Hello, brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family.
Hope you all are being blessed.
Right when I woke up this morning, I received a text from one of my brothers on the mountain who said He had a dream about me. In the dream there was a soul crying to him, telling him that they weren’t able to meet up to my expectations and he gave me counsel that I was too strict and firm. Then there was a child there as well whom I seemed to be harsh with and he took them by the handing telling them he would be more kind and loving instead and walking away from me. As he shared this with me, he wanted me to discern if it was from the Lord because he has had this dream several times.
I thought to myself, could this be Lord? Because there are times the Lord has admonished me about putting expectations on people. And there are other times the Lord has also made it known some of the souls whom he has entrusted to me have the same weakness I have…laziness [laugh] and they really need some firm guidance in order to fulfill the Lord’s will and his demands on their life.
So I went to the Bible promises and got, “Hospitality and Joy” for his dream. My heart sank a bit because these readings confirmed it was from the Lord. Hospitality means for me, “using your gifts.” So, accompanied with Joy, I felt it was from the Lord. In my humility I wanted to accept this but immediately I could feel all sorts of thoughts swarm my mind—discouragement, insecurity, concerning leadership again, guiding souls, and even about the City of God mission—if the child in the dream was hurt by me. The more I sat with it the more I felt a strong check that it wasn’t from the Lord. You see me and this brother have had some past issues where He saw me in that light and made it known to me. So I began to think this dream was from the enemy to cause me to question the role the Lord has given me; to be insecure about mothering souls and also to affirm the fears and perceptions my brother had about me in the past.
We also had just received a visitor that night before who was a young homeless man whom the Lord wanted us to open the house to and have him stay for a night. When I wake up, I usually dress up and go straight into prayer, that is so important and vital for me, but I felt a strong nudge from the Lord telling me to get up and fix this young man’s breakfast. I was unsure about that because, if I can be honest, didn’t want to get distracted from prayer and thought maybe one of the other ladies got to it and this was just a decoy from the enemy to get me entailed in things before prayer. However, I got up and fixed him breakfast anyway then came back to discern again because this was bothering me greatly. I then went to the Lord again to ask if this dream was from him—got “Jealousy.” I thought, aha I knew it! Jealousy always means “disorder”. I then pondered why would the Lord give me Hospitality and Joy? Then I realized it was about actually being Hospitable to the new guest we had this morning.
I then wanted to confirm my suspicions that the demons had jumped on me with the first reading, and I had erred in discerning that it wasn’t about the dream but about our guest and discerned again if the first readings he gave me were about serving our guest breakfast and got, “Joy.” I thought again, aha!! Thank you, Lord, for bringing such clarity so quickly because I could see myself going into that dark pit, I just came out of, again with this dream. So I texted my brother how I had erred in discernment and how this dream was from the enemy to cause division among us again, and to cause judgment against me. He was so gracious about it and realized it as well.
After receiving the Lord after prayer I was so full of gratitude for him coming to rescue me so quickly because I was going down and fast. I began telling Jesus, good afternoon, Lord. Thank you for coming to my rescue today. I knew that was a dark tunnel I was headed into as all of these thoughts immediately bombard my mind again attacking my relationship with you causing me deep insecurity and discouragement. Thank you for pulling me out and being so faithful to come to my rescue so that the dream my brother had and what he said didn’t ruin my whole day and pull me down into another pit of despair because I was headed there [whew]. Thank you, Jesus!
Jesus immediately began,
“You are learning and going much deeper in discernment. I am also glad that you caught the promptings of My Spirit sooner than later. They really wanted to ruin your day, My beloved little one. This is the first of many frustrations and hiccups they have planned for you today. So be careful and always walk in brotherly love. Because you adhered to my request in charity to serve your guest I came to your rescue, for charity covers a multitude of sins.
“Thank you for also being so gracious to your little brother. He, too, is growing in discernment and learning to be mindful of the things he receives and how to rightly discern them. He looks up to you very much. But the enemy of your soul has been after your relationship with his soul to undermine, to cut down, and destroy by using both of your weaknesses, using them to pit you against one another. I am also glad you recognized it immediately. There will be many more assignments coming like this continuously against you all. Assignments of Division playing on your presumptions, assumptions, and judgments you have towards each other. The enemy will always present a situation and leave room for you to interpret the person’s motives or actions. Which will almost always be in rash judgment or presumption unless you come to me to know the truth and see from my vantage point.
“My beloved brides, if you are not patient with one another, if you do not come to me first, you will fall several times in the assignments of division that will come against you all. The demons hate you, Heartdwellers, because amidst their most serious attempts to cause mistrust in the vessels I use—illness, exhaustion, weariness, confusion, and separation from Me, it has not worked. Many have come and gone and more leave only to return back recognizing it was Me all along speaking, and that I do have the words of eternal life they cannot find anywhere else. You have duplicated souls who walk in intimacy with Me and can teach others how to hear my voice and they hate you all for it and will stop at nothing to try to divide and conquer. And, most importantly, to cause you to not trust Me and leave My service, giving up in your callings and destinies.
“Do not allow them, My brides, be smarter than the devils. Brotherly love is this the highway to heaven and the road marked out for you all, Heartdwellers, and that is what they will always try to chip at. So bear with one another patiently, forgive offenses quickly, and do not allow the demons to remind you of past pains, hurts, and offenses. Immediately when they bring it up cover it with my blood and cover the soul, they are trying to cause you to be upset with, with my blood, and I will come to your rescue and heal your heart and that of your brethren.
“The fingerprints and footsteps of the devil are the same, he comes to steal kill and destroy—steal your joy, your peace, and hope in me. He comes to kill your destiny, and your intimate relationship with me and wants to destroy all your divine relationships and friendships that will help you in this walk of holiness along the way. Don’t allow him, My brides, to sucker punch you any longer. Any feelings of discouragement, depression, hopelessness, and insecurity are not from Me. But lift up your eyes and heart to me when you’re feeling that way. Bind those devils and praise Me instead. And if it’s something that has been said to you, think the best of that person’s intentions, make excuses for them even, and wait on me to bring you clarity, but do not for once come in agreement with what the enemy feeds you. Do not feed on their filth they give you to drag you back into the pigpen I have delivered you from.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.
So rise up my beloved brides and tell the devil, “Uh oh, no not today, Satan. Not today!” And I got a Rhema after receiving this message and it said:
“Let us keep going toward the same goal, but by our own path, united in our obedience to God who manifests His will so differently to each of us.”
Which is such a confirmation for us not to compare ourselves to one another—why this person does things a certain way or how they could do it differently, etc. Each of us is given different roles and anointings. And when you begin to judge others in the role the Lord has given them you will always get it wrong because although we are one, we each have our own path and the Lord has given us each a unique will to manifest in order to fulfill our destinies. A will that no one else can fulfill but us, and in the way the Lord has called us to fulfill it. So we must keep moving towards the same goal to bring souls into the Kingdom of God, however, the Lord leads each of us, and in the way he desires to lead us.
God bless you guys until the next message