Hello, Brothers and Sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all be blessed.
Happy Holy New Year to you all! That was the cry of my heart when I was getting all the Happy New year posts and texts. Something in my heart was telling me this year is not going to be too happy for many, rather, we will be made holy by refiner’s fire. Also, in worship the Lord played wonderful songs of being sent out and reminding me of what he had done in my life. You see, January 1st if the highest feast day of our Mama, Blessed Mother. It is the feast day of the Mother of God and the first anniversary for Jesus and me. Seven years ago, to this date, I gave my life in full surrender to the Jesus. He became the Lord of my life. As I knelt down on the floor of my sister’s apartment, so afraid to let everything I knew go, including my business I had worked hard at over four years. I simply said, Jesus I am afraid to give you complete control of my life, but if you want it, it’s yours. And to be honest in the back of my mind, with the intention of giving him only one year. [Laugh] Immediately I got a phone notification of the Bible Verse of the Day—it was Isaiah 41:10,
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
When I read it, I ran to my sister with trembling hand saying, “Oh my gosh, Oh my gosh, God just spoke to me!—responding to my exact prayer. I now realize it was Blessed Mother who had her hand in our union all along in these seven years walking with the Lord and there are many times I’ve looked back, questioned, and fallen more times than I can count. But he has been so faithful to always hold my hand and steady my heart to keep me going — and keep me coming.
2021 has been a hard year not just for me but for everyone. Although I wanted to get excited and hopeful, I found myself focused on all the difficulty I had to endure recently. Slowly it was snuffing out my joy. My Lord’s Supper readings were all about Joy, but I just wasn’t feeling it. I came before Jesus to hear his heart after receiving Him;
“Don’t allow the trials you have gone through to overshadow all that I have done for you in these seven years. Rejoice with a grateful heart for you are My miracle. In you I did the impossible—I turned a heart of stone into a heart a flesh. I turned a soul destined for kingdom of darkness, and destruction into a bride adorned with pristine beauty and much glory. Thank Me, My beloved, look at our children we have birthed together, look at the ministry you now have not only drawing souls to Me, but teaching them to hear Me. Look at the family you were not aware of but now commune with in Heaven. You have always hungered for Me, and I have given it to you, overflowing. Walking on earth, but living in Heaven daily with Me dwelling in you and you dwelling in Me. You have Me physically present with you in the eucharist 24/7.
“Remember the day you cried reading Matthew 28:20 ‘…and teach them to do everything I have told you. I will be with you always, even until the end of the world.’”
The first time I read that scripture, guys, “I will be with you always, even until the end of the world” struck my heart so deeply. You see I had felt forgotten by God, for so long. When He finally revealed himself I was so hungry for him—and when I found out that He would be with us until the end of the world tears streamed
down my eyes with profound love and gratitude that I would never have to feel alone again.
“Because My words touched you so deeply, that I would be with you until the end of the world—this is the fulfillment of that promise right before your eyes and always every by your side. You are a blessed bride and highly favored by the Father and beloved of My Mother. Rejoice, Beloved, and be grateful! Thank you Lord for always giving me the right perspective. Indeed, you have been faithful and looking back on these seven years would I change anything?”
Hmm…Yes probably, but I am glad you never gave me more than I could bear—and you never let me know what I was saying yes to, or mostly likely, I would have not said yes. Thank you for your wisdom in that, Lord.
Jesus responded, (smiling)
“Thank My beloved Mother. How she has had her eye on you since birth.”
Oh, my beloved Mom, thank you, thank you, thank you! I now know it was you all along behind my conversion. You are the Mother of all mothers and thank you for mothering me so well. I ask you to please help me to grow deeper in intimacy with you this coming year and with your Son, my beloved Jesus!
Our Mother of Mercy began,
“Now that is prayer that has been heard and will be answered, my beloved daughter. Oh, how precious you are to us all and this renewing of your vows is so pleasing to us. I am asking all the brides of Christ to renew themselves again to Me and to My Son. So many have been wearied from this journey and I am afraid to say, my dear ones, it will only get more difficult moving forward from here. While many are celebrating and hoping the new year will bring happiness, joy, and their desires fulfilled there is so much suffering ahead for the world, so much. But for the brides of Christ this is the year of the Lord’s favor, for great favor will bestowed upon many. You have been trained, equipped, and strengthened and now anointed to set the captives free, to open the eyes of the blind, and to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.
“Where there is darkness we will send you forth to proclaim the good news. You have been given authority that no demon can withstand because of whose you are and who dwells in you. For greater is in you than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). My brides don’t be moved by the world’s coming events for these things must happen to bring many to repentance, to bring nations to their knees in repentance to turn to the sovereign Lord and see the errors of their ways. There will be signs in the sky foretelling of My Son’s soon return. It will awe the world, but you, my brides. will know these are His fingerprints of love to let his beloved ones know His coming is near.
“Greater pestilence and plagues are coming. Your prayers of protection will not suffice as it will bring about the death of non-believers and believers alike. Your greatest refuge is invoking the Mercy of God that whether in life or in death you will taste the sweetness of His Mercy in whatever He allows. And know if He takes your loved ones when you have entrusted them to his unfathomable Divine Mercy that you will be with them again in eternity. Do not fear these things I am telling you, my beloved children, but this is to prepare you. As the world rejoices and celebrates you stand ready and prepared for all that He asks of you and all that He calls you to do.
“With more crosses come more graces, my little children. And greater graces and anointing are being released even now, all over the world and all over the body of Christ today by My Angels because the Church will need it this coming year. The winds of the storm will only beat harder and last longer, but because you little ones have stood on the rock, you will stand firm and not be moved. With great darkness comes time for the brides of Christ to shine even the more brightly, and you will this coming year. You will shine with greater purity, greater zeal, greater fire for your beloved spouse and greater love for the world and for souls. Ask then, for both Sacred Hearts, my children—that of your beloved God, My Son and that of your beloved Mother’s. We will enlarge your capacity to love, your capacity to give, and your capacity to sacrifice that you may have more of His divine nature and more of Heaven emanating through you. Be attentive to your Beloved’s voice, go where He sends you, follow where He leads you, and do whatever He asks you to do. It is time to stand up in the strength of your Beloved Jesus, in His confidence, and in His anointing that you may be ready to be sent out and go.”
That was the end of Our Mother’s message to us.
I felt strongly during Christmas, as I mentioned, many of us were suffering rather than feeling the Christmas spirit and it was impressed upon me that the Lord wanted me to renew my bridal vows to him and that is to share in his sufferings. So, if you have been feeling weary, as I have, being the Lord’s bride, I think it’s time [that] we all renew are vows again. He never said this would be easy and he did warn us that climbing the mountain of holiness would be difficult—and maybe some of us, like myself, have lost our perspective and were going into the new year thinking like the world and having desires that are full of self-love, self- seeking and just selfishness. But we are his brides, and he needs us next to him in his suffering. So, are you willing to go at this again, not alone, but with Jesus and commit yourself to be nailed to the cross with Him, enduring all he permits and giving up all that he asks of you for the sake of souls?
I had the most horrific dream this morning of two grooms killing their groomsmen in the most horrific way publicly in the middle of the street before their bridal parties. Then Holy Spirit said to me, “There will be an increase of crime like never before, this year—literally brother killing brothers.” Then he brought up Cain and Able. The spirit of murder targeting the closest of friends, brothers. I began to pray in tongues as he had me bind a spirit of murder.
So you see, this year, what we are headed into will be rough and the world is sustained by the prayers and sufferings of the Lord’s brides. I had to sit with myself and make a renewed offering of myself, again, at the Lord’s altar as I took a deep breath and said, “Lord I am the servant of your handmaiden do with me as you please for the salvation of souls, #allforsouls, remember?
If you haven’t consecrated yourself to Blessed Mother I encourage you to get the book, 33 Days of Morning Glory. It takes you through a 33-day consecration entrusting all that you are to the Mother of God for her to form you perfectly according to the will of Jesus. I did it last year and didn’t plan on doing again this year but clearly she is calling for that. I will have the link, if you want to purchase the book, in the description.
We thank you, Mama, for your intercession, for by it we have received great favor. I pray this would be the year that you would be revealed to the entire Church, and many would come to know your role, and more importantly, your Mother’s love. Help us to correspond with every grace you obtain for us and to do all that Lord wills in our heart to do for his glory in Jesus’ name amen!
God bless you family until the next message.