I Want to Speak to You

Good morning, Jesus. What’s on your heart?

Jesus began,

“In the silence of the heart, I speak. Thank you for coming before Me, little one. There is always much to tell you. For starters, I will begin by saying how much I love you. I love you, My beloved, oh how I do. I know this trial has not been easy, but the faster you abandon yourself and submit to Me in all things the more at peace you will be.

“You see, I Am good — and I work all things out for your good. Many times you cannot see what is ahead or even what I have planned. But all these various trials and tests, beloved, are, indeed, to prepare you for what is ahead — the destiny that I have for you. And as Mother Clare said, you will be transformed into My meek little one. Yes, holding and containing much of the presence and glory of God, but exteriorly and interiorly very meek and humble. All of these crosses and sufferings I use to transform you into that… I would like you to eat now, you are a bit weak.”

Well, the Lord was addressing my sudden feeling of exhaustion and my hands beginning to shake. It was Friday and we usually fast until 5 pm. I thought I could fast — that once I got back on the mountain I would have no effects of malaria. It was never a problem to fast before. But here, I was feeling like I was about to faint — trying to persevere in self-control. And Jesus knowing this, stopped me, and told me to eat. So I stopped and ate breakfast, then came back to him.

Lord, I thought [after] coming back on the mountain, You would completely restore me.

Jesus chimed in, “Like in an instant — or right away?”

Yes, I know you have the capability to…

Jesus continued, “Yes I do, beloved, but there is great virtue, great merit, and great growth in your character when I do not. You are growing more in compassion — more reliance on Me, and even on others, believe it or not. Sickness does so many wonderful things in a soul, but so many despise it. I can understand, but when I allow you to carry a cross of sickness it is working wonderfully to transform you and prepare you for Heaven. You learn to boast in your weakness because My strength is made perfect in you. You learn to slow down — which is very much needed on your part.”

Yes, Lord, I see that.

“You also see things differently. What you once used to bypass, hurriedly on to do your tasks, now you take your time. You are able to see the miracles all around you— in the sun, in the flowers — even in the bugs, and you take each day in as if it was your last breath — grateful for another day.

Yes, so true Lord. How grateful I am to be back on the mountain—to be out of the hospital bed—and just another day. Thank you for lifting my spirits and bringing me up out of discouragement. I feel my hope and inspiration for life being restored.

“That is the power of receiving, Me, My beloved one. And more importantly, coming to Me to hear My voice. Oh how I desire to lift up My brides daily, but so many don’t come. You fear hearing My voice, or you have come in agreement with the enemy’s lies that this gift is just for others and not for you — so you no longer try. Try, My beloved ones, try—and I promise I will speak. I have so much to tell each of you, so much. If you would but come and let me give you eternal words that will bring you peace, that will bring you joy, and much hope for the future despite your circumstances.

“My words are cadences I want to write upon your heart. To hear the words of eternal life will sustain you and carry you through the most difficult valley, the darkest pit, and the driest dessert. My beloved brides, you have had this gift stolen from you time and time again. Please don’t let Satan steal it again. I long to be with you, I long to talk with you and I long to counsel you, to bring you hope. Many of you have been beaten down and this gift has not been watered, and for some, even unwrapped. I am here to present this to you again — asking you to try again. Come to Me — I wait for you. For in the silence of your heart, there I will speak. I Am waiting, My brides.”

That was the end of Jesus’ message.

I shared this with my roommate and was a confirmation as she shared with me that the Lord was giving her readings about being still in his presence and silent to hear him speak to her. She usually does worship and is not used to being silent in Adoration or even pressing in to hear from him. So I encouraged her to do that, and can you believe she got her first message from Jesus?! Now she gets messages daily and will soon have a YouTube channel. I will be sharing a message she received on the channel and once she gets the channel up will share, with you guys, the link. The Lord is really growing Heartdwellers and many of us have been fed for too long. It’s now time to feed others.

There is another member of the community that I encouraged to begin journaling. I told her to make the Rhemas she gets every morning from Holy Books or cards, into a message and she began doing that. She has a journal full of messages — words of encouragement made out of her Rhemas. It sounds like Sarah Young’s book, “Jesus Calling”. She has now started her own channel called “Precious in His Sight”. It’s by Sister Deborah, Magdalene’s sister. Please follow her and subscribe to her channel. The messages are sweet daily words of encouragement from Jesus for your soul.

Then we have another sister, by the name of Monica who also started her channel recently called, “The Lord’s Diadem”. She shares her Rhemas and things the Lord puts on her heart. Please follow and subscribe to her channel as well. The links are below in the description.

So I encourage you, if you want to hear from Jesus, follow his instructions — be still before his presence get a journal, begin writing, then listen to his response. Just write down what you think he is saying, and no longer allow Satan to steal this gift from you with his lies.

God bless you, family, until the next message. I pray you all will begin hearing from Jesus and feeding others with his words.