Today I had a wonderful time in worship as the Lord played beautiful songs of his love over me and of his embrace. I love to sing in worship, but this morning I felt the Lord just wanted me to receive his love as I felt like a pile of mush in the chair melted by his love and so lavishly loved by him. However, it was cut short because we had to go to our community Lords supper, and it was wonderful! After we were done, I hurried back home to do exactly what he has been asking me to do, wait on him and sit to hear his heart.
On the way back to my place I checked my phone and received a message from a soul who I have been praying for, now about 3 years. He is called to help with the community in Ghana.
I thought we had some breakthrough when Blessed Mother told me to share the mission with him and have him join our intercessory group so he could see the vision of this call because the Lord had initially given the vision of the City of God to him. However, upon answering the call to come to the community our friendship was severed with all my other friendships.
So I didn’t think he would respond to it at all, but he did and joined us. Then said he would help after seeing the website, meeting the group and seeing the vision come to life! I was so elated and amazed that the Lord had finally answered my prayer because I had been so disappointed so many times before . I sent him an email with all the messages and details concerning the mission in hopes it would inspire him even further as I have been excitingly waiting for his response
On my way back he finally responded that he didn’t want to be too involved anymore and would refer his friend to help us instead. I thought waaa and felt so disappointed yet again. Then I got a rhema once I arrived at our places and it read “If your path is more difficult strewn with those who have become captives to “fear of deception” it is because of your high calling press in.
I realized the rhema was about him as arrows of rejection hit my heart because I poured out the Lords heart to him with this mission and was hurt that he still feels I am deceived.
Then the next rhema card said “do not become too uneasy in the hour of trial but try to bear everything with Love/. Jesus will be favorable towards you and will grant you the grace to lead a totally heavenly life and nothing will be able to separate you from his love” …. Jesus is always with you rest sweetly in his heart like a child in a Mothers Arms.
After reading that I tried to tell myself not to be discouraged, to trust the Lord, that it would all work out in the end like he said and I need to have faith, but I couldn’t fight this keen sense of rejection and pain in my heart as I stared at the Lord in the Eucharistic. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes and I was surprised how I took the news and just began to cry feeling so weary in my prayers for this soul and feeling hurt that they felt I was still deceived.
I didn’t want to get my emotions in the way of what the Lord was trying to say, and it was a busy day in the community with our phones going off, walkies going off and I didn’t I wanted to give up in trying to hear from him because there was no silence to be found, but I knew he said for me to try. So, I went outside to sit for a while and see if the Lord had something to say
I came before him saying Hello Lord, Jesus what’s on your heart?
I’m so sorry I feel so distracted with the noise and with my feelings Lord. It’s a busy day in the community
Jesus immediately responded,
“But not so busy in your heart. Thank you for waiting on me beloved and pressing in to hear from me. Come my little one, I am truly carrying you as I hold you so tenderly in my arms. In my embrace is all that you need to move forward, to be strengthened to do my will and courage to move forward
Thank you, Lord, for holding me, consoling me and encouraging me
“Many of you need to rest in my embrace like this little one. So many times, you too seek to squirm and jump out of my arms in a hurry to get things done, in your pride to do things your way and in your strengthen when you are broken, tired and bleeding. It’s like a child who falls and breaks their arms and after a few moments of crying in pain in their Mothers arms thinks they are okay. Just to get up and damage their arm even more. Many of you are not okay yet you resist resting in me because you find it unproductive which is the lie of the enemy. Do you know in my presence angels minister to you and that is when I do my greatest work? Healing, restoring and strengthening your heart my beloved ones. This month is not only a month of testing for her, but for all my beloved brides and I want to hold you and carry you through this hour trial that you may trust in me despite what happens. That I am in control and that I am good.
So many of you heartdwelllers are surrounded by those around you who fear deception. They may smile in your face but, deep within they believe you have been deceived because far too many of my people fear what they do not understand and fear what they do not know. They have allowed man to sharpen their minds and hearts and not my own words in the gospels because if they did, they would follow me too. However, no need to be discouraged by your loved one and friends who still scorn you and my teachings because I use it all to perfect you in love and to bare all things with patience for my sake. Remember if it wasn’t for my grace you too would be on the other side of the fence. You too would be in a prison of fear guarded by the visionaries and teachers of the church who have taught so many error. “
As an aside here he is referencing to Rick Joyner’s Book “the Call” where he showed him majority of Christians are in a prison, but they don’t realize they are in one and the guards of the prison where teachers of the church who taught error. He was sent to get a young boy out by the name of Stephen who could see beyond the facade and followed truth so he was able to climb the mountain with rick Joyner to escape so that he could also free others.
“The father has to draw them my beloved little ones and in his timing he will. He will draw all of them. Your spouses, your children, your loved ones, and your friends for he wishes not one to perish. So, don’t be discouraged, desponded over the rejection you will continuous to face in my church and with your loved ones. Remember it is not you they are rejecting but me. It grieves my heart more than you can imagine, but I alone know how that souls is fashioned and formed. I alone know how to woo that soul with my love and when you bear with patience the rejection, scorn and contempt you face from those who fear being deceived much grace is released upon them to eventually respond to this intimacy with me.
Many envy you all and can’t seem to grasp the idea the I am this vulnerable, this approachable and this available to them. You have been taught by the world to earn many things and even in my church Satan has twisted many perceptions that you also have to earn my love and many others have been taught of my majesty, my reverence and my power which is sought after, but not my heart which is still very broken, hurting and needy. I created you to be loved by Me and I was begotten by the Father to need this love. We need your love does that surprise you my little ones? So many stand at a distant because they fear Me, fear intimacy, and Fear being deceived because they lack confidence in my goodness.
Don’t fret my little one, this soul will come around just as I promised and even, he will teach others to draw near to me in intimacy. He will be the Father in this community, but it will take time. Don’t stop praying that time is very near. For the rest of you my beloved brides come and rest in my embrace and let me carry you through this hour of trial.”
That was the end of Jesus message
Thank you so much for your patience and still staying with this channel admits the censorship we have been receiving. The Lord mentioned that months ago this channel would come under attack and eventually taken down. I would always question that message when within weeks of posting it nothing happened but Jesus is always right even in the midst of our doubts and he is faithful to warn us. I just love me some Him!
However, now to serious business we have one strike left to be given to us until this channel is permanently removed. The took down the message about Biden being Absalom and Mother Clare’s message about the “Nation’s Drama” which exposed what the deep state government is doing and what is going on. That is where my second strike came from just a week and half apart of the first strike. This censorship has gotten so bad as its not about being anti Trump but its simply anti christian as well.
So with that said we are working on creating a rumble channel called Heartdwellers Ghana. Rumble.com is a new and upcoming like outlet like Youtube, but for conservatives and was recommended to me by Mother Clare. So please stay with us by liking and following our Facebook page to get updates and where about of the new channel once this is taken down. I don’t know how much time we have so please stay with us and follow us.
Also this is an attack against the work of the City of God community, the enemy had them put a strike on the account the week I was to share all the videos with you guys. Once again it lets us know were are doing something right. God is still faithful in the two weeks with the channel down we received donations coming in! Wow, thank you for all who continue to donate. There is so much work ahead of us and every dollar counts anything you can give is so helpful. I have our PayPal link below for those who want to donate and once the website is done we will be doing a Go-fund me campaign to continue to raise funds. Thank you for your support and prayers. Love you all dearly and bless you in the name of the Father, Son and The Holy Spirit!