Hello Brothers, Sisters, and Heartdwellers family. I received this message the day I arrived back (a day early) from Zambia — exhausted from 32 hours of total flight time because Mother Clare thought that my Zambia mission was a distraction from my main mission in Ghana and wanted me back home ASAP [as soon as possible]. I was flabbergasted by her sentiments at first but submitted in obedience wondering how could all that fruit be something bad. Blind eyes were open, the deaf could hear, so many were healed and touched.
So, just like Jesus mentioned, I would wait for him to make his will clear not only to me but to My covering. I didn’t have the symptoms of malaria yet, so I was focused on my preparations for our Life from Light event, which was just 6 days away, upon my arrival. I ask the Lord for the grace, strength, and diligence to put the event together.
Once I arrived on the mountain everyone wanted to hear about the trip, and it was made known to me that Mother Clare didn’t get a chance to see all the videos and pictures I sent her or hear about the amazing testimonies that happened there. So that is why she was apprehensive [about] this mission and now has much peace about it. Thank goodness.
I had such jet lag that evening. I arrived and went to bed pretty early then woke up bright-eyed and bushy-tailed at 6:40 am — only by the grace of God. However, I had a disturbing dream and wanted to just spend time with the Lord to regain my peace. So I left in the morning and headed to Mother’s tree in prayer and worship. The Lord was playing many songs about faith, breakthrough through and miracles coming.
It made me think of the event that was upcoming on Saturday, really believing the Lord would move in a powerful way. Then I began to think of Father Ezekiel and his healing. I was disappointed after receiving the message about his healing and doing that 9 Day Novena to St. Therese, that he had not been healed. But rather had been subjected to greater suffering it seemed like these past few weeks that I was gone.
Even upon my return, he didn’t seem right at all. But I had had a dream in Zambia where I had returned from my trip, and he was looking for me. I found him and he was in a green top with khaki pants and tennis shoes. He looked 10 years younger and was walking. I fell to my knees in awe and in tears that he was healed. Some of the members of the community were with me and we were all in tears. I woke up with my heart about to explode in joyful tears because it felt so real.
I had been contemplating and wondering if this could be. But honestly not wanting my hopes to get high lest I be disappointed again. Then during my travels, they played the news continually on the airport TV screens. Being in Zambia I didn’t have good internet, so I had no idea what was going on in the world. I realized that Russia and Ukraine conflict was escalating. I was so discouraged wondering again about the message the Lord gave us and what happened to mercy being shown, and was this going to be the end?
Lastly, Derrick and I had been talking more frequently now and he was more than ready to come to the mountain. The Lord allowed a difficult circumstance to really humble him and now he wanted to come. I had a dream before I left where he was telling a group of people our story and he mentioned a specific month that he had arrived on the mountain then nudged me gently in the dream and said to me, “There is a time frame for you”. Now you guys know I have put the Lord in many time frames that haven’t come to pass so I shied away from the dream until I felt nudged to ask the Lord if that was from him and the time frame he gave in the dream was true and I got “Holy Spirit”. I thought hmmm, really Lord? But still had much doubt.
So this morning before the Lord I was doubting many things, and just not wanting to believe really rather just allow things to happen as the Lord wills. And the Lord called me out on it not only with the songs but during my Lord’s Supper in all my readings.
The first reading addresses my doubt concerning the event and lingering insecurities wondering would the Lord move powerfully in signs and wonders like he did in Zambia. He hit me right between the eyes with the reading from
Acts 5:12-16, the title Signs and Wonders
Through the hands of the apostles, many signs and wonders occurred among the people. The people carried the sick into the streets and laid them on cots and mattresses so that when Peter passed by at least his shadow might fall on one or another of them. Crowds from the towns around Jerusalem would gather to bring their sick and those who were troubled by unclean spirits, and all of them were cured.
I thought wow Lord, Amen I receive that for Taos and Penasco!
Then the second reading was from Revelation 1, 9-11, 12-13, 17-19 (Paraphrasing)
When I caught sight of him I fell down at his feet as though dead, He touched me with his right hand and said, there is nothing to fear I am the first and the Last and the One who lives. Once I was dead but now I live forever and ever, I hold the keys of death and the nether world. Write down therefore whatever you see in visions what you see now and will see in time to come.
I felt that was a strong Rhema from the Lord to not doubt all that he has shown me and spoken to us concerning this nation and even the dreams I have had concerting Father Ezekiel healing and Derrick coming to the mountain and so many other promises.
Lastly, the third reading was a strong admonishment to not persist in my unbelief any longer! The gospel was from John 20, 19-31, but I’m paraphrasing again;
A week later, the disciples were once more in the room and this time Thomas was with them. Despite the locked doors Jesus came and stood before them. “Peace be with you, he said, then to Thomas: “Take your finger and examine my hands, Put your Hands into my side. Do not persist in your unbelief, but believe !”Thomas said in response, “My Lord and My God” Jesus then said to him; “You have become a believer because you saw me, Blest are they who have not seen and have believed”
I thought, okay Lord, uncle. I am so sorry for my unbelief. Just then I began to hear Jesus speaking and I began to pour out my contrite heart before Him.
Good morning, Lord I pray that you have been enthroned upon my praises. Thank you for a wonderful time in your presence, Lord. I love being with you and thank you for such a wonderful journey and trip. Thank you for showing up in the most powerful ways amidst my many weaknesses and faults and thank you for delivering me from shame and condemnation this morning and giving me your peace. I have doubted so many things and I ask you to please forgive me because I know that unbelief of a chosen soul hurts you more deeply. I believe Lord but please help my unbelief.
“I am here, Beloved one, to strengthen you and all my brides with My faith. This is not only a season of favor but a season of great faith that is being bestowed upon all My brides right now. Do not be dismayed by what you see, how you feel, or how things look. I am very faithful, so very faithful and many times I stretch your faith when I allow delays or even contradictions to the way you think things should go but I will do what I said.
“You can trust my words to you. Derrick will come to the mountain, Father Ezekiel will walk and be healed, and World War III will be forestalled and delayed for a time. All of these things I have shown you in dreams to further confirm My words to you. I heard your plea and cry that night I called you into prayer”
As an aside, he is talking about when Mother Elizabeth said the Lord called us into a day of intercession over the conflict and the Lord gave the message about praying for Mercy, so World War III is forestalled.
“Not only did I hear you, but your prayers will be answered. If I hear my people humble themselves, repent and cry out to Me for mercy will I not incline My ear?”
Just then a beautiful white and orange Butterfly fluttered by. What a confirmation
Thank you, Lord.
“You and My brides are most welcome. Many of you are being buffeted with so many doubts and insecurities about so many things and watching the news does not help. I see you some of my brides, you are still glued to watching alternative news outlets and listening to other teachers and prophetic voices on YouTube to hear the latest news and intel, but I want you to stop this moving forward beloved ones.
I desire to be your source of intel, your source of wisdom and instructions, please. Although you tell yourself innocently, ‘Oh, I will only read the headlines, watch a short reel just to know what to pray for.’ It displeases Me very much because you get caught hook line, and sinker. Please, in this season of great faith My spirit is pouring out, and how I desire to give all My brides many visions and dreams just as in the reading I gave you today from John.
He sought Me in prayer and the end of the world was revealed to Him. Seek Me in prayer and end times instructions, wisdom, and counsel will be revealed to you, for you to be a source of hope and equipping to many. This is the season and the generation where the mysteries given to John will be revealed with great understanding and great faith to those who seek Me and seek Me alone, beloved ones.
I have much to tell you, and much to show you, and please don’t discount it as if it’s your mind. I am leading you all. Once you make an act of your will to give me your heart and life I lead you as your good shepherd, even when it doesn’t make sense and even in uncertainty I am leading you. Every event no matter how insignificant in your life is fashioned and led by Me. So don’t worry.
Unbelief causes, doubt, doubt snuffs out your faith and causes you to lose all hope. When you lose hope you begin to make rash decisions with your reasoning, based on how you feel and how things look. My ways are so much higher, and many times will go completely against how things look and how you feel. So I need my brides to trust Me more have more confidence in Me and trust in MY faithfulness above all things, that even when you are not faithful, I am faithful for I cannot go against my nature.
My brides, you will see what you have been praying for. Wait with great faith and not worry, your miracle is on the way. For now, continue to praise Me and thank Me for all I have done and all I am doing. Begin to offer sacrifices of praise. Let your praise become prayer. I have heard your petitions, your intentions, and the cry of your heart. Now begin to thank Me every day in prayer for every promise, every word, and all that you have asked Me for according to my will and it will be done for you. I am your faithful God”
That was the end of Jesus’ beautiful message.
What encouragement. I pray it gives many of you, myself included, great faith to believe for the impossible and to trust God in the Words that He has spoken to us.
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