Hello, brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all receive the grace of faith to believe and open the eyes of your heart to see Jesus.
Jesus asked that I begin to share my experiences with you. More and more I have been pressing in to use my sanctified imagination, after the most recent experience, to really see Jesus, and to go where he is leading me. After using the song, “Exploring Heaven” and touching the hem of the Lord’s garment to go there, I decided to share this amazing song and meditation with the community. I asked Mother Clare if we could play the meditation on Sunday when we met for our community service. She agreed and wow, seven of us saw Jesus and four of us had a Heavenly experience with him.
When the Lord took me there this time, I had the most amazing experience and conversations with family members who had passed on and were now in Heaven. I would like to share this with you guys. And as the Lord asked me to share more of my experiences, which have increased after receiving his message, I will share one each week and will call the series, “Diary of Our Secret Place”. I will also be doing a teaching on using your sanctified imagination so that you also can hear and see Jesus in the spirit and enter into Heaven with him. What fun is it to listen to others experience Heaven when you want to go there yourself but find it hard to? So I believe you will really like the next few messages, as I will also share the meditation with you so you too can enter into Heaven. I can’t wait to hear the testimonies!
So, this is Part 1 of Diary of Our Secret Place: Pentecost. This happened two Sundays ago. We began the meditation song and I relaxed and closed my eyes so that the Lord may open the eyes of my Heart. As I was led in the song to ask the Lord the question where he was in the room. Immediately I saw Him by Mother Clare’s desk standing up, (it’s kind of like a podium facing all of us) as we were spread out in chairs circled around her. Jesus was in all white, radiant, and had his hands outstretched smiling, but He didn’t say anything.
Then all of us sudden Jesus began to change; a transformation was taking place as His identity would change switching from Him to Father God, then back to Him. I was in awe as I realized more than ever how they are one and the same. John 14:11 came to my mind, “Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father in me.”
Then it was just Jesus standing there, still smiling with his arms outstretched. I then asked him in my Heart, where did Father God go, where is he? And just as I asked that I saw Father God walk into the room from the Kitchen. He was wearing an all-white garment just like Jesus, with the prayer shawl over his head, with white hair and white beard and he had brown sandals on. Behind him was the Holy Spirit, who was in a human form. He too was in all-white however behind him trailed these mesmerizing rainbow colors of light. And when he took a step, it was so fast, and this trail of light followed him.
He whizzed past Father God to the opposite end of the room, whereas Father God began with the first person right in front of him and began to lay hands on each person’s head blessing them. Beginning with the first brother in the room, just simply touching his head, smiling, and muttering a blessing I couldn’t hear. Holy Spirit began on the opposite side of the room, but instead of laying hands and saying a blessing, he consumed my brother with his fire. It was beautiful! Rainbow color hues of purple, red, blue, green, gold. He moved so fast that his form became that of complete colorful fire. He then engulfed the next brother with His color rainbow-fire as I watched in amazement.
Father God then went to stand next to Jesus, facing all of us with his arms also outstretched, smiling. Then Holy Spirit engulfed everyone as he now became just pure fire. He wrapped himself around Mother Clare—all of us, as the room was filled with this fire that seemed to be dancing full of rainbow colors. It was like a ribbon of fire that didn’t touch the ground but swirled now into the kitchen, into Father Ezekiel’s room engulfing him as well, and swirled around consuming all of us simultaneously.
The place was radiating the most beautiful colors I could ever imagine; so bright as I just watched in awe thinking, could this be real? And the guy in the meditation asked for us to ask Jesus one thing he desires for us to know, and immediately Jesus responded to me and said, “This is real”. Just then the fire consuming us all began to rise up from the top of our heads and came together to make two separate flames which then pierced God the Father’s Heart. The other flame pierced Jesus’ heart. As they both continued to stand by Mother Clare’s computer with their arms still outstretched and the colorful flame piercing through their hearts and coming out of their backs, just to enter back into the ribbon of fire that was consuming all of us.
I was seeing all of this with the eyes of my heart, as this colorful flame seemed to be dancing as though to a beautiful symphony flowing seamlessly like a river through us all. It lit the entire hermitage with brilliant light and colors. Father God continued to stand there smiling with such delight over us as this flame continued flowing from his and Jesus’s heart consuming us all. Jesus then multiplied himself and before I knew it, we all had our own Jesus standing right before us.
Mother Clare was lying in her bed, everyone was still in deep mediation with their eyes closed, but in different positions. Some were sitting back in their chair, others leaning forward, and another was squatting on the floor. As Jesus stood before each person the colorful fire was still flowing from his heart consuming us. There was now a small golden thread he was pulling from his heart, slowly, as this thread entered each of our hearts. He then walked much closer to each person and entered into each one, taking the form of the one he was entering. As Mother Clare was lying down Jesus climbed up on the bed and laid himself in the exact position she was in until he became no more, and they were one. He then did that with each person in the room and with me as well. He stood some up, but he faced me then turned around to sit in the chair just like the position I was in, and we became one as the flames continued to consume us all, still dancing and flowing from the Father’s heart to ours.
That is the end of Part 1 of this amazing experience. When I told the whole group the entirety of the experience, Mother Clare told me that it was actually the Orthodox Feast of Pentecost (#hushjesus!) when the Holy Spirit came upon the disciples.
Acts 2:1-4, When the day of Pentecost came, they were all together in one place. 2 Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting. 3 They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them.
God bless you guys until the next message.