Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family.
The Lord gave me the Rhema from ‘Imitation of Christ’ – it said: “Be submissive and allow yourself to be trampled on”.
I also got the Rhema about ‘Sister Death’ and how Saint Francis met Sister Death with joy. Hm.. the Lord always gives me this Rhema when a test is coming, where I will have to die to myself with a huge self sacrifice.
And the last Rhema said: “Sempre Gumby always be flexible” and Saint Maria Goretti was a very young girl said who was stabbed to death by a man who wanted to rape her – but she came back after dying to tell him she had forgiven him and brought about his salvation through her intercession. So the Lord was telling me this trial will entail forgiveness.
Good morning Jesus, I failed again. Please show me the error of my ways and give me the grace to be ok to be trampled on. So I gave myself a pep talk guys: ok flesh.. you have to die, you will not give in to emotions whatever may come, and you are finally going to pass this test. And when the test came…. I failed. Oh boy, my pride is something else! So I came before the Lord after prayer. Jesus what’s on your heart?
“Humility, humility humility little one. You will continuously be tested and tried in this area until the button is flat”
Let’s be honest Lord, will it ever be flat?
“Just like Holiness, there are different degrees of virtue each soul is called to and graces given to them, if they correspond to get them there. And I have called you low, very low; to be so little that you can easily get lost in a grain of sand. I need you that way beloved, for all that I have called you to do. I know your heart has been in a war and I am healing and suturing as the tares come. You grow more and more in love with Me, if you don’t allow bitterness to take root and cover the sutures and scars. If so, then your heart becomes hardened and soon seared, not conscious of My presence, or My love; and that is how so many souls have become. You will become love itself because I created you for that one thing, to be love in My Church.
“One fault of yours is impatience and quick-temperedness. It’s so easy for the devils to get a rise out of you if they set up the assignment just right. You are no longer easily moved by just one assignment – that you recognize. But when culminated into several different factors or situations all at the same time, or within a short amount of time, you can easily explode. To you it may seem like simple frustration, but in the spirit you are armed and dangerous. With demons of frustration, come demons of gossip, judgement, accusation, discouragement, anger and pride. He is the strongman that leads all these demons in.
“In your frustration, you judge the person you are frustrated with, as you listen to list long accusations and criticism from the devils about their actions, rather than pardoning them immediately in your heart. Then anger begins to build and pride begins to demand some kind of justice for your injustice. And when you confront or open your mouth to criticise, you are then left with discouragement. The soul you are frustrated with then receives all of these demons jumping on them, including condemnation, and resentment.
“You wound one another in the process, as the demons sit back and laugh because their work has been accomplished. They are chipping away at your love, at your charity towards your neighbor until they can finally burn that bridge with their tactics, and it works every time. You must be smarter My little one. I told you already, every issue doesn’t need to be addressed. There are so many more tests like this ahead of you where I need you to keep calm, cool-headed and forgive immediately.
“Try thinking the best and constantly making excuses for the other party. A time will come where I will give the other person grace to understand your feelings and emotions. Now is not the time, so you must soften and kill them with your patience and kindness over and over, and over again beloved. It’s always good for you to apologize sincerely from your heart and pray immediately when you are tempted or give in to these assignments. Ask Me not only to heal your heart, but the other persons heart who has caused the frustration. And ask Me to make them more sensitive to the actions of those around them.
Lord, help me because it really helps when I talk about things so we can let them go.
“Well My little one, everyone is not like you or open for you to even understand how they fee, or talk about certain issues. A good and healthy conversation goes two ways – if the other party is not ready, you will just leave discouraged, frustrated and hurt than if you would’ve just let it go and made an excuse. Nothing goes unnoticed, no affliction of yours or My brides goes unnoticed and everyone will have their day where reconciliation and healing will take place, it’s all in My timing. For now, I really need you to embrace being tinier than a grain of sand for all to trample on. I know you will seem foolish many times, but you are giving off the sweetest fragrance to Me.
“My beloved brides – I, being God, made myself of no account. Laying down My divinity and glory to become one with My creation. To be rejected, betrayed, used, mocked, dismissed and misunderstood by the very ones I loved so dearly and I gave My life up for, in love. (Philippians 2:7-8). Even now, there are still so many who treat Me this way and have not forgiven Me for what they think their lives should’ve been. I carry the pain of rejection daily. So acute and so painful, so I understand what it means to be trampled on. To have your feeling not recognized, not welcomed or for no-one to care at all. I humbly accepted every blow of rejection, even in childhood from My Father, because I knew all that He allowed was His will and it perfected Me in love and obedience for the ultimate sacrifice of My life for the redemption of mankind.
“I want all My brides little, submissive to the will of others, and allow yourselves to be trampled on overlooked, disregarded, rejected, and sometimes, even disliked by those I have sent you to love. In this, you resemble Me in your response to choose to be kind, to choose to be thoughtful, to choose to be forgiving. To choose to love over and over again, gives those around you a fragrance of life. A life poured out for Me to win them over with your love and patience. Ask Me for this grace My dear brides, rather than recoil in bitterness, or in guarding your heart in a prison like so many do. I want My brides to rather bloom in greater love when faced with adversity, especially rejections and wounds of the heart.
“That is what they are after My beloved brides, the devils and the demons – they are after the graces of love I have bestowed upon each of you, to look like Me and resemble that of your spouse who is love itself. Don’t allow them to steal this gift and harden your heart any longer. Come to Me and I will heal you and strengthen you to love again. Forgive those who treat you poorly, know that you are deeply loved, accepted, known and intently cared for by your God and all your Heavenly family who is aware of detail of your life and every little suffering, cheering you on to endure and to finish this race; this race of Love, because that is what matters in the end. Not how much you labored for Me, what you built for Me, what you acquired on this Earth, or even how many souls you won for Me My brides, but the litmus test will be – how much did you love? Did you learn to love? So do not despise these tests and sufferings, but see it as opportunities to grow more in love of your neighbor and love of Me. I bless you now with the ability to lay yourself down to be trampled on for the sake of love.”
And that was the end of Jesus’ beautiful message.
Oh Lord, help us..
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God bless you, until the next message.