From Luxury and Lost Faith to Seclusion and Salvation!!

Dear family,

My name is Robby Sandaji Buluku.  I am turning 53 this December. I recently joined this wonderful family and, by the grace of the Lord, was admitted into the intercessory team and also as a translator of Heartdwellers Ghana messages to SWAHILI, a language spoken in nine countries in the East African Region. I come from Kenya, the same country our dear Sister Magdalene Musyoki comes from.

I am speaking to you today because I want to testify that truly our Lord Jesus Christ works in mysterious ways.  This testimony has been borne out of LETTERS TO DERRICK, from the Lord.

I was born to parents who were business owners and ministers of the Church. My parents are with the Lord. Dad died when I was nine, my mother left to be with the Lord in 2015.

In my teenage [years] a born-again classmate in High School was used by the Lord to lead me to salvation. I was baptized in a Baptist Church he attended, run by American missionaries. I thank the Lord for them, for they helped lay a strong foundation for my faith in the word. Early in my twenties, the missionaries trained me to teach Sunday school.

At the age of 22, I had two options — to either join college or seek employment.  I opted to go and live with my elder sister in the port city of Mombasa where [her] husband worked as a customs officer. He managed to secure my employment aboard a cruise ship, and I chose to travel to the world instead of joining college, to the disappointment of my mother. Fast forward — I met my first wife onboard the cruise ship. She, too, was Kenyan, working as a translator onboard. After [a] few years we got married — though [I] had to convert to be a Jehovah’s Witness. At that time I was working as an administrative assistant. Both of us were committed members of the Jehovah’s Witness organization. She was brought up as one.

At age 28 I quit employment and joined a friend in business. He had a shipping license. By the time I was 30 I established [an] international smuggling cartel with some Europeans. We had networks in America, Asia, Europe, and Africa. The port city of Mombasa was the transshipment zone for the cartel. We made tons of money. Within a short time, I invested my profits in my country. The success came at a high price because I lost my faith. I was too young to have that kind of money. [I] was making an average of USD 1 million a year. I went completely astray. But something strange happened, [an] unknown spirit manifested in me. I became very immoral. Up to that time I had never lived in immorality. I am ashamed of the life I lived. I stopped attending church, I traveled a lot,  neglecting [my] wife & kids emotionally, clubbing every night — I became not someone else but somethingelse. Now, I know I became possessed [by] every kind of evil spirit. My family, siblings, relatives, and even friends were guaranteed a good life — but at a high price for me.

In September 2001  everything started crumbling and within six months I had lost everything — without understanding the cause. At that time in Kenya, I had a beach bar & restaurant, an advertising agency, [a] small transport company, and an import & export company.

My European partners disappeared with my share of profits — to date amounting to about 2 million euros.

One of my employees whose sister was a girlfriend, attended a church service one Sunday morning and during the Holy Spirit ministration he was told, “Your boss is going to lose everything”. This was a word of knowledge given without [his] seeking it. When I was told, I ignored [it]. But after several financial crises, I went to the church. It was a small, little church and very poor. In fact, I told my girlfriend, whom later I married, that, “I hope it’s not a witch doctor”. Anyway, even though I had no experience with a church operating in gifts of the Holy Spirit when they ministered to me, my spirit had peace. For several weeks I continued praying with them. In fact [I] secretly started attending church services without my wife knowing because being a Jehovah’s Witness, it’s not allowed. Shameful to me, in every service the Holy Spirit rebuked me openly about my sexual immorality.  HEARTDWELLERS,  I dare not tell you how many women I kept as concubines!!!! Lord have mercy on me. During this time, the Lord started dealing with my wayward ways. One day I checked into a hotel with a lady.  After taking a shower I heard a voice loud as a trumpet.  “BULUKU, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?” and “I HAVE FORGIVEN YOU AND CLEANSED YOU” I drove out of the hotel.

In April 2002 I  traveled to Europe to pursue my funds but all in vain. I returned to Kenya, straight from the airport to the church. The ministry at the church is led by a prophetess and she was told by the Lord,  I must leave everything and go into seclusion until further notice, and cut contact with everyone, including family. After three years, my mother and sister were allowed, by the Lord, to visit me in my now very humble abode. For seven years I was in seclusion. At that time I did not understand why the Lord ordered me to go into seclusion.  Now,  with hindsight, I know the Lord had imprisoned me to deal with my soul. In 2015, the lord revealed to me the real reason he took me into seclusion. That’s for another day…

 It [was]  while in seclusion that the  Lord manifested himself to me and started teaching & training me His true ways and shedding off my old self. Just like Father Derrick, I did not have the Full truth about the Bible and especially about the Lord Jesus Christ and his true faith. I don’t regret those years. I lost all — but I gained Christ.

 Anyway, after seven years, I returned home. After some time, my wife and I separated, and she sought [a] divorce. Even though I now was living “in the Lord”,  I married twice and failed.  Now guys, remember the Lord telling Father Derrick that his projects have failed because of his living in sin. Family, I wasted 10 years after coming out of seclusion, experiencing failure in marriages, business, and even in ministry and I never understood why until I read the LETTER WRITTEN TO DERRICK BY THE LORD THROUGH MOTHER CLAIRE. 

In the past 10 years, I started four businesses and they collapsed. When I was in exile the Lord told me to leave three things (1) My secular education and knowledge. He told me he does not need them to fulfill His purposes in me. (2) He wants me not to desire [a] luxurious lifestyle but to leave a simple life. (3)  He told me he has purposed me to live in heaven and in heaven, there is no sex so I must stop my love for women. If I do this he will bless me.

I will share another strange message He gave me. He told me, that since the time of
King Solomon, He has never truly blessed a man. He is looking for a man to bless who will use the wealth for His kingdom and not luxury. True, I have not been a womanizer since I returned from seclusion. That spirit still possessed me but was lying dormant. I was not yet delivered, it could explode anytime in the right circumstances. Whenever I would go to other servants of the Lord I would be told I have a spirit of immortality even though physically, I was not living in immorality anymore. Strangely I have helped people start businesses and they [have] prospered. But if I try I fail. My last attempt was in 2016 and within six months the dealership was shut down. This pattern was disturbing, and I became desperate. But the life of Father Derrick has given me all the answers. 

I have been in ministry since 2013 and that’s what suppressed the spirit of immorality but still I fell. One day, out of desperation, I took an indefinite fast pleading with the Lord to deliver me. I told him I won’t eat until am delivered. No one knew about this. But strangely, on my second day of the fast a dear sister was told by the Lord to come and tell me my fast is not acceptable to Him I must stop. I was shocked. I was seeking His help the wrong way. He allowed it to be a “thorn in my flesh”.

In 2019, the Lord asked me to leave [the] ministry and return to my hometown. During this period after I left some of the ministers started accusing me falsely, condemning me of all sorts of things. It [was] this betrayal that brought me to my knees. For months I battled on my knees with torments from demons but eventually, the Lord delivered me. And since then I have focused on living in His will. Even though financially I have not recovered, I now serve my lord with a clean conscience.

Living in whatever kind of disobedience shuts the doors of blessing and only shame and disappointment come. I thank Father Derrick and Mother Mary [Elisha] for sharing the life of Derrick from [the] Lord’s perspective.  Mother Mary [Elisha]encouraged me to share my story. By the way, as I was listening to the letter I was seeing [a] younger version of me in Father Derrick  The Letter was to all of us.  The young guys in our Heartdwellers family don’t compromise with sin. You’re just destroying your destiny and obstructing the purposes of God being fulfilled in your life… Ask the Lord to reveal to you the “sleeping cells of evil spirits” lying dormant in you. The Lord sees it and knows that in [the] right circumstances it can be activated. They need to be dealt with.

Like father Derrick I have broken the hearts of many ladies. Not good. May the merciful Lord forgive me and bring healing to their hearts and bless them with the perfect spouses from the Lord. 

I thank the Lord for his Epistle to  Father Derrick. That epistle has many gems in it. Read it regularly and allow the Lord to speak to you.

Now I know why I have not seen [the] fulfillment of God’s Promises.  This has brought me peace. 

GOD CAN NOT WORK IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU’RE LIVING IN DISOBEDIENCE OR NOT DOING HIS GOOD & PERFECT WILL FOR YOU.  Now I am focused on living in the will of the Lord. I am now married to a lady I was told to marry over 10 years ago but kept on resisting. But she was told to wait [as] it was pride bothering me.

We all can share in the VICTORY of Mother Mary [Elisha] and Father Derrick.  Father Derrick  was told that other lives will be saved if he makes [the] right choices. Can you imagine? If Mother Claire, Father Ezekiel, and Mother Mary [Elisha] lived in disobedience,  Heartdwellers would not exist. We would be out there with “wolves in sheep’s clothing”,  being made to drink water from “polluted fountains”. It’s Mother Claire’s message on re-marriage and divorce that helped me make decisions about my destiny. Every act of obedience and disobedience has huge temporal and eternal consequences for our souls and thousands [of] others.

With love,
Your brother, Robby

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My Name Is Mary Elisha I started this blog 6 years ago on my journey walking with Jesus and never knew all that he had in store for me. It has been a journey of tears, trust and confidence in him. Knowing that He is my loving spouse and he wouldn't lead me astray however he has given many suprises along the way! lol Upon fully surrendering my life to Jesus, he has completely turn my world right side up. Filled me with his spirit and showed himself in supernatural ways. He has completely left me in awe leaving me with the thought.....(as most Holy Spirit filled followers of Christ also say) why didn't I surrender 15 years ago! lol. When I started this blog I was a 30 years old zealous for the Lord and desiring to make his love known because it tranformed my life. However, I didn't know the way and the road in which he would take me. It is the way of the cross, the way of holiness and the way of love. Living a life seperated from the world and compltely concecrated to him. I no longer belong to myself, but to him as he has led me to a life of hiddeness and deep intimacy I didn't know was so avalialble for all who would make their lives, their hearts his home. He has given me a new name, a renewed purpose and a heavenly family who is so very present and so real to me. Saints who cheer me on, give me council and pray for me everyday to ensure I do the Lords will and the greatest gift of all He has led me to his Mother! Who has always been My Mother just never knew it. I love Mother Mary, she is my heart, my friend and confidant and continues to prepare me to a worthy bride to her son, Jesus. It is she, who has handpicked me for this mission and to run the community "City of God: Sacred Heart Refuge" in Ghana, West Africa. This is her mission and her ministry as a gift to Jesus and I just get to be her handmaiden. Heartdwellers Ghana is an extention of Heartdwellers ministry by Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel from Still Small Voice Channel. Jesus has taught us about divine intimacy with him. As we dwell in his heart, He and the Father come to make their home within us. (John Where Jesus is all of heaven is as well because the kingom of God is within. So here may you come to get fresh manna from Jesus and any ther saints who may want to give us council, encouragment and exhortation that we may finish this race of faith and run to win the prize. To be a bride spotless, blameless adorened with purity, carying the fire of charity and zeal for our fathers glory. That we maybe ready for him when He comes back for us. Our Lord, Jesus Christ is amazing the intimate you become with him the more in awe he leaves you. I hope this blog draws you nearer to our Lord and you began to open the ears and the eyes of your heart to all that he has to say to you and show you. All of these messages are from Jesus with you. May you be blessed by his words of life. God bless you!

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