Hello brothers and sisters and Heartdwellers Family. May you all be blessed.
The enemy had been pelting me with so many thoughts, lies and discouragement bringing up wounds from my past in leadership after letting go of the young lady who was suppose to come to Ghana with me. I was at peace and fine that day. However as the days went by I had reached out to, two other souls who are called to help, but both were still very hesitant in being fully committed.
One I mentioned to you all that I had been praying for 3 years and the other for a year now. I began to feel discouraged and alone. Although I told myself it’s not true the sorrow in my heart was so deep because of wounds from the past. As I realized that I was being impatience with the Lord and even with these precious souls called to come and help with this work. Although I feel asl though I am ready and the Lord is moving me forward I needed to continue being patient with the Lord and his timing on the hearts of these precious souls called to help rather than feelings of resentment and pain.
The Lord has been truly humbling me and maturing me as well to also adhere to the council of my covering. Mother Clare and Father Ezekiel that when they even suggest things it is the Lord speaking through them even if at times it may not agree with My will. This flesh has to die and its no fun being crushed and it has been painful as I still find myself being anxious about what is ahead and praying and trusting the Lord for help.
During prayer the Holy Spirit played Ave Maria by Liberia and immeadiately I sensed and saw Blessed Mother I jus ran into her arms like a child. She was sitting down as I fell in her lap with joy, kneeling down and resting my head on her chest. She hugged me so tightly.
She then kissed my forehead saying “I understand”
Blessed Mother began,
“All the saints were met with the same type of trial in their work so be not discouraged my little one.The good Lord goes before you and I am here my dove for you to unburden your soul. I am your companion, your friend and your Mother in this journey you don’t come to me as often enough my dear little one. Look at me”
Holding my chin up so tenderly, She said,
“I am your Mother of Peace, there will be many times in this journey where you feel alone, not understood and lack of support, but what should that matter to you my little one all of Heaven is behind you and this gift of solitary dark nights are reserved for the Lords favored. He desires for you not to be attached to any creature, look to no one for consolation, but him alone. This is indeed a gift that keeps you so close to him. Clinging to the cross and seeing him as your intimate friend and I, your Mother as the one who will always understand, support, encourage and carry you when you cannot go on.
You are in m arms now my little one, just as I carried infant Jesus so tenderly, I carry you, cover you and protect you. I also lead you into to these various trials knowing what is best for you and how best to sanctify you to be a bride spotless and blameless before the Lord. It is I who prepare these opportunities (she said smiling), for you to mature, grow in graces and to learn to love.
Remember to see the good Lord as your providential Father. That he is in everything that is allowed and permitted, so no one is the enemy although souls are used as instruments of satan, its is always for your good. That no decision made against your will is met with resentment, bitterness or discouraged because it is just that, Your will. The Lord is working through his representatives above you to form you, humble you and train you in obedience. It is the Lord and can you be angry at your Beloved Spouse for loving you so well huh? ( she smiling again)
I smiled saying,
No Mother, I cant. Please forgive me and help me
Blessed Mother continued,
“I am here now my beloved one, to pick up your chin and to bring you peace. My beloved children I am your Mother of Peace, so many of you are anxious and restless about many things. This has been a hard journey you have been on and many have been met with various trials, test and temptations that you have fallen into. You feel ashamed, despondent and your heart is hurting. Looking for someone who understands, someone who cares and for someone to console you and heal your wounds.
My beloved children nothing is wasted and Jesus fell three times carrying the cross to obtain the grace for you to get up again. I met him on His way to calvary and I desire to meet each of you and hold your face tenderly with so much love to to help you when you fall, to tell you to not give up, and carry on. I desire to bring you much peace in the midst of your storms, but many of you don’t come to me. I wait for you to run into my loving arms, be embraced and just held there. With a Mothers love there is no need for words, many times your tears are understood.
Allow me to stroke your hair as you rest in my lap and receive my kisses of love, of faith and hope. As the peace of God from my Sacred Heart washes you and gives you rest, trusting God with your life, your pain, and your situations that seem helpless. I speak over you now peace my children, be at peace. Your Mother his here and there is nothing to fear, in all your supposed failures you are moving mountains and baring fruit that you do not see.
To climb the mountain of holiness is not about the results my beloved ones, but about your efforts and the patience it took to overcome yourself. My beloved ones, you have been doing valiantly do not stop now for the Lord has called many of you to be saints, to preserver faithfully in the will of God and that does not come without a fight, but I am here to encourage and help you. Ask me for the grace of fortitude and confidence in God that you no longer lean on your feelings, but on God alone, not on your track record of the past, but on Gods faithfulness and goodness of the past. For He never changes and is still the same yesterday, today, and forever. Receive His peace now and keep his peace,
your Mother I wait for you to come.
That was the end of Blessed Mothers message
A vision from one of our intercessors.
We were praying the rosary together and i could really sense that unity and a sweet presence of just supreme bliss and this is coming from someone who wasn’t even fully there because of motherly duties . Then i just closed my eyes and saw Jesus suffering as we prayed so i held onto him just to comfort him in whatever way i could. Every time i tuned into it deeper i could just see flashes of him going through it . Then I saw blessed mother who was wearing a blue vail . She had a white dress on with a blue band around the waist , i looked at her as though I saw a ghost because I thought why come to a nobody like me you could have gone to anyone instead but deep down inside I am really grateful she did . She was holding in her hand a wooden gold plated chest that had a key hole in the center and then i heard her say ” This is the chest of your answered prayers ” still in my doubt i hesitated but she gently nudged me to open it so i took the key that appeared out of nowhere, opened it and saw letters , lots and lots of them , i saw some of the letters opened up it had the names of the people who had petitioned her and their requests. As we prayed more letters started to drop into the chest. The vision flashed forward to her entering Gods Throne room to present the petitions to him . Later on when mother Elisha was praying for the kidnapped children and we were backing her up i saw a BIG golden letter fall into the box for them . This has me beyond amazed at mother’s intercession can do and just how much she cares , she is so reliant and is really there for you so by God’s grace may our prayers be answered.