Hello, brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers family. May you all be blessed.
I had received some beautiful rhemas the day before….
The first one said,
“Now I know that it is not for the graces or gift that you love me. But because My will is dearer to you than life. That is why I am uniting Myself with you so intimately as with no other creature.” That’s from St. Faustina’s Diary.
The second rhema said,
“The City of God Community will be in God’s Church like a beehive in a magnificent garden, hidden and meek. The souls there will work like bees to feed their neighbors’ souls with honey, while the wax will flame for the glory of God. It will be the reflection of God’s greatest attribute, that is His divine mercy unceasingly, for the whole world and every act of mercy will flow from God’s love. That love with which they will be filled to overflowing. They will strive to make their own, this great attribute of God and to live by it and to bring others to know it and trust in the goodness of God.”
Wow! So I kept thinking that the City of God community was on the Lord’s mind. When I went to pray, by Blessed Mother’s tree, I couldn’t stop thinking of her. My eyes were transfixed on her and the painting I did on the tree. It almost seemed as if she was coming to life right before my eyes as I began to have an open vision of her stepping from behind the tree. She was barefoot with a white veil and robe with small pink flowers on her veil. She was so graceful as I was in awe that she was physically present before my eyes. I was transfixed upon her beauty and her countenance. I was frozen in awe as I called my brothers on the “walkie” to hurry and come, that Blessed Mother was here. My brothers ran and all fell to their knees sobbing in awe as they gazed upon her. She smiled and sat down before the tree, and we called for Mother Clare to come, and some of the guys went back to carry Father Ezekiel up to see her. All of this I saw right as the last song was ending in worship, and my eyes were open. I was just amazed as I came out of this vision thinking, “Lord was that real?” and being reminded of the message Jesus said of Blessed Mother being physically with us during the tribulation. I was blown away. So I could sense the Lord wanted to talk with me, but the flies up there were driving me crazy. We have flies here and there on the mountain. Now, since Spring is budding, all the creepy crawlies are coming out and so are the flies. When we first got up here it was so bad that they swarmed all around you, and Mother Clare knew it was demonic. She prayed and asked the Holy Angels to come help get rid of the flies on the mountain. They came and all the flies went away.
Today, however, strangely, there were a few that would not just go away. They kept flying around me and landing on Jesus at the altar, which made me so livid. So I found myself trying to swat them away. I decided to move away so I could write without distraction, to hear from the Lord.
However, when I moved to the new location the flies just followed me there. Then I got stuck trying to pull a hangnail, then started cleaning my nails, rather than typing. Then I became anxious thinking, “Forget it, maybe the Lord has nothing to say.” But something told me to press in rather than packing up and going, so I did.
I began, “Good morning, Lord.”
Jesus immediately responded, “Why are you hesitant to write and hear from me?”
“Because I am so distracted, Lord, with my mind on so many things. Forgive me.”
“Well, that has never stopped Me from talking with you.”
“Yes, and for that, I am grateful, Lord. What is on your heart?”
I had stopped writing again because I got distracted by the flies that were coming, swatting at them, and fighting thoughts of just giving up, leaving, and walking back home.
So I said, “Dear Lord help me do you see how I can easily get ensnared”.
Jesus responded, “It’s because of your unbelief and doubt. Oh, how that hurts Me, my beloved one. I desire to speak with you. and I have much to tell you.”
And here, Jesus is addressing my anxiety still, over Derrick and the promises. Sorry guys, I am struggling because last year around the same time I got messages from what I thought was Jesus, telling me a wedding would take place, and that is when I fell really hard in discernment. I never put the message on the channel, but it set me up to fall pretty hard when I found out the other messages were not from the Lord, and I would be staying for another year in the community. So, although this is exciting, there is a little voice in the back of my mind saying, “It’s a setup again”. So that is my fight, getting past my fears and unbelief.
“There is no need to be anxious about the future Beloved, you will come to see my faithfulness. Do you not now see I already have the land prepared for you, my little one? Everything will come together beautifully. You must trust Me and have faith.”
“You’re right, Lord, I was amazed when I found out how much land Derrick had purchased. Even then, you were working in and through him and he didn’t even know it.”
Well, guys, Mother Elizabeth and I have been praying fervently about the land in Ghana which we don’t have yet. The Lord promised that it would actually come from Derrick: as I have been waiting patiently, trying to figure out how everything would come together. And when I talked to him just last week, casually he told me that he had purchased land last year for farming. A hundred acres of land in Ghana to be exact. I thought “Whaaa? #hushjesushush”. However, he is still not on board with the mission or any of this, but his heart is willing to at least consider coming here. Thank you for all those who have stood next to me believing for this. I am going to trust Jesus will work things out once he gets here. So continue to keep praying for him that he would make it here.
Jesus continued, “Yes, I hold the hearts of kings in My hands, and I use souls as instruments to fulfill My purpose. Even though they may not be aware of My will, or have different plans in mind, I use it all for My outcome, for My greater glory. This community will be just like that, I will even use your enemies to fulfill My purpose. So, there is no need to worry. You are so easily distracted and irritated by the flies around you and that is how the enemy will get you every time.”
And guys, the flies were attacking me, it seemed almost intentional now. They were crawling on my laptop, on my head, hands, it was so annoying and made me realize the enemy does not want this message to come about. But I couldn’t hold still, I was trying to swat them all away. And Jesus seeing me, and being with me, said;
“Demons are like little flies swarming around you buzzing lies, distractions, and temptations. Don’t even engage them or try to squash them as you would a fly. Don’t you find you wasted energy and time chasing these little irritating things? And it takes your focus off what is most important, and the work right in front of you. Don’t even acknowledge their presence. Continue to work, pray and move forward in complete trust and confidence in Me. Now, that will squash them and put them to flight.”
The Lord is so right. He warned a fight was coming, and I was bracing for the worst. But I can now see the battle with this is me. It’s an intense interior battle as I am bombarded with pains and wounds of the past in our relationship and fear of the future, by the demons, constantly.
I said, “Okay Lord, please help me with this”.
“I will, my beloved, I will. Once Derrick comes, he will be totally on board with what I have called you both to do but give it time. Continue to be patient, my timing is perfect. Don’t pressure him, but continue to offer your suggestions, your council, and most importantly, your patient love as you are praying behind the words I have spoken, and for his heart to become completely mine. A lot of things are changing, more than you can see and know, trust Me.
Once this work is established in his heart, I want you to begin building right away. Use the money from donations to purchase building materials. First, the house for the children, then the house for the male and female priests so your volunteers and your missionaries have somewhere to stay. Then the building for the married couples.”
As I was writing that out, I had a thought in my mind if we should build all the houses at once or one by one? And Jesus answered my thought.
“I would prefer you to build the children’s house. Then finish that to build the other three houses simultaneously. There will be many laborers that will come help to build this community. That you will not lack. So this work will come forth much quicker than you think. However, in all things you must always be in prayer, so the enemy doesn’t find a way in to cause delays, traps, and snafus in your building operations. He will do everything he can to cause trouble at this stage in the community. You are right in your thinking; I want nine rooms in each building. Very simple, with a bed, desk, and a community bathroom, wash area for them all to use.”
At this time I was thinking where the kitchen would be, and he answered my thought.
“You can build a small little quarter where dining will take place and where you all will eat together as a community.”
“What about the chapel, Lord? I would think that would be built first.”
“No, Beloved, build those houses, and then the chapel will be next. People will begin to come and want to help with this work, my love, and they need a place to stay and be aquatinted with the people of this land. So you will need these buildings first. Each person can create their own little oratory within their rooms, praying until the chapel is completed.
I know many have not responded yet, Beloved, but many will, once you arrive there. I am preparing them now to respond. Some of the priests you ordained are also called there and I am speaking to their hearts about it even now, for them to respond to this call. I have created this community to be another shrine of My Mercy, and that of My Mother’s Mercy, the greatest attribute of all my characters. And that is why you and this work are so hated by the devils. You are another little St. Faustina. And because of her obedience, My Apostle of Mercy, the word of My Divine Mercy has spread far and wide. But many still do not run to it, trust in it or have confidence in My Mercy as they should. And many are unaware of My Mother’s Sacred Heart that beats in union with mine and the rays of mercy flowing from it that bring the most reprobate of souls into My Divine light. My beloved one, you have been christened as My Mother’s Apostle of Divine Mercy. It is precisely because of your weakness, your poverty, and your mere wretchedness that you were chosen for this role. Because you have come to see yourself as you truly are, pure misery without my love and mercy. You no longer desired my gifts, but my perfect will in every situation, and that is why I have made it clear to you as to why I unite myself with you so intimately.
Do not shy away from these words, my beloved one, it does nothing to puff you up, but to bring Me glory that I can take the most depraved, worldly, utterly steeped in sin, vain, selfish, and prideful soul and do an amazing transformation when you say “yes” to my will.
My beloved ones, many of you still have not responded to the call. That is the reason you were brought to this channel and to this ministry. You have been wanting to do something more for Me and this is your chance; this is your calling. There is absolutely nothing to fear. Stop wondering of the how, the when, and the means you will need to respond. Just say “yes” and I can and will transform you too, writing your story that will leave you in awe. I have been so merciful to you, and I want you in this community to devote yourselves to My Mercy, to devote yourselves to My Mother’s Mercy because you have tasted and seen it firsthand. The prayers that go forth from this place will heal not only Ghana but will touch the nations. Many will receive the devotion to My Mother, Catholics, and Protestants alike. Not at first, but with time, and by Her intercession, they will begin to see the miracles in their lives and how our hearts are one. You see, those who will not respond to my rays of love and mercy flowing from my heart will respond to My Mother’s. She is the servant in that parable who stops the cutting down of the tree pleading with the vinedresser to hoe it for another year.”
Here he is referencing the parable of the fig tree can be found in Luke13:6-9.
“I give her the most destitute of souls and she works a miracle. That is why I have entrusted this community to her and given Ghana to her because she will do just that. The City of God community will be a community where all members will live in the company of My saints and will live in the light of my sweet presence among them where there is no veil between Heaven and Earth. So great will be the faith of the children and all its members, truly it will be a piece of Heaven on Earth and a light foreshadowing of the New Jerusalem where I will dwell among my people. (Revelations 21). It will be a temple and a throne where My Mother, the Mother of Mercy, will be glorified and honored as Her rays of love and mercy emanate, bringing relief from suffering, healing, restoration, and unity even among denominations.
There is no limit to what I will do for my beloved ones who simply believe. All honor and glory will be Mine and Hers to share with the souls she bestows favor upon. You will be a city on a hill, a light to the nations where the flame of your love will never wax cold. And zeal for My Mother will be poured out to all souls in this community, as you raise other apostles of Her Divine Mercy to take this devotion far and wide, even to their native countries, to spread the light of Her fragrance and Her love, setting others on fire for Our Mother of Mercy.”
That was the end of Jesus’ message.