Hello, Brothers and Sisters and Heartdwellers Family.
This particular morning I woke up feeling so heavy, so much on my mind, filled with worry and doubt about many things. Which I know, shows make lack of trust in the Lord. I had been called back to Mother Clare’s to help her with projects that had most of my time and called for late nights. I was struggling to juggle everything from the event to ministry, messages, and again with Derrick. It’s as though we take one step forward and get hit knocking us ten steps backward. I just kept thinking, these fiery trials are continuous. It’s like I jump from one fire to another fire each week.
Then I remembered St. Therese Rhema that I get often which says, “I had a nature that was hard to conquer although others couldn’t see it, I knew it very well and not one day went by without suffering. No not one day”
Jesus once told me, “You were created to dance in the fire”, which I see now is telling of my walk with him. I was just feeling weary and physically exhausted.
After receiving the Lord after prayer I came before him, Good morning Lord what’s on your heart?
“You are caring the weight of so much on your shoulders, it’s burdening you little one. You were never meant to carry any of it, but to give them to-“ And at that time I heard a female voice chime in “Me.”
Our Mother of Mercy took over and said,
“Yes, Beloved, when Jesus gives you a burden it’s for you to pray and then give it to Me. I want you to entrust more and more to Me, Beloved.“
As an aside, I notice we have many new subscribers to the channel welcome! If you are new and you’re wondering about this, Jesus has asked us to entrust our Hearts to His Mother—their hearts are one. Where Jesus is, Mary is and where Mary is, Jesus is. So many times when I speak to Jesus, Blessed Mother is right there hearing every thought and responds to Me instead, or vice versa. I have done extensive teaching on the role of Blessed Mother and the power of her intercession. Please check out the playlist if you have any questions.
Our Mother of Mercy continued,
“You call on Me for help but continue dragging on with weights on your shoulders and on your heart. I am your Mother and I watch over you jealously. I am here to help you with every detail of your life, so give it all to Me. Each one, each worry, each doubt, and fear. Let me have them all and continue moving forward with the Lord’s demands. You have and are trusting too much in your own efforts. None of these things rely on you, Beloved, but on God and he has each one and will perfect and bring to pass each one in its proper time.
“So give me Derrick, give me the event, give me your ministry work, and give me your heart. Now come and give me a hug, receive His peace and My love. Let nothing disturb you, Beloved little one, move forward okay?” (and she kissed my forehead).
Mother, if nothing depends on my effort why do I feel that so much is demanded of me? Oh, how I struggle with the temptation just to relax to not have all this responsibility.
Our Mother of Mercy responded,
“There is all the difference in your doing the will of God and your trusting in your ability. That is something I would like to address to all My children. It goes back to wanting to see results, letting the fruit of your life be your focus versus the love of each daily action that you take to do the Lord’s known will. When you live a life based on performance, based on set goals and results you will be sorely disappointed. When you are called to a life of deep intimacy with the Lord, His way is the way of abandonment and providence, that you cannot measure. It comes by sheer faith, hope, and love alone.
“It’s a life of constant stretching, breaking, molding, and transformation until you resemble Jesus most closely. What a gift this life is, reserved for His chosen little ones. What a blessing to be called in this way. My life, Beloved one, was so ordinary to the eyes of all the world. I did nothing of value to the eyes of men, nothing extraordinary, nothing deserving of praise. A life full of daily toils and sacrifices and died in obscurity before the eyes of the world. But for those who were given light to see, which were very few, I was not ordinary at all. Every action I did with the greatest love, joy, and intention to bring God pleasure and delight.
“My heart was His sanctuary full of continued praise in the midst of the most difficult sufferings and trials. I was hated by hell more than anyone can fathom. I too lived in the fire and danced in it with songs of adoration and praise—hence the birth of the magnificent came. I was assailed constantly with attacks against My purity. My mind, as the enemy of my, soul wanted me to doubt God, not trust in My Son and His plans of redemption. He wanted me to be so attached that I wouldn’t be willing to suffer or allow My Son, Your Savior to suffer on the cross in the most torturous agony for all mankind. You see, the Father asked my consent before I surrendered Jesus to Him. So Satan would fight Me on that one thing knowing the heart of a mother, who would want to sacrifice their only child? But what he didn’t realize is I was one with God—My will was one with His and I lived to do the Father’s will always. So I could not be moved or shaken in this. All the torments and images he would play in my mind were something fierce. My will was stronger by the grace of God.
“All of these things and so many other trials I faced, I left in My beloved Son’s hands. Even the many times I didn’t understand what he was doing, I left it in his hands because I knew whatever He allowed was always for my good, and there was always a lesson I would learn from it and come to understand His wisdom more and more. That is what he is doing with you and all His little brides. Many have been carrying yokes and burdens far too long trusting in your own strength and power and not the Lord’s. Do what you can, do what is asked of you, and leave it all to him. Every labor, every trial, every suffering undertaken for love of Jesus yields 100-fold, and with Me, Your Mother at your side I multiply that even more so in a thousand ways.
“You can never go wrong when you do the Lord’s will, and you pray and work wholeheartedly for him. The results of that labor of love are astronomical. Don’t look to see it here during your earthly exile, but much of your fruit will be revealed to you in heaven where it is stored up for you—where the moths and worms of pride, self-righteousness, and self-confidence can’t eat it away.
“Do not fear the roars of satan, My beloved children, he will continue to get louder for he knows his time is short and all he desires to do, is to distract the Lord’s chosen vessels. If he can distract you with how you feel, what you see, and what you are carrying then he can easily entangle you and derail you of course. Don’t allow it, My beloved children, call upon your Mother of Mercy, hide behind My mantle if need be, and be the little children that you are entrusting all to Me. As you pray I will come to your defense accompanied with all My angels. He will have no chance. Jesus is so good, so very good and all that He allows, and demands is for your good. He is raising brides who are resilient, who are persevering, who have great faith and hope in His faithfulness. The storms may come, the waves may crash but remember there is always a rainbow after every trial because you cling to him he will deliver you.”
That was the end of Our Mother of Mercy message.