Hello, Brothers, Sisters, and Heartdwellers Family. May you all be blessed.
The past few days I’ve been laid out with the flu. It hit one member in the community. And like a domino effect, it started touching all of us. That has never happened in the community before. On Sunday, there was only a handful of us because six of us were sick, and now more have gotten sick. To make matters worse, I was going through some intense interior anguish of the soul. This, by far was one of the lowest pits I had ever been in, as my mind was under severe attack. I was in such deep hopelessness and despair I couldn’t imagine, as the taunts of the enemy were so loud for me to give up on everything and even to leave the community. It was bad, guys.
I was told to take a certain vitamin to help me with the discouragement and depression as I was told that I had a chemical imbalance in my brain. The enemy magnified those words and twisted them, so they hurt deeply. I knew I was under attack and felt so misunderstood. I felt like I had nowhere to turn.
I came down to the Toas House to get a few things done, and I felt like this would be a time of retreat for me—and it was—because finally, after three days of this torment, the Lord broke through. As I was lying in bed feeling like I was fading, with aches and pains in my body, He played a song called, “Angels of Breakthrough” by Grace Williams. This song is so anointed, and the Lord has used it several times in my walk to minister deliverance. As she began prophetically singing, releasing the angels, I saw the mountain covered in darkness and small black demons all over the place. I then saw the angels pierce through the heavens. They were huge and bright, shooting as fast, down like lightning. The demons were terrified as they tried to scurry, but it was too late. They had black chain links connected to each heritage. The angels began to break the chains one by one and then vanquished all of the demons. Then I saw a chain wrapped around my head, and one of the angles came and broke the chain off on my head. I began to pray in tongues thanking the Lord.
When I woke up the next morning, I felt so much better. I knew something had happened which cause my faith to believe what I saw to be true. While doing the Lord’s Supper, I could hear the Lord speaking to me in my heart. So, I stopped to listen for his voice. The first question I, of course, asked was, “Lord, is my mind chemically off-balance?”
I saw Jesus in all white just staring at me intensely as He said,
“Your mind will always be chemically off-balance when you take your eyes off me” (With a cheeky smile), then He held me in His arms.
“Lord, for real.” I nudged Him gently in His side, playfully, but really wanted a serious answer. That really hurt to hear that.
Jesus held me again, but tighter, as my head was right under his arms, and He kissed my forehead.
“My beloved, nothing is wrong with your mind. You are under intense spiritual warfare battles—you, and many of my brides, and in your community as well. Remember, I have put your covering over you to love and protect you. I know that some directives from them hurt at times. But know that it all comes from My hand to humble you and to cause you to walk in greater obedience which is greater merit before My eyes. So continue to submit yourself to them when it doesn’t make sense or when it doesn’t feel good. I have put great demands on you as I have already told you because great graces and anointing have been given you, so much more is required of you. Even, at times, they may not understand that, but trust me to work through them. You just be obedient, and I will come to your defense in all things when you submit yourself, in all humility, to what is said, and what you are told to do.”
Thank you, Lord. (I closed my eyes and lingered just holding the Lord and being held by Him). I just want to stay in your arms like this forever.
“You can, Beloved. This is where you are always meant to be. It’s when you become fearful, anxious, and mistrusting of my goodness [that] you leave this place and look for comfort elsewhere and find none which leaves you more pained than when you started. That is my deliberate hand, Beloved. I will continue to remove all consolation and comfort from any creature sometimes even your covering so that you may run to Me alone and may learn great patience in carrying your cross and to wait upon Me to bring you clarity in my time. In all of these things, it stretches your hope tremendously.”
Oh Lord, but it’s so painful.
“I know beloved, but it is so glorious in My eyes to see my beloved bride hoping against hope. Although doubts assail you and the enemy of your soul wants you to quit you reason with yourself, ‘Where can I go?’ And amid your trial, in your sorrow and in your suffering—even when you tell yourself you can’t trust, you have no faith to believe, by your waiting shows your faith and your trust in Me because deep down you know I will come through and bring you deliverance. Please continue to carry these crosses a bit longer. The community is under attack. However, I have permitted it to bring about a great purging of pride, self-will, and busyness. To carry the cross of sickness is a great grace, for in sickness you see your true state before Me—so weak and vulnerable you can do nothing but to wait upon Me until I bring healing. And in that place, you have greater time to pray and listen for My voice so as to be directed by Me and not your own impulses.
“I am purifying all in the community—not only those who are sick but those who are having to take care of those who are ill. It is a great work of mercy and charity. What the enemy meant for evil; I am using this to bind you all together in brotherly love. This also will leave many with greater compassion for Father Ezekiel and the cross of sickness he carries. Many have cried out to share in his suffering and what a blessing it is to the community when you have those who are sick for they relieve a bit of the Father’s justice.
“However, in all these things it is a must, moving forward, for the community and yourself, beloved little one, to tighten up in the area of spiritual warfare. You all have enemies everywhere now. Not only locally, but in Ghana and in Mexico. Do not fear sharing the missions and expansion of this ministry. But with that comes new devils and as you are praying it forward into Ghana the servants of Satan there have gotten a whiff of what you are doing as unbeknownst to you and your group, you are causing much damage already.
“The vision I showed you of Ghana’s foundation shaken is very accurate. It is shaking in the spirit as hard ground is being broken by your prayers.”
As an aside during our intercessory prayer meeting for Ghana I saw a vision as we were praying of big fiery balls which I realized were bombs coming out of the center of Ghana then shooting up like fireworks but curving outward just to land and hit the borders of Ghana. There were multiple releases of these bombs. When they landed on the borders of the country, they went into the ground and the nation began to shake like an earthquake, as the ground began to break deep down in the foundation.
“The same goes for your meetings on Friday. As you are praying against the covens in the local areas, damage is being done and they are so terrified of what you all will do when the Mexico school is established. So now you have enemies internationally specifically in bringing down My work and slowing down My instruments. But who can be against you when I AM for you? They will not prevail, but you and this community must cover yourself more thoroughly.”
Lord, how do we do that?
“Use My blood—Plead My BLOOD over this community and all the intercessors, from the principalities and covens in Mexico, and your local area.”
As an aside, guys, in my sickness, I have had two attacks in the middle of the night by the demons with sleep paralysis. In one of my dreams, the demon hid under the form of a baby, but it was heavy like a bowling pin. I then knew it was a strong man and the baby’s eyes started glowing green. I did the sign of the cross commanding the demon to expose itself and it did—then I was attacked. The other dream was when I was praying with the intercessory group about Ghana I was feeling so tired and not up for it so I thought I would rest instead—wrong idea. I then had a dream about Ghana, then had sleep paralysis. I began to plead the blood of Jesus over and over again and then the demon left my room. I then knew I had to get on the prayer line with the intercessors to pray. I realized how much they hate us coming together to pray about this.
“Bind every form of retaliation, reinforcements, backup every time you are praying into the work and together with the intercessory group. Include these things in the binding prayer. Cover yourselves and everyone in prayer with My blood, demanding that every patrolling demon and messenger of satan who would come to retrieve information from your time of prayer would be struck deaf and dumb immediately when they trespass and breach your spaces of prayer. I know many in the community are weary and tired with the day’s work and would prefer not to attend the time of intercession, but it is so necessary. This is not just to cover Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel, but it is to cover the community and cover them as well. This community can no longer be lax in prayer and with the things of spiritual warfare. I need everyone on board, in unity and of one mind in intercession these Friday nights.
“This year all of you will be moving into new territories in your personal lives and this ministry. You are taking much back from the kingdom of darkness; do not allow the lack of fruit you see to discourage you. The intensity of the opposition and the warfare you are facing should tell you something, My beloved one. Rise up, My brides, take off your robe of mourning, as I give you supernatural strength to carry this cross, zeal to do my will in all things, and great courage to preserver and fight this good fight of faith as I subdue your enemies, and you use My authority in prayer to prepare the ground and the way for the work I will do here and in those nations.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.