Hello, Brothers and Sisters and Heartdwellers Family. May we all find great hope in the Lord’s plans for our future.
We gathered together Sunday for our community meeting and some intel on the Russia and Ukraine conflict was shared and it’s not looking good. My heart was so grieved at what is going on and the many who are dying in the process. Worse, how the media is spinning the story causing this to very likely turn into a worldwide conflict. I began to wonder how the City of God mission fit in all of this and if we would ever get to realize this dream if war was to take place.
When I got home I was feeling so discouraged and a feeling of hopelessness came over me as I questioned all that the Lord had given me and promised. I felt paralyzed with fear and anxiety. I had received a Rhema card at Mother’s that said, “Nothing wounds my Heart more than the unbelief of a chosen soul.” I kept apologizing to the Lord for my unbelief and asking him to help me to have courage and faith to believe.
Then once I got home this feeling of heaviness didn’t leave but only got worse, so I decided to pull Rhemas from my box. I got three and they said; “Spiritual Warfare, Deuteronomy 28:7, The Lord cause my enemies who rise up against me to be defeated before my face; they shall come out against me one way and flee before me seven ways”
The second said; “Dance like David Danced”, Songs of Joy and heart of gratitude.
I thought to myself, Lord, I feel so low. Usually, worship can pull me out of this, but I had nothing.
Then the Last card read; “You’re dealing with a Jezebel Spirit, use My authority and don’t be afraid.”
I had Mother Elizabeth help me discern and she got Enemies as well.
I knew I was under attack, but I had no fight in me to lift up my arms for this battle, I was so weary. I tried to worship and pray in the spirit for a bit, binding these spirits, and went to sleep still feeling so low and trusting the Lord to pull me out. When I woke up in the morning the feeling didn’t lift so I offered it up for the salvation of lost souls and for this conflict going on.
During prayer this morning the Lord played many encouraging songs one [of] which was from Toy story, “You’ve got a friend in me.”
He was really encouraging me through the lyrics that there was hope and to preserver. Then as I was praying the Binding Prayer I was immediately seized with melancholy for just a moment, almost about to cry, as a vision flashed of me leaving the mountain and I had to say goodbye to Mother Elizabeth. I thought, how am I going to do this without her help? It took me by surprise as I held my chest to stop from crying and shook off the feeling wondering, Is that approaching?
Then as I continued to pray I saw in another vision me on the streets of Ghana. The street children knew me by name. When I arrived on the street they all yelled for me and began to run after me. I began to run away from them as they chased me, and we laughed until I stopped, and they caught up to me. I held their faces and talked to a Muslim girl whom I was familiar with, telling her how much she had grown since I last saw her. I was getting the children to teach them, and her family was concerned that I wanted to convert her. I told them, no I am here to teach and love the children not to convert them and brought peace to the Muslim parents. I sat there for a minute treasuring all of what I saw and felt in my heart wondering…
As soon as I received the Lord I heard him say, “Get ready to leave soon.” I was hesitant to hear more because I thought, Lord I have been here before. But I reasoned with myself no, I can’t have unbelief. Then He said, “Within months.”
I thought how should we begin to prepare? So I got my laptop began writing,
“Do not let what you are seeing going on in the world discourage you. I told you it would be a difficult year and so did My Mother.“
That is true, Blessed Mother made that clear in the message 2022, the year of the favor of our Lord.
“If you pray, this conflict will not turn into WWIII just yet, and you and your nation would buy more time. But you must continue to pray, Beloved ones, and fervently. There are so many dying and so many stirring up different narratives and movements around the world to cause this to blow up even further than intended to be. But if you continue to pray the plans of the deep state will be foiled. Do not look to the news or reports to keep your hope. Keep your eyes fixed on Me. Keep praying and I will do what I have said.
“Now, you asked how should you prepare for your soon departure. By continuing to stay close to Me, Beloved. The trials, test and warfare will intensify for this one reason, to cause you to give up and forfeit this mission. But I won’t allow it, Beloved. Now is the time for your group to pray with fervency and great hope for this mission. The prayer strategy you all are coming up with is very good, oh so very good and it’s one of the biggest threats to the wicked plans of your enemies. The retaliation will be fierce and that is why you must be sensitive to this. I can no longer have you wallowing in self-pity when you are hit with something. That attitude will keep you down for days and possibly weeks if it were not for My grace and for you to recognize that you are under attack. You have been in a battle, Beloved little one, and you are about to step into fiercer waters where the waves are ravaging. So I need your eyes fixed on Me in total faith and much more courage to continue to press forward and pray in this work. Pray for Derrick too, because this will be the last battle for his will as strongholds will be broken and he will come along to your side and with Me in this work.
“I hear the cry of the children daily in that area. The cry of their little hearts longing for love, longing for someone who cares, longing for Me. They will see Me in and through you, and all those I bring to you to become a part of this mission. Your discernment and that of your core must be sharp because the enemy will bring about many distractions and souls with ulterior motives to derail My plans—to cause you frustration. Do nothing without first consulting Me. Bring no one on board without first consulting Me. And I will raise those two you have in mind to be strong legs of discernment for you. Do not fear and pray for them fervently.”
As an aside, Mother Clare and Mother Elizabeth have been my legs of discernment for the longest. I have been praying that within the group the Lord would raise up others to be of support because they won’t be readily available.
“You have a wonderful group, Beloved. You all have endured much and persevered through much together these past two years. Although you have not met, you are one in the spirit. For those who are called to Ghana and those who are unaware of it yet, I will begin to move things around in your life, making a way, simplifying your life, and closing doors that have been a hinderance to you and opening the door for you to respond to this mission and be ready. Do not fear the changes in your life I allow—those I take away—and anything lost. I am in it, all of it, to prepare you for the lives of the children that you will touch and this new land I have called you to possess, and this work I have called you to build alongside this little one.
“Time, indeed, is very short and as I mentioned before, this place will also be a refuge for the end times. I know you have been concerned, Beloved, about not having any details given to you in preparation for the tribulation. But it’s not the time yet for you to know all of these things. Stop comparing yourself. Continue on with the vision I have shown you. Once you arrive more will be given to you.”
Guilty as charged, guys. Mother Elizabeth recently has been given amazing dreams and understanding of how she is to build the desert community and details concerning preparation for those left behind. It caused me to question if I was still called to stay behind and our community in Ghana—how all of this would work. As you can see I have been really struggling in trusting the Lord, but He is so faithful to bring clarity!
“The children will be your greatest joys and although you have many enemies, more than you know, I will subdue them before you. As they fight against you they are fighting against Me and will lose every time. I am and have been training you for battle here on the mountain, so you are not easily distressed or prone to give up once you get there. They will do all manner of things to cause frustration, but do not be discouraged. I have your aunt and your cousin in the palm of My hands. Because of your prayers they will come to conviction and repent, but not without a fight. For the enemy of their souls wants to keep them in bondage and so many others who will smile in your face, but secretly will be fighting against this work. Do not let anything perturb you. I repeat, again, do not let anything perturb you, My beloved one, because I know how prone you are to discouragement. Derrick will also be well equipped. He will come to see the fight against this and rise to the occasion to be your covering and protector of this work and all the souls I will entrust to you two. Now is the time to sow into the ground, sow with your tears, with your prayers and with your faith.
“Do not be moved by the scoffers. Oh, there will be many. Stay the course, keep your eyes on the vision and build. All of Heaven is with you, for you, and ahead of you in all this so there is nothing to fear but fear itself—which is your greatest enemy. Take heart, have courage, for there is great hope for what lies ahead.”
I thought the Lord was done with the message and I had to go to Mother Clare’s. Later that evening I got Laziness and Holy Spirit prompted me that there was more that Jesus wanted to add.
“Thank you for yielding to My promptings, Little One, there is still more to tell you. Begin to think of creative ways to share the vision and My messages concerning this work. Follow My inspirations, there will be many in the coming days. And spread the devotion to My Mother. This work will be used to prepare the way for Her as many fall in love with the Mother they never knew they had. I am bringing you into My peace and fulfillment of all My promises to you this year.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.
Wow, family, what a wonderful encouraging message, after that battle. For those who have carried the vision of the City of God Community in their hearts and sown into it, there is great hope! Our donations are really low as we prepare for the event and gave many donations away at the beginning of the month to other ministries we support. Any donation amount toward this work, this ministry and the event would be greatly appreciated. Thank you family.
God bless you until the next message.