Hello, Brothers, Sisters, and Heartdwellers family.
The Lord was serious when he mentioned — Temptations were coming to all of us. I have been fighting many temptations in this marriage, [and] so has Derrick, especially with temptations from old friends from the past that are reaching out.
Previously, since Jesus warned of temptations coming every day, I [had] been getting Bible Promises readings on Death, Enemies, Honesty, Fear, and Faith, over, and over again. I didn’t know exactly what they could mean, because Death is not good and I never got it before, besides four days in a row this week.
I brought it to Derrick’s attention and found there were a few things he wasn’t being honest with me about and [he] started having health issues because of these open doors. I made clear the seriousness of the “curse of death” and felt Holy Spirit said it was a “curse of death” upon his life, his destiny, and this marriage if he continues on — that he had to take integrity in all that he did very seriously now and cut off anyone or anything in this marriage that is outside the will of God. So, I have been having the intercessors pray.
I’ve also been struggling with wanting Derrick to really help with ministry. He is at home now, and I find myself often anxious, and frustrated, waiting on him and feeling alone when going out to do ministry. After receiving the Lord, I came before him.
Jesus what’s on your heart?
“Don’t fight against the tempest, My beloved, little one. Go with it — and that is resting in Me. Do not worry I will give you grace and courage and strength to weather this storm. You have nothing to worry about. Although many things will present itself — as if it was a problem, but it’s not. Pray, trust Me, and pray for Derrick unceasingly.
“He still has no idea the powers that are influencing his life and decisions — and [he is] taking My mercy for granted. This marriage is a big act of Mercy on My part. He realized it for a moment, but as temptations have come, he is veering off again. Your prayers will redirect his heart, his thoughts, and his decision.
“Just be patient — trust Me and My timing — you have nothing to worry about My beautiful Dove. Continue to move forward in all that I have called you to do — and inspired within you. Discuss these things with him. Every seed of inspiration given to you that manifests is a seed that will be planted in his heart. At the right time he will come forth, and alongside you to do what I have called you both to do. Please, no longer look back at him, but rather look at Me. Move forward and soon Derrick will follow.
“This “curse of death” is serious and very intentional — not just upon him, but upon a couple [of] others within the Heartdwellers family. The enemy has targeted the fathers. Pray for Father Ezekiel as well, daily. He is suffering much for the nations and for you too. You are his beloved children, whom he has birthed out of the bedside of his pain. He carries you both deeply in his heart. Do not let Me remind you to reach out, Beloved, but reach out often. Your words, your smile, and even your voice bring so much hope and encouragement to him.”
Yes, Lord thank you. I am sorry,
“I know you are weary in prayer, Beloved. I will give you the right words by My Spirit, to pray in this battle that is already won. You both will overcome and testify. Don’t focus so much on the struggle but stay in My peace and on My peace by relying on every word I have given you and casting down the many various imaginations and doubts you are being hit with. It’s the same as [when] you were in Sierra Leone; I was faithful to My promise, and I will be faithful again to My promise to you in this marriage, for even that is mine. The work I have called you both to is mine and you both are mine. Be strong and stand”
I then began to have more suggestions and doubts flood my mind and began to have great anxiety.
I heard Jesus say,
“Come back to Me, Beloved, come back to me — be anxious for nothing but with prayers and supplication come, and cast your burden.”
“My beloved Brides, when it’s hard…”
At this point guys, my mind went blank, and it was hard for me to hear him — maybe unbelief, doubt — I was struggling that morning.
Then Holy Spirit helped me remember a Rhema from the Midnight Watchmen group [that] one of the intercessors received that was so on point, [just earlier that morning], as I mentioned that everyone was suffering great temptations right now and we needed to pray for more courage. She then pulled Rhemas from a book. The first Rhema title was “Courage”, and the second Rhema page title was “All is well”. I knew it was confirmation from the Lord. So, upon trying to finish this message, Holy Spirit reminded me to use the Rhemas we received to finish the message.
So here, Jesus begins to His brides,
“My Beloved Brides, when it’s hard —
Remember My words to My disciples, “This kind goeth not out but by prayer and fasting.” Can you tread the way I trod? Can you drink of My cup? “All is well.” Say always, “All is well.”
Long though the way may seem, there is not one inch too much. I, your Lord, am not only with you on the journey, I planned, and am planning, the journey.
There are Joys unspeakable in the way you go. Courage, Courage. Courage
“All is well.
I am here. Fear not. Can you really trust Me? I am a God of Power, as well as a Man of Love, so human yet so Divine.
Just trust. I cannot, and I will not, fail you. All is well. Courage. Many are praying for you…”
And that was the end of Jesus’ message.
Thank you, family, for your patience, encouragement, and dedication. I so appreciate your prayers and I am in desperate need of them — all the entire Heartdwellers family needs your prayers, especially the fathers. Keep them in your prayers. Please pray for Derrick and our precious Father Ezekiel as well. God bless you until the next message!