Hello Brothers, Sisters, and Heartdwellers family. May the Lord give us all, the grace to throw our nets into the deep.
Since the Lord gave me instructions on a couple of things I was trying my best to get tasks done while juggling my responsibilities in the community. I felt hard-pressed for time and hadn’t been able to get a message from Him. However, I had so many questions about details I needed to know from Him. My discernment seemed to be off from those I had trusted to be my second and third legs. I didn’t know what was going on which caused me to be insecure about the direction I was going. I was fearful of moving forward again. Then during prayer, He played a song called “Launching Out” by Julie True, and I felt He was telling me, “Trust me, move”.
So after prayer, I came before Him saying;
Good morning, Lord.
I think you have been wanting to speak to me for a long time. So I have shied away in my unbelief, insecurity, and doubt. Please forgive me, I know it hurts you dearly, but these feelings were overwhelming. Help me to really let go and trust you and not be afraid to fail or be hit with contradictions — but with great grace and determination do what I feel you have told me to do.
Thank you for giving me the courage to come to you this morning to receive peace and direction to my anxious soul
Lord, am I on the right track with you?
“Yes, My beloved one, ‘Oh ye of little faith’ [sigh]. You will overcome this in time as you begin to see the fruit of your labor unfold, Beloved. The reason I allowed confusing readings in the Bible Promises, was for you to come to Me. The Bible Promises is a great tool I have given you and shown all Heartdwellers to use for discernment. But it should never take the place of My voice, and that is what you have allowed. Don’t do this again, My little one. I long to talk with you. I too have things on My heart that I want to let my brides know about. I long to take you into the secret chambers and let you know of My concerns, My worries, sufferings, and the mysteries of heaven. There is so much I long to tell you for the sake of My brides, and because I love you.”
Wait — Jesus, you worry? I thought that was a sin.
“I am God — and yet fully human. I have My concerns, Beloved, on situations, on each soul. My worry looks more like a concern that I desire to share with you, so you can come in agreement, and pray with me. I know the beginning to the end — but although I know the ending of every situation and every soul, I too ponder concerning the direction all of you take — the trials you will have to go through, the walls you will continuously hit until you finally get it. I have feelings and it bothers me to see My children suffering tirelessly and needlessly when they don’t listen to Me or take My counsel. That hurts the most, but I know it’s necessary for your growth and to draw you to Myself in holiness. But who can I share these things with if My bride is not available to talk to — to have a listening ear to My concerns and issues of My heart — now do you understand?”
Yes, Lord, I am so sorry — please forgive me — I have missed you dearly. I feel as though I have been a Martha, feverishly working to get things in order, delegating responsibilities….
Jesus chimed in,
“…And building up my kingdom and Church. That is what you’re doing, Beloved and we’re doing this together. There are times when all this is necessary, and this is the season. You should know that I am leading you by how things are coming together, Beloved, do not fear I am with you. I am striking your tent pegs and increasing your territory just as I said I would, Beloved rejoice, be determined and steadfast rather than cowering in fear.”
Oh my beloved Jesus, please give me the grace.
“It is being given to you as we speak.”
And thank you, Lord, for the overturning of Roe vs Wade. Jesus, you are amazingly faithful. How do you put up with me, so easily given over to doubt and discouragement? This really stirred in me great hope and faith for things that you promised that might be ahead. You are faithful!
“Say it again, Beloved, I am very faithful, and although there are some very troubling things on the horizon you can trust in My promise to you and all of Heartdwellers I will do what I have promised as you continue to pray, repent for your own sins and those of your nation. I will come and heal your land — with it bring more time, more grace, and more mercy for My brides, for the church, and for the world. Continue to pray and do not be moved by what you see any longer but trust in Me — keep your eyes fixed on Me. I am in control.
I now want to talk with My brides — those who are also being hit with unbelief, doubt insecurity, and fear. This is an assignment on the body to cause many of you to cower in the shadows of your own inability, uncertainty, and fear of being deceived or failing. My brides, how will you know it’s Me unless you take a risk. It is time for many of you to launch out. You have been hiding your light under a bushel for far too long, content to be hidden not because of your humility but because of your insecurities and doubt.
My brides, I need you to work with Me, it is time for us to birth our children together. You have responded to My call to come alongside Me in intimacy — walked with Me, suffered with Me — and now I want you to see My glory and the fruit of your labor in the children that you will raise up to know Me, follow Me and love Me. Do not fear any longer — it is I, speaking to you to press forward with every inspiration I have given. This group is likened to a horse who is not stout, or intriguing to look at in the eyes of men. Your coat is short and not as shiny as the others. You have knees that seem to be too large for your body and they tend to wobble when the climb gets steep.
Other horses may pass you by with condescending demeanors, and even mocking at times because they seem farther along than you, running faster and doing more, running wild and free — but it is the turtle that wins the race, not the hare. What they don’t see is that I have taken the reigns and I am leading you step-by-step up this steep climb. Although you buckle and shake you keep going, you keep climbing — although you stop from time to time, you cannot fall too far because I am holding you, I am leading you and guiding you into a unique path. You are being trained and equipped to be a horse with great courage, discipline and, more importantly, led by the shepherd.
As the other horses run wild they will soon come to see you at the top, with such stamina, such strength, and having great trust in My leading their reigns. Where I go you will go, where I lead you, you will follow, and where I halt, you will halt following My every lead. You see, My beloved brides, be not concerned with your lack of ability or weaknesses. All of these I care nothing about — rather, I desire to strengthen you with My grace and give you My ability and strengthen you with My anointing. Please, I am counting on you —it’s time to launch out and be very diligent with all I have given you to do. Stretch out our tent pegs and walk into the new territory I am giving you and get busy about My business and building up My Kingdom which will in turn prepare My brides. You don’t worry about the results — one step at a time in obedience and love for me will do. I break off the yoke of insecurity, unbelief, fear, and doubt that have so many of you bound and I give you grace for great courage and diligence today to be faithful to me and the gifts that have been given. Launch your nets out into the deep and let’s catch men.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.