Hello, brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all be blessed.
I received a revelation from a brother who had a dream about Derrick and that sent me to a tailspin of fear, anxiety, and almost despair. But the Lord came through, as he always does, to lift me up so ever gently, and to give me great peace concerning his will. So, it began when Father Ezekiel had a vision of Derrick being in a wheelchair this summer. Mother Clare wrote Derrick a strong letter (which you guys may have heard on her channel) for him to really turn from the world and follow God’s will, which was to no avail.
This actually confirmed a vision I had in the first year of our courtship. I thought it was from the enemy, so I began to rebuke it and I saw him in a wheelchair being wheeled into our compound, which I never told him, but just prayed.
From the previous message, you all are aware the Lord asked me to plead with Derrick and I did. I found out he is planning on moving to another African country next year which is not in the Lord’s will. Blessed Mother also wanted me to warn him that he didn’t have much time. I wasn’t sure, at the time, what I was to warn him about besides him leaving and missing out on this union. But I felt something in my gut when he mentioned he was also going to Iran for a few days for business and my gut churned. I got the Rhema the week before “The man who won’t serve God with his wife, first is mercy then comes judgment”. I have gotten that before concerning him but nothing had happened so I pondered what that could mean this time. I also received another Rhema about how the Lord empowered women, and how men who didn’t listen to women, paid dearly for it. For example, Pilate, who didn’t listen to his wife’s warning concerning a dream she had to not crucify Jesus, but he did it anyway and paid eternally for it. So, I pondered all of these things.
Then last Sunday we gathered together for our community meeting and one of the brothers had a dream about Derrick. He said I was talking to Mother Clare and needed to travel to Iran because something happened to both of Derrick’s legs, and he was in a wheelchair. I was in shock because this brother had no idea Derrick told me he was leaving for Iran this week as well. And I thought, no this can’t be. I began to plead with the Lord all day for his mercy and he told me that this was his will and his mercy for Derrick.
I shared the dream with the whole community before we ended our meeting. Then I pulled the Rhema from Mother Clare’s file and it said, “I have set you apart to lead…. now you are beginning to get the picture. You must not bend to human or demonic influence or counsel.” The back of the card said: Some did not agree or receive, and the storm was horrific, but I had to hold on to what I believed the Lord was saying: In the end, the storm broke and he was vindicated… Steadfast in war. Discernment: It was built upon the rock. He rose above it all.” Everyone immediately said that this was about me and Derrick because he won’t listen.
I began to think about how this will factor in the community, taking care of him, the children, the poor—because my brother felt in the dream it was a bomb in Iran that caused the accident. I was thinking maybe his legs would be completely gone, but the Lord is indeed breaking him to stop him from being cut off for all eternity from Him. I was disheartened, to say the least.
I then spoke to Derrick again. This time, very firmly and boldly, warned him of what everyone has seen and what would happen if he didn’t listen. But he said he would pray about it, and I could tell he didn’t take me seriously. Immediately [after] getting off the phone I pulled a Rhema that talked about someone scoffing my counsel and not to judge or even be surprised at it because it’s the influence of the devil who wants to slow down God’s instruments. I was so despondent because I knew he wouldn’t head my counsel. And the very next morning I just pulled another Rhema that said “Don’t fear my justice. Be content to know that if I thus punish her/him in this world is that I may spare her/him in the next” – Jesus
(and the card says “her” but I knew it was about Derrick.)
So, I sent the intercessors an email immediately asking them to back Derrick and me up in prayer for whatever the Lord may allow because he was leaving for Iran within three days. And as we speak, I believe he is there now. So, with all of this, I had much anxiety in my heart and worry [about] how bad this accident could be and after prayer, I began to get to work but I felt the Lord wanted me to listen to hear him instead. I came before him saying;
Good afternoon, Lord, I’m sorry for not coming to you this morning and just moved on with work I started late today and wanted to jump right in to get things done before it gets too late. Forgive me, Lord.
“The most important work my beloved little one is hearing my voice, receiving life-giving words that will being you and others much consolation and peace. Please my dove I really want you to be diligent in doing this, please for Me, will you?“
Yes, Lord, with your help, I will—and will not allow the push to get things done to pull me away from coming to hear your words of wisdom and love.
Jesus, what’s on your heart?
“The storm around you will very soon yield at My command and at My words spoken to you. I know you have been so fearful and anxious concerning my tough love upon Derrick, but those whom I love, I must chastise and even that is My Mercy (Hebrews 12:16.) They intended to kill him long ago, but I have kept him and will continue to keep him. Beloved one, so thank Me instead for My great goodness towards him and do not weep in sorrow for what I permit, but weep in thanksgiving for this is means of saving his soul.”
As an aside I was thinking, Lord, you hold his heart can you not turn it? Give him a powerful dream, have the business fall apart or even open his eyes to see the demons—make their presence known to him—that will wake him up, surely—anything, Lord, besides his legs, as I continued on with my why’s and reasoning with the Lord.
So, I then asked, Lord, will this be permanent?
“No, beloved …”
(Now that what was relief, guys)
“…not in a sense. He will be left with permeant marks, scars, and a limp for what I do to break his pride. But you won’t have a husband who is permanently in a wheelchair. However, I need you to relinquish all rights to him, he is Mine and not yours” (as He said that smiling). “In my graciousness I have given him to you to love, to keep, to enjoy, and grow in holiness and purity together. There are many things he had consented to before I brought him on this earth, so his life will not be one of ease at all, but of much suffering, just as yours will be.
“When he suffers you will suffer too and when you suffer, he will suffer too. That is how I made marriage, the two become one. You have seen the battles Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel have faced and overcome together and I brought you at the opportune time to witness that—to know the tactics of the enemy, to pray and be an instrument of peace and reconciliation.”
As an aside, Jesus is referring to the first year being in Taos. Mother and Father’s marriage came under heavy attack especially when we got on the mountain, and I was the only one here and with the Lord’s help would pray again the enemy and like a child would talk to my mom and dad to reconcile and spend time with one another. They did and we all got through it and the community is going strong. Those were some rough nights, but it was so beautiful to see the healing and restoration that came out of it.
“You two will help many marriages because of the invaluable lessons I have had both of you go through and will go through for My Glory. Nothing has been wasted or will be wasted beloved. Just cling to Me and no matter how bad it looks know that I am faithful to heal, restore and bind up. You should know so well because I faithfully break you, don’t I?”
He said, that with a cheeky smile because I say to him all the time, Lord you are faithful to always break me. So, he was poking fun at me. Jesus is funny.
Oh yes, You do, Lord.
“And I have been faithful to restore, have I not, and heal your wounds?”
Yes, Lord, you have.
“This next month will be a month of transition for you and your group. Yield yourself to all my inspirations and prompting. here are new anointing in store for each one who corresponds. Derrick will indeed come around after this tumultuous yet swift storm that overtakes him. He will remember every word I have spoken to his heart and the words you have given him.
“I want to talk to my beloved brides about marriage especially to the men. My dear sons, this is a new season in my body where women are being empowered, equipped anointed, and raised up to lead in the forefront of this battle for souls and to take back territory violently for the kingdom of Heaven. Too many men have failed and have even lost their salvation because they wouldn’t adhere to the council of their wives. Although they are the weaker vessel, I have given your wives to be a garland of grace upon your neck. The grace of wisdom has been bestowed to the women of this generation thanks to My Mother’s intercession. And as it is her time to rise in honor and glory upon this earth, so is it time to for all women, I have chosen to rise up with her.
“For great will be the company of women who will share the gospel. That is not to say, My beloved sons, that you are not favored, or you are called to submit to the headship of your wife. No, beloved sons, leadership doesn’t always look like you having the final say or having your way. Leadership simply is following My leading, imitating Me, and submitting to My will as I am your head. You are called to back up your wives with your prayers, with your support, with your suffering—that is how you will lead in this new era. I am making My sons men of deep, deep, prayer and intimacy.
“You must be rooted and grounded deeply in Me in order to support your wives as I raise them up in the forefront. You see, they can easily be persuaded and led astray, but with a man that prays they will be covered, strengthen, and protected to forge ahead. Do not allow competition or even jealousy to take a foothold, for each of you is in the role that I have destined for you in this hour. Just because one moves with anointing and gifts that are visible doesn’t mean the other is less empowered. No! Remember, there is one Holy Spirit and various gifts given to all. You both keep your eyes on Me and desire one thing, My will above all else and that will safeguard you from division or stepping on one another toes, which will hinder, block, and become an obstacle for what I want to do through you.
“My beloved daughters, those who are married and waiting on marriage, your hour has come to be used in a mighty way to draw many souls to me. But do not for once disrespect, dishonor, or disregard your husbands’ counsel because you perceive them to be less anointed for ministry. That will lead to your demise. I will make you fall time and time again for you to really understand that. Your gifts will be useless to me unless you obey and yield to your husbands, honoring and respecting them as you respect Me.”
As an aside. what many don’t know is that after a few years of their marriage Joseph carried the cross of sickness. It was a grave illness for eight years that caused him to have violent headaches, unable to eat and even walk at times. Blessed Mother had to wait on him hand and foot for eight years. He suffered greatly until his death, and Jesus is saying all that backed up not only Jesus’ earthly ministry but Blessed Mother’s as well. Wow, all of this can be found in The Complete Visions of Blessed Anne Catherine Emmerich’s book.
“Although full of grace with much anointing, that prepared the way for Her to be honored and loved by all. He stepped back so that She could shine for all that She was and was to become. Now he too is bestowed with great honor and glory in Heaven although still hidden under his great lowliness and humility. I am wanting My sons to follow suit—following in the steps of My beloved stepfather, St. Joseph—loving deeply, giving yourself fully, and stepping behind your wives so that they may shine with My glory as you cover and protect them with prayer and support. There cannot be one without the other. This is the time of the great lionesses who will rise up to preach the Gospel and win this fight with My mother at their side.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.
Thank you, family, for all your support, words of encouragement, and prayer through this journey concerning Derrick, and the City of God Community in Ghana. As we prepare to leave soon, we invite you guys to donate, yet again, to help us, please, with our airfare, goodies for the children and to be able to purchase building materials once we get there.
Thank you and God Bless you until the next message.