Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May we all receive the grace of perseverance.
Forgive me family, that I have not been consistent with the messages. Part of the first half of the previous message was cut off. I went to visit my sister back home and officiate her wedding.
Through Blessed Mother’s intercession the Lord moved in an amazing way, and I came back Sunday filled with hope and excitement for what the LORD had in store next, believing for Derrick, and the work of the City of God. We had one of our intercessors join us on the mountain, a young lady from Portugal who is called to go to Ghana. The LORD had her waiting for a while but when he told her to finally come it was suddenly and immediately, he wanted her here. There were many inconveniences in between but she arrived with me, here on the mountain Sunday.
As the LORD seems to be putting things in place now for Heartdwellers Ghana and for the City of God Community. Since I was gone a week, I was unable to catch up on Jesus’ messages to Mother Clare because I was so busy for the wedding, and upon returning, found out the LORD has made it clear that we don’t have much time left until the Rapture. Mother Clare feels some major events may take place in September. One of the brothers in the community had a dream, and it was confirmed by Holy Spirit, of another 9/11 happening, and we are thinking it may be this year.
I began to think of the LORD’s promise concerning Derrick but also the City of God community, as the Rhema he gave me on Sunday said “Courage, the Cowardly Dog” and “Be at peace, don’t be frightened or upset”. I shared my doubts with the community since we have a few weeks until summer is over, and no sign from Derrick. And now a catastrophe is coming? and not sure if we will be leaving for Ghana at all this year. Some thought maybe the LORD would bring about this promise after the Rapture, and another thought during the Millennium which completely popped my balloon.
Jesus already told me not to put Him in a time frame, and to not plan or put ideas in my head of how things would turn out, but you see I already did that. So as strong assignment of unbelief, discouragement, and confusion came over me these past two days as I cried thinking, LORD, would you do all of this to break me again like you did last year and the year before that? Thinking, LORD, I am going to be humiliated again, as I thought well, that is “the little way”, the way of the cross and humiliation. I was so distraught, and honesty upset with Jesus. I know I am a hot mess. Then I saw a comment on the channel from someone who said, they didn’t want to pray M.O.M.’s chaplet anymore because nothing had changed, which didn’t help the little faith I was struggling to have.
However, finally mustered up the courage to share with Father Ezekiel, my struggles. He then mentioned that another soul in the community had been hit with confusion, and with their discernment as well, so I wasn’t alone. I simply needed to trust God’s goodness, and it seems the LORD is calling me to even detach from my own discernment. That I should allow him to bring every promise to fruition the way He wants versus the way I want, no matter how long it may take. That gave me a little more peace, but, if I can be honest, I was still struggling. But that evening I laid the promise of Derrick, marriage, the City of God community at the altar yet again. I told the girls here and asked them to pray for me.
So this morning I was finally able to pray and worship with a cleaner heart as I kept telling myself and Jesus that I trusted him, and I was so sorry for my complaining and bad behavior. Father God kept playing songs of his love over me and I felt so rest assured that He was with me right here and now and understood this trial, and pain in my heart. Then he played a sermon from Hillsong called “Behold, New Roads” about standing and being amazed in awe of God, and the LORD making a way, as I thought, LORD could there still be hope?
I then got a beautiful reading from St. Faustina which summoned up and brought light to what he was doing in my soul which I will share with you guys. After receiving Him, I felt Jesus wanted to speak with me as I told him I desperately needed to hear from him.
So I came before him saying, LORD, I first want to apologize for my terrible behavior, my unbelief, the anger, and bitterness I felt in my heart. I know that hurts you the most, especially from a chosen soul. Please, please, forgive me, LORD, also for my self-pity. I am your spouse, I am yours, and I am your handmaiden of your Mother. LORD, do with me as you please for your glory. I consent to whatever you want, I want that too.
Immediately I heard, “That prayer pleases me very much, Beloved. I love you so much you cannot fathom. I am your Father and so ever close to you. I love you dearly, My little one. You are the apple of my eye; we are in this together.” I was stunned for a bit because I realized it was Papa God speaking and then I felt shame and guilt come all over me.
As I said, “Wow, Papa, I love you. I’m now even more ashamed. I’m so sorry, LORD.”
God the Father responded, “There is no need to be, My beloved daughter. You have many enemies against you and will continue to. You and many others have been assailed and barraged with many doubts, lies about My nature and character, and left in confusion. But I have come to give you and others peace. I am sovereign and in control of all that is going on in your lives and all over the world. I know it hasn’t been easy for many of my faithful and I cannot say nor promise it will get easier, but I can promise my presence. My tangible presence will become stronger in all of your lives and so will My love. It will be My love that will sustain you for the things that will take place upon this earth and around the world.”
Papa these things, are your judgments?
God the Father responded, “You mean, My Mercy.”
Sorry LORD, yes, it is in your great mercy to give us these trials and shakings. Are they inevitable? Can nothing be any longer delayed or mitigated by prayer?
God the Father continued, “Some things can be mitigated, and some things can be delayed, but many things have to happen, My beloved little one, it is the time. It is also the time for harvest. A ripe apple when left unpicked, unless someone shakes the tree, it falls. This is the season, ripe with many souls, so I, too, must shake the world to make them fall, fall to their knees in conviction, repentance, and contrition so that they may be saved.
I know you have been concerned with the promises we have given. Do not worry, My sweet little dove, those things will come to pass in my perfect timing. I want you to hope again, believe again. I just may surprise you. When you think you have it figured out, or others have it figured out, you are not even close to what I have planned and prepared. It will be far more wonderful than you can imagine. I am asking you to let go of the outcome, the results of all things, once and for all. Can you do that for me?”
I said, No, LORD, I can’t but with your help Papa, I can.
He said, “Okay my beloved one, I will help you.”
“My beloved children, most of you had given your consent before I sent you to the earth to be for Me a faithful servant, a faithful friend, and beloved child of My Heart. That simply means to be a living sacrifice, a sweet aroma for Me and all of Heaven. Every day, before the throne room of Heaven, your prayers arise before Me like incense, so does the stench of the sins of this earth, until I am unable to bear it and the fullness of wickedness is complete. Then I can bring justice upon the earth and show mercy to whom I decide to show mercy”.
As an aside, I want to share the Rhema the LORD gave me in, Jesus Speaking to St. Faustina: “I demand of you a perfect and whole-burnt offering; an offering of the will. No other sacrifice can compare with this one. I, Myself, am directing your life and arranging things in such a way that you will be for Me a continual sacrifice and will always do My will. And for the accomplishment of this offering, you will unite yourself with Me on the Cross. I know what you can do. I, Myself, will give many orders directly, but I will delay the possibility of their being carried out and make it depend on others. But there is time, so that, I, the LORD, will fulfill all your wishes. I delight in you as a in a living host; let nothing terrify you; I am with you. “
It was so encouraging to hear that. Then the following paragraph which also caught my eye said:
“During the last two days of the carnival, I experienced the overwhelming flood of chastisements and sins. In one instant the LORD gave me a knowledge of the sins committed through the whole world during these days. I fainted from the fright and even though I know the depth of God’s mercy, I was surprised that God allows humanity to exist. And the existence of mankind; it is the chosen souls. When the number of the chosen ones is complete, the world will cease to exist.”
Which gave me such clarity as to why the LORD was allowing this trial in these past two days of contradiction, confusion, fear, and a possible delay in the work of the City of God, remembering all of this is for souls and the salvation of the world.
God the Father continued, “Mankind would have ceased to exist long ago if it wasn’t for chosen souls like yourself whom I set apart for my use and for my glory before the foundation of the earth. I am a just God, and in My justice, there must be balance that holds the weight against sin and wickedness of mankind. And when you souls, give yourselves to be as a living sacrifice, you become the weight that tips the scales of justice every time, that my mercy may be known and prevail over judgment.
Righteousness of Gods Judgment: Isaiah 65:1- 5,“I was sought by those who did not ask for Me; I was found by those who did not seek Me. I said, ‘Here I am, here I am,’ to a nation that was not called by My name. I have stretched out My hands all day long to a rebellious people, who walk in a way that is not good, according to their own thoughts; a people who provoke Me to anger continually to My face; who sacrifice in gardens, and burn incense on altars of brick; who sit among the graves, and spend the night in the tombs; who eat swine’s flesh, and the broth of abominable things is in their vessels; who say, ‘Keep to yourself, do not come near me, for I am holier than you!’ These are smoke in My nostrils, a fire that burns all the day.”
“Every suffering, every pain, every inconvenience, every sacrifice, whether it be your marriage, your health, your children, wealth and riches of the world, honors and praise of the world, you forego to live a life of holiness and simplicity for me. Every delay, hindrance, every scorn and contempt you are met with by loved ones when you walk in obedience to me. Every attack from the evil one, oppression, and hell’s assignments that rage against you, but you endure it all for love of me, you then become a living sacrifice. Every contradiction, confusion, or misunderstanding you face and are met with is a sacrifice offered up to Me, draws upon My Mercy and grace for souls and for your world.
“Do you see how much I need each and every single one of you to cooperate for the salvation of mankind? You are my co-labors and will always be. Although God, I have even humbled myself to do nothing without my creation. We are working hand in hand to bring My Glory and My Will upon this Earth as it is in Heaven. I am so sorry, my dear children, of the difficulties you have faced, you are in, and are up ahead, for all of you. But I want your eyes and mind fixed on eternity and offering all that I allow for the sake of souls. And when you pray, your heart, your voice your intentions are like the sweet smell of frankincense, of obedience that fill up my throne, like a deodorizer completely desensitizing the smell of wickedness that has reached me and causes me to inhale the sweetness of your passion and love which brings me much joy and consolation.
My children, none of your prayers have been wasted, none will be ever wasted. Do not stop believing, do not stop praying for mercy, and do not stop praying for your nation and the world. I am God and certain events cannot be avoided and for that I need you to stand beside me and behind me submitted to My will, trusting that I am good, and I am working all things out for My glory. I need your prayers so continue to pray. Your prayers may not stop a soul from dying but it stops them from going to hell. Your prayers may not stop a young Mother from aborting her child but may soften her heart and at some point, she will repent and not go to hell. Your prayers may not stop an earthquake or a country from being taken over by fraudulent elections but it will remove the curse of seared conscience so many will call upon My Name and seek me in their hour of trial and be saved. So you see, your prayers are for Me to do what I will, according to My good pleasure, to get to My expected end, and not yours. So trust me and know, not one of your prayers or sacrifices is wasted.”
That was the end of God the Father’s message.
After receiving this message I had adoration in the evening and my reading tied in so beautifully and really confirmed this message from Father God. In the Rhema reading, Jesus was really encouraging me to really depend on Father God and his love. It was from In Sinu Jesu:
“Allow Me to guide you into the way of total filial dependence upon My Father in all things and for all things. This will be the expression of My filial life in you. I would have you look to the Father in every need, trust the Father in every adversity, depend upon the Father in every weakness. Thus will you glorify My Father, and thus will I glorify Him in you. My father’s goodness and love remain hidden from so many souls. They have not understood that I came into the world to reveal My Father who is all love, and to draw souls to Him in filial confidence and in the joy of Abandonment to His goodness. Love our Father. Trust our Father. Depend upon our Father in every weakness. This revelation of God as a Father who cherishes His children and so loves them that He sent Me, his Only Begotten Son, into the world to suffer and to die, lies at the very heart of My Gospel. Love My Father and open your heart to the immensity of His love for you. Thus will you become for Him, in Me a beloved son in whom He takes delight.”
God bless you until the next message.
Joy psalm 97:11