Hello, Brothers and Sisters and Heartdwellers family.
Thank you for coming alongside this journey with me, and thank you so much for your prayers for Derrick. They are moving mountains!
Derrick let me know that he had another Visa interview for a country in Europe that was set up for him. He completely forgot about this and wanted me to discern if it was in the Lord’s will to move forward with this interview because they may keep his passport for a week or so and he didn’t want to miss the trip to Sierra Leone.
He usually is very reticent [about] hearing my messages from the Lord, or getting Rhemas because he truly desires to hear from God on his own and feels that causes him to be backed in a corner anytime I say, “Well the Lord said…” So, I have been quiet and keeping many things to myself. However, I was very surprised that on this day he texted me asking, “What did the Lord say today?” I thought to myself, “Am I dreaming?” lol. “Is he serious about this?” So, I asked him did he really want to know and he said, yes.
I was delighted!
I was still in prayer and had not sat with the Lord to receive a message just yet and was interested in what the Lord had to share with me today so I could tell him.
After prayer, I came before the Lord saying;
Good morning, Lord! I’m sorry, I am so tired, so exhausted, not sure why?
Guys, for the past three days I could not keep my eyes open in the evening to work on any ministry. It was really bad. After the second day, I began to wonder if this was warfare instead because I had never felt this way. The Lord always gives me the grace to stay up and get things done. Plus, I was feeling exhaustion I couldn’t explain.
“It’s an assignment, Beloved. Cover yourself now more and more with My blood when you wake, and especially when you come into prayer and you began working on projects. I do want you to use your time wisely, Beloved, and get as much done as you can before you leave. As My Mother said, you are coming into a new season of busyness, a different type of busyness, and you will have to be much more conscience of how you use your time and much more diligent and intentional with tasks given to you to do so it doesn’t slip between the cracks.”
Yes, Lord. Thank you so much for your goodness and faithfulness.
“Do not worry, Beloved. Again [sighed], I am working a miracle before your eyes. I hope you can see that now. Do not be detoured by the things he shares with you or even what he says. He is trying to make sense of his thoughts and feelings right now. It is overwhelming for him, and your prayers are helping him sift through the enemies’ lies as more and more veils will be removed. The last veil will be the state of his soul and the dark forces that have influenced his life. How unravelled he will become; with profound humility he will fall to his knees begging Me for My mercy and thanking Me for My patience and love. Do not worry, it is so exciting to see all of this unfold, Beloved!”
You’re excited, Lord?
“Of course, I am Beloved! Every fulfillment of promises I give brings Me much joy and excitement to My heart. I am the Word made flesh and so when I speak a word, I know it is done! But to see the process of it being done from My vantage point is quite amazing! I relish in the goodness of My Father and His wisdom, even bring Me to awe. That is why it was written on the 7th day God rested and looked at all He created and said, ‘that it was good!’ (Genesis 2:2-3).
We take pleasure in Our work of creating something out of nothing and making all things beautiful. And wow! This is going to be good, it is good, and will continue to be good.”
Wow, that is amazing, Lord! You are something else.
What is on your heart, Lord, what would you like to talk about?
“I want to give a word to your beloved and My beloved son. He is waiting to hear what I have to say, is he not?”
Yes, Lord. He asked this morning and I am very surprised.
“And I am delighted! More will be given to him and soon he will begin to hear from Me more clearly and readily.”
“My beloved son, I don’t fault you at all for your weakness and your struggles. I am so in love with you. I want you to know I am for you, with you, and constantly all around you. I dwell and live within you, My child. And I am doing something that I have never done before with you that cannot be done with anyone else.
Thank you for responding this time around. It’s Me that continues to bring you the nudges of convictions. Things you have done for so long that never touched your conscience, but now it is being pricked in various places. I am giving you My heart more and more until you are totally Mine. Until you are consumed with My Spirit and I possess you entirely. I know many things weigh upon your heart heavily but trust Me! I bring the same seed to the sower and rain for the harvest and I am doing that now. Your financial woes will soon be a thing of the past because abundance and overflow are coming to you like never before, because of your ‘yes’ to My will, I can do that. I know now any provision given to you will be used for others in need and those I bring to you, and because of that, I can trust you with much.
I know you’re also dealing with various thoughts and scenarios in your mind concerning the future and what direction to go in, but the only future you will have My son, is in Me and in Me alone. Nothing else will do, and you have seen for yourself, [that] these past years have shown you that. All else is fleeting and only last but a moment. These temporal satisfactions and pleasures will not sustain you, beloved one, because you were not created for the temporary, you were created for the eternal.
I put that in you before you were born, to long, to desire, to want something more, something supernatural [that] no women, work, amount of money can touch. You are called to heavenly places, My child. That is where you sit with Me.
For the longest time, you have been My prodigal, eating and drinking from the pig pens of life, completely unsatisfied because you were called to drink from the pristine waters of Heaven.
You have clothed yourself with doubt, shame, and struggles of mistrust and unbelief when I have clothed you with My righteousness, My love, and My hope. You have put on the shoes of rebellion, confusion, and distraction that have led you into many broad roads of the world’s fleeting pleasures and temporal goods, into places and people, I never called you to be with or even befriend. But now I will begin to order your steps righteously, giving you authority, that wherever your feet may tread, darkness will shriek because they will no longer see you but Me instead.
I am giving you My signet ring of authority, for the one you wore was of manipulation and cowardice. No. You will be like that of a lion, of [a] man of courage, of valour, strong noble character, and demeanour you always have been because that is who you truly are. When you speak, My son, people will listen. When you speak to Me, into any situation, over people and things – I will do what you say because not one word from your mouth will return void.
Be expectant for what I will do, My beloved son, in Sierra Leone! It will be a turning point for you. So good will My goodness be that it will overshadow all your insecurities, pain from the past, and fears that have dictated your decision. I am coming to multiply My grace! That which has been implanted in you long ago. It is time for this seed to germinate and bloom, breaking through hard ground that has now been softened by My love through this vessel and leading you into the divine destiny that I have prepared for you before the foundation of the earth!
Fear nothing! Hold fast to what you know and surrender to all I am doing now. Much help is on the way for you, even as I speak these words. My light has come and it will arise and shine upon you for all to see. Your prayer life will increase and a sweet consolation will I give you, to know Me and experience My love like you have never experienced before. I am giving you grace even now to respond to this message and take these words to heart.
These are My words to you, and I will help you let go of all that displeases Me and all who are around who are meant to do you harm. This is not the intention of each young lady, but I know the beginning to the end, beloved son, and just as Delilah was sent to Samson to be his downfall, so have many been sent to be your downfall. You know better, My beloved son. Do not fall for it again and do not trust your feelings, for a man’s heart is desperately wicked. Who can perceive it? (Jeremiah 17:9)
I can, beloved one. Rather seek Me out to make the way clear for you. I will begin to reveal things to you in dreams and visions. Please, do not discount this gift for this is one of the ways I have purposed to talk to you. For you will know Me and fully know, just as you have been fully known. (1 Corinthians 13:12).
There are many landmines for you to step on these next few weeks leading up to this trip. I am speaking to you now because to be forewarned is to be forearmed, so that you may guard yourself, and mind from the various temptations that will come. I will give you strength to overcome and even in your failures I have made provision for that.
But I no longer want you to take some of the friendship you have for face value, My beloved one. Many, if not all, will be your demise. Truly it will. If you go in any other direction from what I will show you, you will end your days languishing in sorrow, confusion, broken heartiness, frustration, unsatisfaction, stifled, hindered, and poor in every sense of the word. Poor in virtue, poor in love, lonely, and hard. A sad case you will become from the glory that I have destined for you.
When these temptations come, it would be good for you to call upon Me. Sincerely praying with this Little One helps, but most importantly making a valiant effort to recognize the source and rebuking it immediately. Exercise and some leisure activity will also be helpful so that your mind is not idle because the vibrations can be overpowering. I know because I was tempted in the same way, but did not sin. (Hebrew 4:15).
Soon enough these sensual feelings and desires will be quelled and tempered until you get married. Where there will be no shame and freely you can give yourself to your wife under My protection and boundaries, which will be a sweet time of union where the two will become one, and in your union, become one with Me as well. Savour these words, My beloved son, for this all will unfold shortly and you will come back to marvel at the accuracy of what I am telling you. The gates of Heaven are about to open upon you, for you are My beloved child in whom I take delight in.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.
I read the message to him. I was a little nervous and he was profoundly grateful and really took in this message. I thought to myself, “Wow, Lord. He is really changing! Thank you, Jesus.”
Thank you, guys, for your continuous prayers for us and for allowing me to be open, vulnerable, and candid with my failures and his because I know the Lord will get all the glory when this is all said and done and give many great hope and encouragement in their situations and in the promises of God. That truly nothing is impossible for Him.
God bless you, Family, until the next message!