storm at all from this vantage point, but the sky turned clear blue from what I could see, as the sun’s rays were piercing through the waters in the depths where we were. Jesus came to me, faced me and held My hand and smiled.
Lord, You’re so sweet.. thank You for calming My heart and thank You for believing in me. All the songs You played were saying that I have been stuck, even like a big plane that won’t take flight, but You still haven’t given up on me.
“Well, haven’t you felt stuck beloved?”
Yes Lord, just unsure what to do and where I am at. I know My unbelief was also hindering me from hearing You.
“I’m here beloved, keep writing. You have felt stuck because you have taken your eyes off of Me. When I withdraw Myself from a soul, it is to grow your trust and faith in Me. You know I dwell in your heart; I will never leave you nor forsake you, but sometimes I do let souls feel the loss of My presence and many times it’s to give consolation to a sinner you have been praying for, or even a dying soul. So even that suffering is redemptive. The best thing you can do is declare your trust in Me and walk and live by faith, knowing that I am ever present with you, no matter what happens or comes your way. I haven’t left your side My little one, rather, I have been trying to get your attention. So you would know how much I love you, to encourage you to not give up on yourself.
“You have become a bit lukewarm and I have heard the cry of your heart and will blow on your embers once again and put a fire in your bones through the words I speak to you. I am far from being done with you. I have been just preparing you beloved. This is a season of much fruit, much harvest and much ministry; that is why I don’t want you to let up My little one. Be faithful with the graces and the task that I have given you. Set your schedule together for your flock and no longer neglect your other channels.
The Marriage For The Purpose of Eternity Lord?
“Yes beloved, there is much you can share from all that I have equipped you with, to bring healing to many broken hearts and those who have given up on My faithfulness in marriages and relationships. Get going beloved, set things in place and simply be faithful. You’re so easily moved by external circumstances and how you feel. I am looking for diligence and obedience on your part. Beloved you be obedient, and I will do the rest. Do not be concerned with your beloved, for now in time he will come on board to help with the mission I have given you two. But for now – you just be faithful to Me instead!”
“Also prepare yourself to travel as well.”
“Don’t question or reason concerning provision. Do what you can, getting paperwork and visas to the places I have already made known to you, so when it’s time, you can go when called.”
Yes Lord, thank You for the opportunities.
“My beloved brides, dive into the deep with Me. Do not be afraid to go deeper with Me and leave the shores of comfortability and what I have done before. Too many of My brides walk in presumption with Me because we have walked together for a while, you presume to know what I will do and not do; however, this is a new season filled with great hope and new vision. I am doing a new thing can you not perceive it? I am leading you into a harvest that will be plenty, but you must trust My leading and be obedient to the inspiration given to you and follow Me into to new territory and new places.
“Do not allow shame or condemnation to keep you far away from Me. Some of you are walking with guilt and a heaviness of My displeasure. Do you not know that I delight in you? I speak over you daily with songs of deliverance and say you are My beloved child in whom I am well pleased; not because of what you are doing, no, but what I know will be finished in you and what I know will be completed. So come to Me, My beloved brides, do not run from Me or shy away from going deeper.
“What does going deeper mean? Being still, sitting at My feet to hear My heart, take risk with what you hear and do it. It is in that place of faith and obedience, I will leave you in awe at My goodness and My mercy. I am asking all My brides – will you trust Me and dive in? There is a place I want to take all My brides, where you will continuously live from the chambers of your heart, the bridegroom chambers, and be assured of My love for you over and over again. You have been buffeted by so many lies long enough and rather hide from Me. Catch the graces that each moment brings. Grace to have great faith in how I am leading you, what I am asking you and grace to do it. Graces are like precious pearls that I am adorning each of My brides with. I leave you now with great hope to dive deep with Me and catch the pearls.”
Just then I saw my hand cupped and Jesus drop a pearl in my hands
Thank You Jesus!