I found myself sitting before the Lord in adoration as I began to reminisce about his goodness in my life. I thought of all the times He had been there for me, not giving up on me, helping me through my shame and difficulty, delivering me from the enemy’s plans and attacks more times than I could count, protecting me when those around me sought betrayal. He mended my wounds of rejection when family and friends turned their backs on me, provided for me—over and exceedingly more than I could have ever asked for. It truly pays to work for Jesus. He has been a loving Father, held me, comforted me, and revealed himself to me healing the deep father wounds I didn’t know I had. And the way he has loved me, words cannot describe. The way he looks at me so intensely every time our eyes meet, piercing the depths of my soul, and making me feel like I am the only creature on all the earth who is worth his love. He never even blinks to look away. I have never been loved so well, so deeply, so faithfully, and so purely in all my life. His love has healed me, transformed me, made me whole in all my brokenness, and brought restoration where I thought there was no hope and all things looked dead.
My heart was full of profound gratitude thinking of these things and all we have gone through in these past six years of our union together as tears streamed down my face and sobs took over my silence. I kept thinking, how can anyone know you and not love you, Lord? If they only knew who you truly are—how you desire to talk with us so casually, communion with your creation daily—how vulnerable and tender you are, how approachable, and how intimately available you are to all who would seek you. If they only knew that they would be loved beyond anyone’s love they have ever known on earth—so unconditionally and selflessly. If they only knew… Then I heard him say very frankly, “So tell them”. I thought, Ah, of course, I will! Which has birthed this series you all will be hearing. At first, I wanted to share my experience with this inconceivable God who has made himself so familiar with me and has revealed himself, face to face. I have seen God, I have known God, and still getting to know him more as he has made his heart known to me and it has now become my resting place, my home. He wants to you know him too, as He really is. If you only knew Him you would love him and you would never be the same.
My Name Is Mary Elisha I started this blog 6 years ago on my journey walking with Jesus and never knew all that he had in store for me.
It has been a journey of tears, trust and confidence in him. Knowing that He is my loving spouse and he wouldn't lead me astray however he has given many suprises along the way! lol Upon fully surrendering my life to Jesus, he has completely turn my world right side up. Filled me with his spirit and showed himself in supernatural ways. He has completely left me in awe leaving me with the thought.....(as most Holy Spirit filled followers of Christ also say) why didn't I surrender 15 years ago! lol.
When I started this blog I was a 30 years old zealous for the Lord and desiring to make his love known because it tranformed my life. However, I didn't know the way and the road in which he would take me. It is the way of the cross, the way of holiness and the way of love. Living a life seperated from the world and compltely concecrated to him. I no longer belong to myself, but to him as he has led me to a life of hiddeness and deep intimacy I didn't know was so avalialble for all who would make their lives, their hearts his home.
He has given me a new name, a renewed purpose and a heavenly family who is so very present and so real to me. Saints who cheer me on, give me council and pray for me everyday to ensure I do the Lords will and the greatest gift of all He has led me to his Mother! Who has always been My Mother just never knew it.
I love Mother Mary, she is my heart, my friend and confidant and continues to prepare me to a worthy bride to her son, Jesus. It is she, who has handpicked me for this mission and to run the community "City of God: Sacred Heart Refuge" in Ghana, West Africa.
This is her mission and her ministry as a gift to Jesus and I just get to be her handmaiden. Heartdwellers Ghana is an extention of Heartdwellers ministry by Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel from Still Small Voice Channel.
Jesus has taught us about divine intimacy with him. As we dwell in his heart, He and the Father come to make their home within us. (John Where Jesus is all of heaven is as well because the kingom of God is within. So here may you come to get fresh manna from Jesus and any ther saints who may want to give us council, encouragment and exhortation that we may finish this race of faith and run to win the prize. To be a bride spotless, blameless adorened with purity, carying the fire of charity and zeal for our fathers glory. That we maybe ready for him when He comes back for us.
Our Lord, Jesus Christ is amazing the intimate you become with him the more in awe he leaves you. I hope this blog draws you nearer to our Lord and you began to open the ears and the eyes of your heart to all that he has to say to you and show you. All of these messages are from Jesus with love...to you.
May you be blessed by his words of life. God bless you!
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