Wage War with Your Doubts, Fears and Insecurities

A man holds up a Bible to dark shadows

Hello Brother, Sisters, and Heartdwellers family.

This morning I woke up feeling so low and sick at heart my mind was under attack with so many fears and my heart full of discouragement and insecurity.

There was a situation that arose in Zambia that really began to burden me. I could feel the pain keenly of Pastor Chama’s struggles and all that he was going through as I was trying to work it out myself. Then as I spoke to Derrick, he tried to encourage me but made a few innocent comments that pierced my heart deeply causing me to feel so insecure. He had no idea the enemy had already hit me earlier with some thoughts of insecurity, so this added to everything, and I began to realize that I really needed healing in my heart from this. I had never felt so insecure in any relationship. Although we’re not together I began contemplating the fears of marriage all over again and everything else the Lord was asking me to do. I was feeling overwhelmed and discouraged about many things. Then I pulled a Rhema,

“Even if war breaks out against me I will be confident in what the Lord is doing”.

I truly felt under attack and my heart was in pain. I sat in silence for a long while, getting readings from holy books to receive some food for my soul, and perspective. I had missed my prayers in praying the Rosary for a couple of days and knew I needed to run to Mama. So I prayed it and laid all my intentions, feelings, sorrows, and burdens before her. Then I went into worship. Holy Spirit picked a song that was the sound of the ocean waves beating against the shore. I closed my eyes as I saw myself sitting on the beach very close to the water. The waves would rush on my feet and come all around me. I sat there in serenity as I noticed Jesus come and sit beside me in the water — but as soon as He sat down, it was no longer Jesus but Blessed Mother, as I remembered they told me once, their hearts are one and the same. I heard Jesus whisper in my heart, “You need your mother today.”

She smiled at me and then just held me close to her heart. I held her so tightly and again tucked my head underneath her chin as the waves rushed upon our feet, and all around us, then would retreat back — and again would rush on us, then retreat back. She held me in silence, but her love was enough as I began to feel a strengthening. She kissed my forehead saying, “All will be well,” and held me tightly again. She began singing a song over me but in Arabic. Her voice was so beautiful and soothing. Then I heard a low airplane flying above us. As I looked up it had a banner flying behind it, white with red letters that said, “You’re beautiful” — I smiled. Then as it went it quickly turned around to come back with a banner now that said, “I love you.” I could see it was Jesus in the cockpit. I began laughing as he waved. Blessed Mother giggled and smiled — then the airplane went and came back again with another banner now that said, “I love everything about you.” Then it went away and came back with a new banner that said, “You are just perfect.” Then again it went and came back with another banner that said, “You’re a miracle.” Then the last banner said, “I am working a miracle in you.”

All I could do was smile as I continued to be held by Blessed Mother as the airplane finally flew away. Then I suddenly saw Jesus come to the right side of us. He smiled then He put his arms around me, and Blessed Mother. I was now tucked in between both of them — the two sacred hearts— as I felt my heart aflame and being healed by Their Love.

Jesus then pulled away and handed me the most beautiful red rose, with dew drops on it, as I smiled coyly, thinking [of] how loving he is as He said, “For you.” Blessed Mother smiled, and then He told me to come with Him as He pulled me now to my feet and we began to walk — and I came out of the vision.

Jesus, what is on your heart?

Blessed Mother began speaking instead,

“My beloved, I am here — peace, peace, peace. Rest your weary head upon my heart, My beloved daughter. There you will always receive strength, understanding, and the graces that you need. You continue to be assailed with many doubts, fears, and insecurities. A war has broken all around you to cause you to look at the waves in the storm that is consuming your heart rather than at Jesus. You are so weak and little and need much strength from your union with Him which will give you a greater resolve and determination to stand when many times, you feel like falling. Do not worry, Beloved, your heart will be healed of these things, and you will be made whole.

Many of the brides of Christ are being assailed in this way. There are demons of insecurity, fear, and doubt that have been released on the body of Christ. We told you this would be a season of favor, and many are moving into new seasons, territory, and gifts of great favor. The enemy of your souls wants to steal these things before you even start — or stop you dead in your tracks to bring confusion and a turning back to what you feel is more comfortable and safe. Do not allow him to steal this new ground we are giving all of you, My brides. Do not allow him to. When war rages around you, My beloved brides and you are unsure of the direction, or uncertain of the climb stop, praise your beloved spouse — find your peace in what you know He has told you to do, and stand upon that word waiting until He brings clarity and courage. But do not ever retreat.

You are His warrior brides, and you must wage war with your insecurities once and for all. Insecure means to be secure in yourself, that is the true meaning. As you look at yourself as a weak, feeble, fickle, and incapable creature, of course, you will find no confidence there. But when you look at your beloved spouse, your God, who is strong, who is faithful, who is kind and compassionate to heal and bring deliverance, who is merciful to strengthen you, equip you and give you a love that will so utterly transform you — because the way He loves you is quite different from how you see yourself and how even others see you. His words must be the definition for your identity, for your security, and for your confidence to do all that he is asking of you. You felt prompted to pray for these things in yesterday’s meeting, but you didn’t speak up.”

As an aside, she is talking about our Sunday service. A brother pulled a Rhema card, and everyone began to say they struggled with negative confessions. We prayed for him, but I was thinking we should’ve prayed for everyone as well.

Our Mother of Mercy continued,

“It wasn’t only your brother who is dealing with these demons, but all of you in the community, one way or the other, are waging war with doubts, fears, and insecurities. Although some cover it up with a smile, there are hidden things deeply rooted in each of you and the Lord wants all of you free — all of His brides are free from the pain of the past, words spoken over them by others, the uncertainty of the present, and fear of the future.

So say this prayer,

‘Lord, I give you my fears I give you my doubts and I give you my insecurities. I am confident that I am who you say that I am and with your help and strength I am capable of doing all things. Heal me of words and negative profession that I have spoken over myself, and others have spoken over me to cause chains around my feet, my mind, and my heart from doing all that you have called and created me to do. I believe you, Lord, I trust you Lord and I receive your love to heal me from the mire of my past, the mire of the present, and my anxieties of the future. I say yes I can do it because you can through me.’

Receive His joy today, beloved ones. Let the joy of the Lord be your strength. How is that done? When a soul meditates on His goodness, meditates on His love, mediates on the gift of His grace, His mercy, and the hope of eternal life that awaits you it fills your heart with joy —that He is good and works all things out for your good and that He is with you and for you. My beloved brides, I am singing songs of deliverance over each of you. Arise from your bed of insecurity and fear, as I securely place you into My Immaculate heart tucked deeply with great assurance of Jesus’ love and tender care.”

That was the end of Our Mother of Mercy’s message.

God bless you, family, until the next message.

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My Name Is Mary Elisha I started this blog 6 years ago on my journey walking with Jesus and never knew all that he had in store for me. It has been a journey of tears, trust and confidence in him. Knowing that He is my loving spouse and he wouldn't lead me astray however he has given many suprises along the way! lol Upon fully surrendering my life to Jesus, he has completely turn my world right side up. Filled me with his spirit and showed himself in supernatural ways. He has completely left me in awe leaving me with the thought.....(as most Holy Spirit filled followers of Christ also say) why didn't I surrender 15 years ago! lol. When I started this blog I was a 30 years old zealous for the Lord and desiring to make his love known because it tranformed my life. However, I didn't know the way and the road in which he would take me. It is the way of the cross, the way of holiness and the way of love. Living a life seperated from the world and compltely concecrated to him. I no longer belong to myself, but to him as he has led me to a life of hiddeness and deep intimacy I didn't know was so avalialble for all who would make their lives, their hearts his home. He has given me a new name, a renewed purpose and a heavenly family who is so very present and so real to me. Saints who cheer me on, give me council and pray for me everyday to ensure I do the Lords will and the greatest gift of all He has led me to his Mother! Who has always been My Mother just never knew it. I love Mother Mary, she is my heart, my friend and confidant and continues to prepare me to a worthy bride to her son, Jesus. It is she, who has handpicked me for this mission and to run the community "City of God: Sacred Heart Refuge" in Ghana, West Africa. This is her mission and her ministry as a gift to Jesus and I just get to be her handmaiden. Heartdwellers Ghana is an extention of Heartdwellers ministry by Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel from Still Small Voice Channel. Jesus has taught us about divine intimacy with him. As we dwell in his heart, He and the Father come to make their home within us. (John Where Jesus is all of heaven is as well because the kingom of God is within. So here may you come to get fresh manna from Jesus and any ther saints who may want to give us council, encouragment and exhortation that we may finish this race of faith and run to win the prize. To be a bride spotless, blameless adorened with purity, carying the fire of charity and zeal for our fathers glory. That we maybe ready for him when He comes back for us. Our Lord, Jesus Christ is amazing the intimate you become with him the more in awe he leaves you. I hope this blog draws you nearer to our Lord and you began to open the ears and the eyes of your heart to all that he has to say to you and show you. All of these messages are from Jesus with love...to you. May you be blessed by his words of life. God bless you!

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