Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all receive the grace to step into heaven.
I pulled a rhema that said, “The unbelief of a chosen soul wounds me so deeply”. I felt so awful because I know I have been in a battle of faith for these past weeks, and it’s been really bad as I go back and forth with faith and doubt constantly, with almost everything lately. Then I had a dream where Blessed Mother told me that the shoulder wound of Jesus was to make reparation for unbelief. I woke up with that thought strong on my mind, asking the Lord to forgive me, as I can feel he is calling me to really begin entering into the secret place to experience Heaven again. But my unbelief and distractions continue to hinder me to go back so frequently.
Upon receiving the Lord I felt prompted in my heart that he wanted to speak to me.
I came before Him saying, “Good morning Lord, I’m here. Sorry for my doubt and unbelief and that I have wounded you so deeply. I’m sorry Lord, my doubt is so bad, quite embarrassing actually.”
“My beloved, have confidence in Me and in our communication to one another. Truly you are a soul with little faith on your own, but in me, you will be, and are, one who will be known for great faith. So believe, beloved, believe! The shoulder wound I bore was for the unbelief and doubt of mankind; to disregard me as the Messiah and Savior, but also for the unbelief of those chosen to walk in the way of the cross, to doubt my love, to walk in unbelief and even doubt the graces and gifts I wish to bestow upon them. I want to use you to change that my beloved one.
“The experiences I have permitted for you to have are very real and I want my beloved brides entering into Heaven, experiencing Heaven with more ease. This grace is not for a selected few, but for all those who would simply believe. The young man in the mediation was right to say that I would never make it hard for my children to connect with me. But I do ask that they seek me until they find me. Many give up so easily and Satan doesn’t make it any easier, throwing obstacles of condemnation, guilt, shame (which is the worst), and fear, so many don’t approach me. But I am readily available to all, and so near, so very near.
“Heaven, is so near, so very near my beloved brides. It is within you, all you must do is believe and discipline yourself to open the eyes of your heart daily and imagine yourself with me, next to me, and the Holy Spirit will take it from there. So many write things off as their own imagination and sometimes the devils slip in projected images that are fearful or perverted to throw many off course. But, My dears ones, be wiser than the devils. When you feel, sense, or see something that you know it’s not my Spirit, don’t recoil immediately and stop. Disregard that thought in your mind and go back to the last thing you know was from Me and keep moving forward. It is just a smokescreen tacit of the enemy.
“My beloved little one, this is one of the many anointings you have been gifted with and I now want you to walk in. I told you before you are called to be my wedding planner on earth.”
As an aside here, this is something he told me a few weeks ago and I laughed because when I first arrived at the community, I was doing dishes with Jesus, and I started thinking of the wedding banquet and how I loved serving with him. So I asked him if I could serve the table at the wedding banquet for his bride? I didn’t expect him to respond but I heard him clearly say, “Yes, and you can begin now on earth”. I didn’t fully understand what that meant. Then a few months later he told me that this ministry is like that of the wedding of Cana, that I am to set up a table, serve the food and they will meet with him through Blessed Mother’s intercession. So I love setting up an atmosphere of intimacy whether online or an event to have people meet with Jesus intimately. When our priests were ordained, it was beautiful as I cried not just for them but for Jesus. I was so happy for Jesus that he finally got nine of his brides to respond to their callings. and he has been waiting their whole lives for them to say yes. I was so happy for him. So it was just a few days ago that he called me his wedding planner on earth; a calling to draw his brides in his presence, and there, he would propose to them that they might be his forever. I love being Jesus’ wedding planner. It’s so much fun!
“And this is one of the tools given to you to help me draw my brides to the banquet table by experiencing Heaven on Earth now. Go back and listen again intently to the words of your Guardian Angel Zeal. You do live with all of Heaven surrounding you, within you, and very active in your life. And I am wanting all my brides to experience and be aware of that too. Heaven is quite literally, but a breath away. When you breathe in, you are taking in the Breath of Life, the Breath of the Father, the Breath of Heaven. My beloved brides, I never meant for this reality to be distant from your minds. The time is soon approaching for you all to be with me, where I am, for all eternity. And I want to begin preparing you for Heaven now by taking you there, experiencing my love and my nearness.
“As things get dark in the world all around you, men have found different avenues of escape through television, lewd entertainment, worldly books, food, and the company of others for consolation. But for my chosen ones, I have gone to prepare a place for you where you can be right now. A place not only for the escape of the worries of this life, but a place of refreshment, healing, and a place of rest in Heaven available for all to enter in now if you would respond to the graces, I am releasing upon you all.
“My little one, I want you to begin believing, really believing. I need you to believe for the sake of others. As you take my hand and enter into the most beautiful places that I desire to show you, and meeting many of the Cloud of Witnesses to receive their counsel and wisdom to equip and instruct My Church and this flock. I want you to begin teaching others how to use their sanctified imagination to see and hear from Heaven. Continue with the inspirations given to you by My Spirit to do these meditations and share your experiences. You will continue to hear from My Mother, for she is the ladder to Heaven, to Me.
“Don’t shy away from this, it will be very fruitful. And many will begin to experience Heaven on their own as you too are getting equipped to teach the children in Ghana, and the people there, how to live in the atmosphere of heaven continuously. Many will be healed in this way and restored in their love for Me. The veil has been torn for a while now my beloved brides. My arms are extended as I wait with joyful hope for you to enter into my presence and step into Heaven. I give you all now the grace for the eyes of your heart to be open and faith to believe. Heaven is upon you.
“This will prepare many for Eternity, to be detached from this world, and be prepared for death because they know they are passing from death into life. No eye has seen, or ear has heard what God has prepared for those who love him. But you will see, you will hear, and you will get to experience a glimpse of what is prepared for you and is soon approaching, Heaven.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.