Hello, Brothers and Sisters and Heartdwellers family. May we all receive the grace of unmovable faith.
In the previous message about Kazakhstan, I received some words about Derrick that I thought were from the Lord but discerned later that they were not. And then the Lord gave me further instructions on what He really wanted me to do. So I wrote him [Derrick] a letter but all night I was so unsettled and fearful if I had done the wrong thing. Then all my readings using Bible Promises where all over the place and when I would get discernment outside of myself the person helping me to discern would get completely opposite readings which drew more confusion. The Lord gave me the Rhema a month ago, “Warning weapons are forming, there is much that needs to be done that will require much prayer and protection.”
I have felt like I was fighting through a heavy fog not knowing my left from right. I have been trying to get ahold of someone to book the venue for the event He asked me to do, and no one has picked up or returned my phone call for over two weeks now. There is so much that needs to be done—and discerned—and when no clarity comes with discernment, confusion takes over. Then there is one of our priests who is under heavy oppression and is in need of deliverance. We had a deliverance session and felt we should have more than one. One of my brothers got the go ahead to move forward with the sessions. When I went to the Lord I got “Lying”. I thought to myself, why would the Lord not want us to go ahead with deliverance? Then I asked Him about this message I am about to share with you guys and all my readings were negative. I got confirmation to delete it instead. Immediately I thought, wait a minute something is fishy here. This sounds like the Lord. And I felt something got in my readings. I began to question everything again as doubt seeped into my mind concerning the things I know He had already told me to do. I felt paralyzed with fear and confusion in moving forward in anything and feelings of wanting to give up overcame me again.
I went to Mother Clare to help me discern and the Lord wasn’t answering her either. It was so painful not knowing—and feeling as though I was in the dark. The Lord sometimes has me carry a cross like this and [to] wait on him until he brings breakthrough and light. So, finally, this evening I had Mother Elizabeth discern and confirm this message was from the Lord. I had even pulled a Rhema message from Mother Clare’s website and I got, “To agree with me is victory,” which is very similar to the message I had just received so I couldn’t understand why I got such negative readings.
Mother Clare told me to break a curse off my Bible Promises Book so the enemy couldn’t confuse me any longer. Needless to say it was a painful day until the Lord, in His mercy, brought clarity.
So here is the message:
“Your faith is under attack, My beloved little one. There are many lying spirits around you to derail you off track in what I have spoken to you. Trust Me, Little one, trust Me.”
So I asked, should we move forward with the deliverance?
“Yes, Beloved, I have already spoken to you that you have My authority in this. Be as persistent as they are resisting, to not leave. But deliverance will come. And you also made the right decision with Derrick. Trust him into my hands. All will work out according to plan.”
As an aside here guys, I noticed this happen every time the Lord gives me a project. I get clear readings and confirmations outside of myself to move forward. Then in the middle of completing the task confusion will hit me, and I will get readings as though I have gone the wrong direction, or to stop, or the Lord is changing his instructions. I now realize when He tells me to do something and midway I am met with confusion and doubt I need to go back and stick to the first directives He gave me and preserver through opposition that I am getting because He hasn’t changed His mind. Rather I have allowed doubt which comes with an accompany of other demons to stop me from finishing what He has asked me to do.
“My beloved brides, an impartation of new graces, new anointings and new gifts comes with attacks against your faith to undermine what I am doing and what I have already spoken to you to do. Many of you were really excited and inspired by the last few messages— hoping again and dreaming again in what I have called you to do. However, just as quickly as that joy came so did the enemy of your soul and his demons come, to steal that seed of hope and faith in doing what I have put on your heart to do. Remember, ‘… perfect love casts out all fear’ (1 John 4:18). I need you to trust Me, my beloved brides, and preserver hedging forward in all I have prepared for you this year. Do not let doubts take you asunder or cause you to question the direction I have already clearly given you.
“Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not yet seen (Hebrew 11:1). You see the devils first try to steal your hope. If they can take your hope you then have no faith to believe. They remind you of former disappointments, former failures to cripple you from hoping again and believing again so you just stop, give up or put an inspiration on the shelf that I have given you to do. ‘The just shall live by faith’ (Romans 1:17), and you, My beloved brides, are my just ones. Visualize Me next to you—we are doing this together. Visualize the souls that can be reached in all I have asked you to do. Visualize My glory manifested with it’s not easy and many of you feel like you are muddling through oily, thick, shark infested waters—because you are. But what the enemy fails to realize is that when he fights against you he is fighting against a whole army. For all of Heaven is behind you and he will not win unless you allow him to. I am releasing to you all new graces of faith and new anointings to move boldly, courageously, and freely in all that I have asked you to do.
“Declare your faith in Me several times throughout the day if you have to and move forward, My beloved ones. Remember, faith, hope, and love, these three chords cannot be easily broken and when you have faith in Me, hope in Me and do all your actions from a place of love you cannot falter. Ask My Mother for her graces of faith, hope and love. She never wavered in her faith, not even once. Although she was tempted severely, she continuously believed in the impossible. She always did whatever I told her even when it didn’t make sense. She was a woman of the greatest faith when she was upon this earth and now looks to shower these graces on her children here upon the earth that they may achieve the heights of their purpose and destines in which they were called. Do not listen to the lies anymore, My brides, don’t even entertain it, don’t give in to the weariness or discouragement. By faith believe and move forward. I am with you.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.
We received an email from one of the Heartdwellers sharing Lana Vaswer’s new prophetic message and it is so on point and in line with what the Lord is saying. The title is, I Am Raising Up a People of Perseverance. I think it will be a real encouragement to many of you so I will share it in the next message.
God bless you family.